Chapter Ninety-Five: Losing one's yearning is not necessarily a regret

Zhang Xiaoxian said: The love we yearn for is often two different things from what we get.

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"I remember, when I didn't come to Hong Kong, you and Jiang Shao fell in love very much, which is ...... Before I came back, you were together again with Jian Yuan after saying goodbye, and before I came back, you had already broken up with Jian Yuan. and Jiang Shao also died without a problem......"

"It's not that I'm getting fast."

"Of course I know, you are a dead-eyed person, you don't hit the south wall and don't look back, and if you hit the south wall, you want to hit it again can be for the residual hope in your heart, regardless of a qiē, a moth to the fire, can let you make this kind of decision, this time...... It's more hurt than ever, right? ”

"Not really." Huan Sheng said on the phone, "In the final analysis, whether it is love or life, it is just a process of cultivating yourself. I'm not broken, not once, but this time it's accompanied by a broken heart, and it's thorough: understood. ”

Sun Xinyuan smiled at the flowers on the balcony: "Congratulations." ”

Huan Sheng lay on the lazy chair, squinting lazily at the bright sunshine......

"Does he know?" The voice on the phone rang again.

Huan Sheng shook his head, "Although we broke up, it's ...... He doesn't know yet. ”

Sun Xinyuan sighed: "Love is a matter of two people......"

"Breaking up is a one-man business." Huan Sheng answered.

Both laughed. On the road of life, under walking, the direction ahead may not be clear, but it is a blessing to be clear about the distance passed.

She is also lucky, how many people have been gone for a lifetime, not to mention feeling confused about the future, even if they have already walked, they haven't figured it out.

"That's fine! He once proposed to break up with you once, going around and around, and now you have also proposed to break up with him, and you have no revenge. It's the heavens that are venting your breath. Fair! ”

Listening to Sun Xinyuan's energetic tone, Huan Sheng couldn't help but think, is it really fair? If you want to talk about the dedication and sadness in this love, how can it be fair.

"In love. Women always seem to be the ones who suffer the most......" she muttered to herself, agreeing, and then skipping the topic.

"I recently fell in love with a TV series." In addition to the feelings between their best friends, what they talk about the most is the world they fantasize. The love in that world, with idols, that was once, the age of youth.

It's all good.

Now, busy, the topics that come out in my spare time, there is work, there are people who have experienced in reality these days, what has happened. I have my own worries, or happy things, but I lack the fantasy world. It's as if that never existed.

It is said that it is most susceptible to sentimentality when it is cloudy, and it is still the case on sunny days, it seems that sentimentality has nothing to do with the weather, but is closely related to the mood.

Huan Sheng came back to his senses and said, "What? ”

She turned on the TV, looked at the recent hit "The Legend of Miyue" above, and paused. guessed: "Is it the Legend of Miyue?" ”

"It's a woman who grows on a bread tree!"

"I see."

"Hmm...... Huansheng? ”

Huan Sheng: "What's wrong?" After watching it, she didn't tune to this TV series, she pursed her lips and turned off the TV in disappointment.

Hearing the hesitation over there. It's not crisp at all, Huan Sheng flashed with light: "Falling in love?" ”

Sun Xinyuan only shows the shyness of a little girl when he announces this kind of thing, and he is embarrassed.

"Hmmm! Fell in love with someone, he is handsome. The temperament is also very good, and the family background is also good......"

"Is he good to you?" Huan Sheng only cares about this.

"Of course." Hearing it, it was Sun Xinyuan who blurted out, and Huan Sheng was relieved, however, she said, "Didn't you create and tell me, don't you want plain love?" Falling in love with this kind of person shouldn't be quiet, right? ”

"yes, it's ...... The sensation was extreme! Sun Xinyuan shrugged his shoulders, "But I was impressed by his charm, what I wanted was that kind of love, and what I wanted was that kind of love, but I just met this kind of love, God wills like this, I'm a human being...... Not against the sky!! ”

If you love someone, you will find a lot of excuses for him, even if you deny your former self, you will not hesitate to do so. Sun Xinyuan looked ...... I really fell in love!

Huan Sheng thought of Zhang Xiaoxian's words, the famous Hong Kong writer said: The love we yearn for is often two different things from what we get.

The tone of this sentence is indescribably sad, but when it comes to Sun Xinyuan, it is happily accepted.

Who says it has to be bad? Perhaps, the love you yearn for is not suitable for you at all, but what you meet is the destined and true destiny......

Huan Sheng smiled: "Congratulations! ”

"Uh-huh. The child's godmother, no one is me! Sun Xinyuan added a sentence domineeringly before hanging up, and it was not until he heard Huan Sheng's answer that he was willing to cut off the call.

Huan Sheng said: "It's none other than you! ”

After finishing the phone, Huan Sheng opened the blog that she hadn't opened for a long time and almost forgotten, she was browsing on it, and the sound of the engine came downstairs.

Sliding the movement of the mouse, a slight pause.

After a while, she shook her head, it was the housekeeper who came back from shopping for groceries...... It's ridiculous to say, there have been a few times, as soon as she heard the sound of a car downstairs, she couldn't help but run to the window and look down......

She wanted to see, who was the person who got out of the car?

She knew who it was, but she never said it, until, after watching it a few times, she was disappointed a few times, and until now, she still wondered uncontrollably, could it be that he came back......

Distracted for a moment, Huan Sheng heard the click, and immediately looked at the computer, she unintentionally clicked on a person's blog.

It's such a big fate, she sat up straight.

The name of the blog is called Zuiheng.

The most ruthless...... Huan Sheng was amused by his whimsical associations, drunk Heng, the most ruthless!!

His latest blog is ......

Two black cats, a picture staring at each other, with a gray background, the whole aura is depressed. There is text underneath.

"I'm not as strong as outsiders say, I can do a lot of things, I can't make you like autumn and winter, I can't let you let go of him and the past, I can't make you like me, I can't let myself not love you...... I can't do these things in front of others, but I can't do them in front of you!

I like a person, probably, I am very busy and no one wants to be busy, but when I am free, I only think of her......"

After reading it, Huan Sheng paid attention to this person, this person's blog is very few, and there are only two or three articles in total, but the registration time is obviously very early.

Very busy?

She likes to guess the life of the person she is interested in, where, what she does, and what kind of person she falls in love with, which makes her so sad......

Huansheng shuts down the blog.

I got up and went out and poured a cup of tea. When she turned back and went upstairs, she was in a trance, and the hand holding the cup suddenly let go.

Looking at her with a faint expression, the man who walked downstairs slowly, isn't it Jiang Nanchen?

He's back...... (To be continued.) )