She missed him.

The thoughts flooded, and they didn't break the embankment, but the dull pain in the heart, between the breaths, those mixed memories, only fragments, blended together, poured into the mind.

Every word, there are first sights, there are flowers and candles, there are disputes, there are crying......

She couldn't tell the difference, she only knew that it was all Mu Lianxiao.

It's full of the smell of carrot flowers.

Tears blurred his eyes, ticked, and smashed on the embroidered shoes.

Gently, someone grabbed her shoulder, and the warm palm broke her tightly clenched fist little by little, and the soft voice was in her ears.

"Don't hurt yourself, cry, and wait for her to go before crying."

Du Yunluo's body froze instantly, and she suddenly raised her head, stunned.

She saw Du Yunru, her sister hugged her gently, a pair of Danfeng eyes were faintly red, but she still squeezed out a smile for her.

Du Yunluo blinked her eyes vigorously, ignoring the crescent mark that was pinched out of her palm, she wrapped her arms around Du Yunru's waist and cried: "I'm sorry......"

Why do you apologize, why do you want to say sorry, Du Yunru doesn't know, but she feels endless sadness and guilt from her sister's slender figure, how could she, a spoiled sister, ever have such a time?

Du Yunru's heart hurt like being cut by a knife, and she was afraid that she would hear their movements outside, so she could only rub her cheek against Du Yunluo's face to show comfort.

Du Yunluo cried almost angrily, buried her head in her sister's chest, and couldn't hold back her voice.

For a moment, it was all too familiar to her.

In the past, after getting married, her relationship with her mother's family was stiff and estranged, and it was Du Yunru, who blamed her for being ignorant and refusing to associate with her.

Until the summer of the twenty-fifth year of Yong'an.

Mu Lianxiao returned to Beijing in March, and then received the order again to prepare for the expedition.

Du Yunluo's heart was like a drum, and she couldn't say that she didn't know what to do, but she felt that this time she was afraid that there would be no return.

She cried and tossed, but what else could she do?

Du Yunru came to see her, which was also the first time that her sister came to see her after marriage.

She hugged Du Yunru and cried and complained, blaming them for forcing her into the sedan chair back then, blaming them for gambling with her life.

Du Yunru broke her fist little by little, rubbed the marks on her palm, and had tears in her eyes: "Don't hurt yourself, you have to cry, and you will cry when he leaves." ”

Exactly the same words, exactly the same actions.

threw the original scene in front of her.

Like a bucket of ice water pouring down, or like drowning and not breathing.

Many, many years later, Du Yunluo knew that the reason why Du Yunru came to the door was all because of Mu Lianxiao's request.

But she refused to listen and couldn't bear it, and finally Du Yunru was so angry that she threw her sleeves and left, letting Mu Lianxiao go into battle with concern.

How many people is she sorry for?

Du Yunru was also uncomfortable, holding her sister's cheek to wipe her tears.

Du Yunluo looked at Du Yunru's face, her sister was a delicate sixteen-year-old, and she looked better than the pots of peonies she raised.

Snorting, Du Yunluo squeezed out a smile.

It's still too late, she won't be sorry for these people who treat her wholeheartedly, what she owed in her previous life will definitely be compensated in this life.

Seeing that Du Yunluo had put away her tears, Du Yunru temporarily put her mind at ease and went to listen to the movement outside.

I only heard Mrs. Shi say: "I won't say anything about the side." In the future, no one can pat their chests and say how it is. I'm opening this mouth today, all because I like Yunluo girl, and I'm also satisfied with the character of the son. We sisters intersect, I would never think that five years later, ten years later, you blame me for telling Yunluo girl to a gentleman, a dou who can't help up.

Although it is said that if you raise your head to marry your daughter and bow your head to marry your daughter-in-law, it is the Hou Mansion after all, they are ventilated first, and it is enough for us to cool off, and if it drags on for a long time, we will dislike each other, but it is not good for the girl. ”

Zhen nodded again and again: "I know all these truths, my sister will let me think about it, and let our old lady and old lady think about it." ”

Mrs. Shi responded, remembering that Du Yunru was still hiding in the blue yarn cupboard, and she didn't sit anymore, so she got up and said goodbye.

When Mrs. Shi came out of Qinghui Garden, Zhen glanced in the direction where her daughters were hiding.

Du Yunluo wiped her face with the back of her hand, and was about to go out, but Du Yunru stopped her, and she looked at her sister puzzled.

"Dingyuan Marquis Mansion......" Du Yunru muttered, paused, seemed to have made up her mind, raised her head and said in a deep voice, "You cried just now, are you unwilling?" ”

Du Yunluo was stunned.

"If you don't want to, you sue me, I'll beg my grandfather and grandmother, I'll ......," Du Yunru said in a trembling voice.

Du Yunluo's tears were about to fall again.

In the past, how blind did she have to think that her family was using her to exchange for the future of the family?

Clearly, clearly, they are all thinking about her.

blamed her, asked Du Yunying and Du Yunnuo to instigate a few words, and rushed to the Lotus Garden to make a big noise, so that Du Gongfu and Mrs. Xia couldn't get off the stage, and Zhen lost his position.

"Sister," Du Yunluo smiled, "I don't want to, Mrs. Shi is right, Shizi is really a very good person, and we have climbed high." ”

Du Yunru pursed her lips and carefully observed Du Yunluo's eyebrows, wanting to see some clues: "There are only two of us here, you and I will be honest." ”

Du Yunluo bent her eyes, soft as a spring breeze: "To tell the truth, I want to marry me." ”

"You ......" Du Yunru opened her mouth, and the words behind her turned around three times, but she still swallowed.

She believed what Du Yunluo said, when mentioning the son of the world, the tenderness in the corners of her sister's eyes couldn't deceive people, if it wasn't for the heart, it wouldn't be like this, but ......

But if you are really willing, why did you cry so sadly just now?

Also, when did Du Yunluo meet the prince of Dingyuan Hou so that he fell in love with the prince?

Du Yunru couldn't guess, it should be said that these **** people all thought Du Yunluo was weird.

I cried bitterly at my mother's bedside that day, and the next few days were good, and today I am like this......

My sister has changed, she has become sensible, and she has become distressing.

Du Yunru's white fingers cut Du Yunluo's forehead, she remembered, Jin Ling said that Du Yunluo had a nightmare, what kind of nightmare can make a person change so much?

"Let's get out, Mother is waiting for us." Du Yunluo took her sister's hand and pushed open the door of the blue yarn cupboard.

Zhen heard the sound and looked over, and saw that the two sisters' eyes were red, so they hurriedly asked Shui Yue to fetch water.

After Shui Yue waited for the two sisters to clean their faces, she retreated again, leaving it to her masters.

Zhen motioned for Du Yunru to sit down on the embroidery pier, and then pulled Du Yunluo to sit next to her on the couch: "Why are you crying like this?" ”

Before Du Yunluo could speak, Du Yunru preemptively said: "Mother, do you really want to marry Yunluo to the Dingyuan Marquis Mansion?" ”

Zhen held Du Yunluo's hand and tightened slightly, looking at the eldest daughter's eyes: "What do you say?" ”

Du Yunru took a deep breath: "Mrs. Shi has a saying that is reasonable, in the future, no one can pat their chests and say how to do it." But at this time, the son of the world is wonderful. ”

Zhen sighed secretly.

After Mrs. Shi left, the two sisters rubbed in it for so long, they must have been talking about these things.

Du Yunru is now spitting out such a sentence, which shows that this is Du Yunluo's thoughts.

Looking deeply at the outstanding young girl, Zhen couldn't help but ask herself, did Du Yunluo have a good impression after hearing others talk about Mu Lianxiao, and she was too young to think about the future, or did she have an obsession with that person when she didn't know what to do?