Chapter 49

Ding Wanchun seemed to have heard a big joke, laughing, laughing, tears flowed down involuntarily, there was a moment of tranquility between heaven and earth, and the calm night was only her unbridled laughter.

Jiang Yun looked at her quietly, waiting for her to recover.

"I, Ding Wanchun, was a person who only knew how to hide under my father's arms before I met Song Shi, and I never thought that one day, I would leave my father and go out to wander alone." Ding Wanchun choked up, and her remorse for her father could still be seen in her red eyes.

"Sister Ding, if you say it once, it hurts once, let's not mention Song Shi." Jiang Yun turned over and looked at her worriedly, Ding Wanchun interrupted her, "No, let me finish." There is no pain, I just miss him, I want to tell the world, this man, at this moment, I am thinking about him. ”

When she first met Song, Ding Wanchun was in the prime of her cardamom years, she had been in the valley for fourteen years, and Song, the first man she had met besides her father. At that time, Song Shi was already a young man, but he was a little special, he was not as strong and powerful as his father, he was not as powerful as the man his father said, he was very haggard and weak.

But there was a kind of magic in his eyes, and the light in his eyes attracted Ding Wanchun to walk into that whirlpool.

He was taken by his wife to the Valley of Good Doctors for medical treatment, and his father said that this young man's life was very hard, and he would not go to see death in advance, but his illness would torment him for a lifetime, and he would not be able to survive or die.

Even when he heard such words, Song Shi's face was still as flat as usual, as if he wasn't talking about him. Song Shi was slender, often wearing a blue robe, standing at the highest place in the Good Doctor Valley, looking into the distance, Ding Wanchun could feel that he was missing, just like after she saw him for the first time, the same expression. It's just that he couldn't stand for a long time, and it didn't take long for him to be taken back to the room by the old woman, and Ding Wanchun stood where he was standing before, learning from him, it seems, this way is closer to him.

Song Shi's onset was very sudden, and there was no pattern that could be found, so, under normal circumstances, his father did not agree with him going out of the room, but half an hour of walking time was still given.

Every day, what Ding Wanchun looks forward to most is this half an hour, she will hide in advance, when there is a tree, she hides behind the tree, the leaves wither, she hides in the bushes, in winter, there is no place to hide, she only wears a white robe, lying in the snow not far away, at that time, she didn't understand, it turned out that she liked a person. She thought she was curious about him, but she didn't expect that this curiosity would be so curious that he left, and her heart of wanting to see him had not changed.

Thanks to Song Shi's blessing, Ding Wanchun saw a place of blood for the first time, compared to Song Shi, she understood how happy her life was at the moment. When Song Shi was ill that day, it was when he was alone, Ding Wanchun was hiding and peeking at him, imagining their lives in his mind, and suddenly saw Song Shi kneeling stiffly.

Ding Wanchun, who was still some distance away from Song Shi, could hear his clear gasp, when Ding Wanchun stepped forward to look at him, the corners of his mouth began to bleed, the blue tendons on his forehead burst out, his face was pale, the blood did not stop at all because of time, but flowed more and more, Ding Wanchun panicked, and when he wanted to find someone, he was grabbed by Song Shi's cold hand, "Don't go." This sentence seemed to use all his strength, and he didn't hold on to Ding Wanchun's hand for long before he hung down.

Ding Wanchun could see from his face that he didn't just have the problem of bleeding, he was enduring the pain, he didn't know where the pain was, but he was in pain at the moment.

Ding Wanchun grabbed Song Shi's weak hand again, didn't care about his coldness, pulled him, and wanted to pull him up, but every time he exerted force, he could only advance a little bit.

Song Shi smiled weakly at her, "Don't be afraid, I won't die." His laughter eclipsed the heavens and the earth.

At that time, Ding Wanchun felt that she was a waste, she didn't know how to heal, she didn't know what was wrong with Song Shi, she didn't have the strength, she couldn't pull Song Shi, she couldn't send him to her father in time.

The blue-blue robes were stained with his blood, and the color became darker, eclipsing the surrounding scenery. Song Shi didn't hold it up after all, and fell down. Ding Wanchun could only drag him, crying weakly, and every time she cried, it seemed to bring her a lot of strength.

Song Shi's body gradually became cold, like the body temperature of her deceased grandmother that Ding Wanchun had secretly touched when she was a child, she slapped his face hard, and shouted anxiously, "Song Shi! Song Shi! ”……

She thought she was going to lose him like that, but then her father came and told her that he wasn't dead, he was just sick. Ding Wanchun got up from the ground and hurriedly ran to her father's study, which was also the first time Ding Wanchun stepped into the study, and the first time she became interested in something called medical skills.

It was Song Shi with such a sick face who broke into the heart of a person named Ding Wanchun without warning.

Later, Song Shi left suddenly, Ding Wanchun felt as if she had been abandoned, she still had a lot to say, she hadn't treated him yet, and she hadn't spoken to him properly.

She asked her father what about Song Shi, where he went and where he was from. But my father didn't say anything, just scolded him sharply, don't mention Song Shi in the future. She also threatened her father, but looking at her father's gray sideburns, she didn't last long...

Sixteen-year-old Ding Wanchun wants to learn medical skills well, and she is still struggling.

Eighteen-year-old Ding Wanchun wants to find Song Shi, and now she is working hard.

Jiang Yun looked at Ding Wanchun, who was stuck in memories, and felt sorry for her, when Song Shi was there, she didn't say what she wanted to say, she liked Song Shi, probably because that man gave her too many firsts, so that she found the value of life.

"Yunyun, I'm very unreasonable, I like someone I haven't known much." Ding Wanchun was a little desperate, and tears had flowed down her dry eyes.

"Well, you are very unreasonable" Hearing this, Ding Wanchun's eyes rolled slightly, seeing her reaction, Jiang Yun continued, "The most unreasonable thing about you is not that you like a stranger, but for this stranger, you are joking with your own life, why are you like this, what should your father do!" ”

"When I realized that I liked him, when I asked my father, I understood that I could only get one between my father and him." Ding Wanchun smiled bitterly, it was obvious that she had chosen Song Shi, a man she knew nothing about, a man who didn't even know if she would fall in love with her, and a man who didn't know if she had a future.

"Sleep, Sister Ding, I just want to tell you that love is not the only motivation for us to live." After speaking, Jiang Yun closed her eyes, her breathing gradually evened out, and Ding Wanchun slowly fell asleep, in the dream, she saw Song Shi, who she thought about day and night, her Song Shi, Song Shi told her that they were going to meet soon.

P.S. Dear people, ask for comments, ask for recommendations. Why, let's talk about opinions, what a sad child Miss Ding is, aren't you ready to comfort and comfort her, such a sad crush, we have to feel sorry for her, hug her, take care of her, hahahahaha^ω^