495 Obsession
I, the so-called leader, the so-called travel agency owner, became an independent and misfit person in the middle of the night.
The people in this grassland, except for me, are dancing and singing happily, seeing them so happy, I really have a feeling of self-shame, is it so fucked up in this life? Why should something wrong happen at the right time? It really made me helpless, I could only watch what I didn't want to see happen, gradually becoming huge, and then becoming suppressed to the extreme.
Li Qingshu, the woman who suddenly appeared, quickly blended into the rotating gears, which was so contrary to this bonfire party, Yu Xue, Liu Qilei, Xiaoyan, Xu Jieyi, The women I know are all dancing with smiles on their faces, holding hands around the bonfire that is burning stronger and stronger.
And I changed from standing to sitting, sitting in front of a very weak campfire, silently eating mutton, cutting with a knife, eating delicious bite by bite, and then drinking authentic Mongolian wine, spicy in the mouth, still spicy after entering the throat, still spicy in the body, spicy out of a realm.
A few meters away is so lively, a few meters away such loneliness, at this time I feel so lonely, even if there are so many people to accompany you, but it is really a kind of not to come up.
And just when I knew that the Mongolian wine was extremely spicy, and drank it bottle by bottle, a voice suddenly sounded, and I was a little drunk and I heard the unforgettable voice in my life, which couldn't help but make my body tremble, and the wine bottle in my hand fell miserably on the grass, watering the vibrant grass.
"If it's not too long, can we go back to that time?"
A sentence full of too many words actually came out of Yu Xue's mouth, I glanced at the wine bottle lying on the ground, and then slowly raised my head, looking at Yu Xue, who was already sitting next to me, her face was not so natural, and there were several expressions including it.
"When?"
Looking at her, I finally asked the doubts in my heart.
"Uh, nothing, nothing."
Yu Xue's expression became richer, looking at me and shaking her head, she was talking in a slurred manner, now she lacks self-confidence compared to her before, and she is very clear about me, as if she has changed from a vigorous girl to an elderly old lady, as for the reason, I also know it, it is all because she thinks she is sorry for me, she is not clean, and she has no face to face me.
But I'm embarrassed to imagine the so-called but, looking at Yu Xue who was a little at a loss next to me, my fists clenched silently, and my chaotic mind was like a wine bottle on the ground, and the wine that melted into the soil was miserable.
"Yu Xue, don't stay with Li Qingshu, she's been weird lately."
I didn't know what to do, I thought about it and looked at Li Qingshu, who was enthusiastically surrounded by a group of men, and said seriously to Yu Xue.
"Why? Are you afraid that she will deal with your lover with me? ”
Yu Xue's complicated and strange expression weakened a little, and looked at me and asked seriously, the familiar sadness made me return to the moment when the wine bottle fell to the ground, but this trance was finally erased by me, I always believed that the situation of that night, the body I saw was extremely white without a trace of decoration, and I was sure that she could not be her.
"It's not"
I said hurriedly.
"What's that?"
Yu Xue asked.
"Yu Xue, I hope you can be happy, Ou Kuangda is very good, really good, he is definitely ten thousand times better than me, but why can't you see it?"
I whispered to Yu Xuedao, I don't know if Xiaoyan heard it, but the situation has become such that I can't stand still, I should persuade or have to persuade, not to get rid of trouble, but to be completely good for Yu Xue, after all, I don't deserve to be so sad and sad for such a bastard.
"I can see that, but so what?"
Yu Xue was extremely strict, but she said to me with sadness.
"Ugh"
"For example, you, now you only have Wang Xiaoyan in your heart, even if you see a good woman around you, will you take care of it? Liang Jiafeng, I know that I am not worthy of you now, but I am a cheap, even if I understand that I am not worthy of you, I must continue to persevere, maybe this is a kind of obsession with being cheap, right? ”
Yu Xue moved her gaze to the side, word by word, I was extremely sad, not for myself, but for the stupid woman in front of me, now I really want to think that I pushed you into the abyss
However, at this moment, a different voice suddenly rang out, slapping out the words I was about to blurt out in my stomach.
"Liang Jiafeng, Yu Xue, where are you?"
Xu Jieyi walked slowly to us and asked suspiciously, looking at her forehead reflected by the white moonlight, she found that there was a faint sweat, but she was very excited between her eyebrows, obviously she was having fun, thinking about the time she met her in the bar, now she has released the sadness that has been suppressed for a long time.
"Discuss when to go back, after all, it's late, Sister Xu sees that you are a little tired, do you want to go back? After all, we can't compare ourselves to other herders. ”
I looked at Yu Xue, who looked dull and depressed, and smiled at Xu Jieyi, the so-called smile was also strongly squeezed out.
"Well, I'm really tired, but if I can't go back, I should listen to your boss, right?"
Xu Jieyi sat on the grass as if she was paralyzed, and said with a smile on my face.
However, before he could continue to speak, those loyal fans who came for Xu Jieyi had already strode around Xu Jieyi, as if they couldn't leave her for a moment.
In an instant, Yu Xue and I were isolated by these obsessive fans, and I was also very helpless, so I picked up the loudspeaker next to me and shouted to the tourists who were dancing and singing: "Aunts and uncles, big brothers and sisters, brothers and sisters, it's not too early, it's time to go back to the hotel, have a good rest, and go to the next tourist area tomorrow." ”
The shout stopped the people who were dancing with joy, and the gears stopped for a moment.
Obviously, some tourists are a little dissatisfied with my interruption, but it is really not early now, it is already more than ten years.
At this time, the driver and tour guide around the bonfire were all talking, helping me bring all the hundreds of tourists back to the bus, some cold wind was blowing abnormally, and the huge crowd instantly lost a little and a half people, and at this time, Xiaoyan, Liu Qilei, and Li Qingshu were all walking towards me.
Xu Jieyi returned to the car early because she couldn't stand the crowd of fans, because Liu Qilei was a fan of Xu Jieyi, Liu Qilei volunteered to bring Xu Jieyu to her car.
Now there are not many people around me, but it makes me feel depressed, Xiaoyan holds my arm, Tom holds my palm, Yu Xue and Li Qingshu stand together, very intimate, but Ou Kuangda is excluded.
"Kuangda, you drive with Yu Xue, Xiaoyan Tom, let's go to the bus."
This situation lasted for a while, I just said in a hurry, completely ignoring Li Qingshu, who was extremely close to Yu Xue, anyway, I see Li Qingshu more and more painful now, she has always been smiling, I know what I did to her, and I know why she became like this, it's completely that I don't let her feel better, and she doesn't let me feel better-
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