Chapter 8: Washing the Heart
Jin Wan was lying on the bed, thinking about what happened today, she couldn't sleep at night, she was dressed as Tang Wan.
Depend on!
Thinking that she is like a big girl, she has lived for 28 years in modern times and has never had sex with anyone, and once she came to the Southern Song Dynasty, she became a married person, and her innocence is not there. I knew that she should have come back to Ah Min like this, even Lu Wenzhe! Jin Wan couldn't help but go crazy.
My day! It's a big loss!
Jin Wan shouted in her heart: "It's a loss, it's a loss, the yellow flower girl has become a young woman, Tang Wan, why should I go to your body, that is, choose a young and unmarried young person, how good!" Why don't I have such a good life? ”
Now she has become an abandoned cousin!
Jin Wan couldn't help but feel the deep malice from God. Jin Wan was resentful, and said to herself like chanting a scripture: "Calm and calm! It's good to be alive! ”
She is Tang Wan now, the qiē that Tang Wan has experienced is the qiē she has experienced, Tang Wan's life is her life, she won't really end up depressed like Tang Wan! Thinking like this, Jin Wan couldn't help but feel a chill.
Phew, she won't do this for Lu You!
She is Jin Wan, not Tang Wan, so naturally she will not follow Tang Wan's path. But the matter of being dismissed seems to be following the trajectory of history, Jin Wan deeply regrets it, impulsive, impulsive is the devil, she should observe the shape shì in deciding.
But she really can't be married to strangers, Lu You is so familiar with Tang Wan, what if she finds out that she is an imposter and arrests her as a demon and burns her to death?
Jin Wan nestled in the quilt and held her head, stunned, what should she do now?
Jin Wan couldn't help but think of Tang Wan, Tang Wan in history, married Zhao Shicheng after being abandoned by Lu You, it is said that the two lived well, Tang Wan originally respected Zhao Shicheng like a guest, and was about to forget what Lu You brought her, and suddenly saw Lu Youti's "Hairpin Phoenix" in Shen Yuan, and since then she has been sad and depressed.
It turned out to be a death for love, and he killed himself. Thinking about Tang Wan's ending, Jin Wan sighed deeply again: Alas!
Why is Tang Wan so stupid? There is no Lu You, and Zhao Shicheng, a person who can ignore her remarriage, be consistent, and slowly warm her heart, but in the end, he still can't reach the person he loves most in the bottom of his heart.
depressed and unhappy, thinking of others and dying.
Think about it, how unfair is this to Zhao Shicheng? How tragic was it for herself? What a pity for Lu You?
These three people are really a bad fate!
Jin Wan shook her head, Tang Wan and Lu You have no fate, and Zhao Shicheng has no fate, so where is the fate?
Jin Wan sighed, and then thought of herself, how could she not be like this? A heartfelt sense of powerlessness rose, she had no fate with Ah Min, and no fate with Lu Wenzhe.
When will fate be just right?
At this moment, Jin Wan felt that she was so similar to Tang Wan, although her experiences were different, she was the same obedient and fateful.
In this life, she will never live like Tang Wan! She will never die of martyrdom on Lu You! Even for Ah Min, she will live well!
Ah Min!
Jin Wan's vision couldn't help blurring, a qiē in her previous life, Ah Min, Lu Wenzhe, Mo Li, grandma, task, blood...... It seems that it was just yesterday, and it is clearly visible in front of me one by one.
Jin Wan felt that she was very awake and very vague, and entered a state of dream-like non-dream, she slowly closed her eyes, lost in her memories, and then fell asleep and fell asleep.
In her sleep, she leaned on Ah Min's shoulder and smiled brightly, Ah Min turned his face sideways with a gentle expression, and the large purple milk vetch behind them bloomed beautifully, and the breeze blew over them, raising their clothes and moods.
Ah Min looked up into the distance, the sky was high and the clouds were wide, half serious and half joking: "Wan'er, if one day I am gone, you must live strongly." Because I want you to take my place, and be twice as happy with my share. ”
"I don't, I can't replace your happiness. You have to stay with me all the time, if you don't accompany me, then how lonely I am, how can I be happy? Jin Wan pouted unhappily.
Ah Min touched her cheek and smiled, "I mean, in case, if I'm gone, you want to be happy." ”
Jin Wan shook her head vigorously, her head shaking like a rattle, indicating her dissatisfaction.
"Wan'er, I mean really. I cherish my happiness now and want to be with you for the rest of my life. But if you often walk by the river, how can you not get your shoes wet? We're agents, and every mission is dangerous, and I might not be able to come back one day. If so, please forgive me for being forced to leave. If I die, you must live happily. Wan'er, I love you, even if I go to heaven, I will pray for you every day. You want to be happy, even if it is not given by me. ”
Ah Min lowered his head, looked at her and smiled: "There are so many people in the world, and my Wan'er is so good, I don't believe that no one will love you." If you can't find anyone other than me who is good to you, then you're a bit too miserable! Hehe! Wan'er, promise me that if I'm not there, then find an angel to love you for me. This is the only thing I ask of you in this life. ”
In the dream, the scene suddenly changed, Ah Min stood in front of Anno, blood kept coming out of his chest, and the black shirt was stained with water, and there was no blood in sight, but it was quickly soaked, and blood slowly dripped along the placket.
Jin Wan screamed in pain: "Ah Min! ”
She squatted up to support his fallen body, and Ah Min's weak voice came from her ears: "Wan'er, promise me, be happy!" ”
Jin Wan's mind was blank, how could Ah Min die? He is a god-like existence in the secret service world, and he has never missed a shot since his debut at the age of twenty, how could he die? How can you die? Why?
Ah, it's her! It's all because of her!
Masters are never afraid of head-to-head duels, but they are easy to fold on the battlefield where stray bullets are galloping.
If it's a head-to-head duel, who is he afraid of with Ah Min's skills? With Jin Wan's ability, how could he die? However, stray bullets are different, stray bullets flow irregularly and indiscriminately, and it is impossible to judge the trajectory of the movement, and if you are not careful, you will be shot. She didn't dodge the stray bullet, Ah Min reacted faster than her, exchanging life for life, and he lived or died.
A tear slipped out of Jin Wan's eyes, falling on the pillow along the corner of her eye, even in a dream, she still couldn't stop crying and hurting her heart when she thought about it, and she couldn't let go of it to this day.
The scene changed again, Jin Wan sat in a wheelchair, holding a diary, her eyes narrowed slightly, revealing a sense of depression: I never thought that I would fall in love with anyone other than Ah Min, but I promised Ah Min that I must live happily, so I am willing to open my heart and work hard to love you, Lu Wenzhe.
Fang Zhimin, Lu Wenzhe, and Jin Wan are best friends, brothers, and comrades-in-arms.
Ah Min died, and for Jin Wan, the sky was falling, and this heavy blow almost drove her crazy. She really went crazy and went on a mission at any cost, and then unfortunately in a mission, she suffered a crushed thigh fracture to save Lu Wenzhe. After that, she married Lu Wenzhe, and six years later, she found that Lu Wenzhe was in love with Mo Li.
What is there to say?
Jin Wan has always been a person who dares to love and hate.
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