Chapter 32: I'm Sorry
Since they didn't know exactly when the meeting would start, Yaya and the others didn't dare to go too far, so they only found the courtyard near the back garden, ready to talk about all the dusty secrets. Yanhe and Alston were shielded, firstly, this was a secret about Yaya's life experience, and the two of them were considered outsiders and should not be involved, and secondly, when the banquet began, Yanhe and the others could notify Yaya to return to the venue in time to avoid unnecessary embarrassment.
All the way, Ray Hildo's expression was faint, and Julidia's expression was as serious as ever, they knew exactly what Yaya wanted to ask, but their expressions were still the same. Yaya's heart was a little mixed, she didn't know if questioning her teacher was overstepping, but if she didn't ask, she wouldn't be able to think of the results of these secrets for the rest of her life. She was human too, and she wanted to know where she came from and where she was going.
"I looked through my mother's diary. After finding a place to sit down, Yaya spoke.
This sentence means that she already knows a lot of things, I hope Julidia and Ray Hildo will stop fooling her like a child, to be perfunctory, she already knows her life experience, but there are still many puzzles in it, I hope her teachers can answer them one by one, that's all.
"Why didn't you tell me I was from the Zishu family?" Yaya finally asked the first question of the day.
Is this the beginning of everything? Probably not. It all started when it all started with who Yaya's father was. But this is indeed the beginning of everything, this is the main concern of Yaya and Zishuwu, no matter who Yaya's father is, it is wrong and unrighteous for Ray Hildo and Julidia, who are in the know, to hide Yaya's identity.
Ray rubbed his hands, he always liked to rub his hands when he thought, this was something Yaya knew, but at the moment in her heart she hoped that Ray was thinking about how to tell her the details, not just thinking about how to perfunctory her. So she kept staring at Ray's face, hoping to get an answer from his expression. But in fact, Ray's expression was as flat as ever, and there were no other superfluous expressions. He thought blankly, and then, laughing.
"Yaya, what exactly is written in Anya's diary?" Ray seemed interested in the answer to the question, and began to answer the question.
"Don't digress from the topic, Anya's diary only writes about her life with you, and your confession, and there is a man named Gu Ci, I have a question now, is that Gu Ci really my father?" Yaya asked, it seemed that she needed to get straight to the point to get a reply.
"Haha, Zishu Anya, what a strange woman, if you die, you will make me lose face, what do you say about my confession, it's really ......" Ray Hildo laughed, covering his face a little embarrassed, but still didn't answer Yaya's question.
"Answer me. Yaya finally couldn't get any more patience and asked with a frown.
"Yaya, listen. Perhaps seeing that Ray was not going to speak, Julidia finally answered: "Next, what we are going to say is from the bottom of our hearts, you are the child we raised, you have to believe us." ”
"I believe in you. Yaya nodded, desperately needing to know the truth and believing that Julidia wouldn't lie to her.
Julidia cleared her throat, just as she used to give speeches to freshmen, and she always cleared her throat beforehand when she got serious and began to speak.
"Yaya, we don't reveal your identity, in fact, to protect you. Julidia said: "I know you may be confused, living in this world, there should be nothing safer than being the heir of the four major families, but in fact, it is because you are Anya's child, so we can't reveal your identity." To be precise, you can't reveal your father's identity. ”
"My father's, identity?" Yaya was confused: "My father, isn't it that Gu Ancestral Hall?"
Ray Hildo scratched his head: "Yes, that's right, it's indeed my rival in love." ”
"Then why do you say that you can't reveal my father's identity? isn't he just an employee of a company?" Weizhi said that Anya said that Gu Ci is a big hero who stands up to the sky, how can an ordinary company employee stand up to the sky.
"He's not human. Ray Hildo said, his tone finally returning to business.
"Not human?" Yaya didn't suspect that this was Ray Hildo's curse on her rival, but she subconsciously felt that this answer was right, it was correct, Gu Ci was not human, Gu Ci might not be human, only in this way did Lei they dare not reveal her identity, the world would not accept her, a monster born from the combination of human and non-human beings to inherit a big family, and even her existence would have to be erased.
"Listen, Yaya, this world is far more complicated than you think, the lifespan of human beings is only a short hundred years, but the cup soul can exist for thousands of years, and the existence of the cup soul is far more complicated than humans know. Julidia said: "Just like when you met the cup soul named Ji Dan, most of the soul eaters, including the people of the Soul Eater Association, have always felt that the cup soul has no independent thinking, but is this really the case? ”
Yaya remembered Jidan and Weiweaving, these two cup souls did break her perception of cup souls, but what does all this have to do with Gu Ancestral Hall? No, it seems to have something to do with it, Julidia just didn't say it thoroughly, Gu Ancestral Hall is not human, the history of cup souls is far more complicated than known to humans, and cup souls have their own independent thoughts...... Will the cup soul develop to a certain level and no longer need a host?!
"Gu Ci is...... Cup?"
Yaya's voice trembled as she said this, and she knew what it meant. It's not just about her origin, she's a freak, it's also about the battle between humans and cups of souls, what kind of species have humans been fighting with their own flesh and blood for so many years...... If the cup soul can transform into a human form and even the extremely talented soul eater can't perceive it, then how strong should that cup soul be?
Julidia nodded and continued: "Not many people know about this matter, Anya is dead, and now except for me and Ray, only you know, so for your sake, we all have to keep this secret, okay?"
"For my ......" Yaya smiled bitterly, "For the sake of the Soul Eater clan, shouldn't this matter be made public so that everyone can take precautions?"
"No way. Ray suddenly spoke: "I tell you as the patriarch of the Hildo family of the four major families, it is impossible. ”
Lei stood up and looked at Yaya with unprecedented seriousness, his words became concise and clear, and they were no longer long words: "You are the child we raised, you are the daughter of Zishu Anya, no matter who your father is, what race he is, we will protect you, this is an oath to gamble on the entire family." ”
"How did my mother die?" Yaya suddenly felt a little sour in her nose, gambling on the family's oath to protect her, and she was still thinking about how to question this man and this woman before that, feeling like an unfilial child, obviously the pair of men and women in front of her were trying their best to be good to her.
"Anya ran out of spiritual power in order to give birth to you. Lei sighed, sat down next to Yaya again, grabbed Yaya's shoulder, and let Yaya lean on his shoulder: "You are a combination of the cup soul and the human, although it is not a difficult birth to give birth to you, but since you were born, Anya's spiritual power has been rapidly draining, and she will die soon." So much of your spiritual power is probably from your mother, and from your father. ”
Ray Hildo is worthy of being the one who takes care of Yaya all year round, and after hearing his words, Yaya did burst into tears and soaked Ray's shoulders. She found herself crying more and more lately, and it seemed that everything had changed after learning about her background. Her mother died because she gave birth to her, and she inherited everything from her mother, so maybe she really can't reveal her background, she can't be easily eliminated as a monster like this, she wants to live, and live with her mother.
"Gu Ci, what is your attitude towards Anya?" Yaya's voice was a little hoarse.
"Ha, I can't say this, after all, it's a rival in love. Lei Gan laughed: "To this day, I can't tell Gu Ci's attitude, although he is a cup soul - this matter was told to us by Anya, saying that Gu Ci confessed it himself." But Gu Ci has his own attitude towards everything, and he is no different from a normal man at any time. He was indeed attentive to Anya, at least in our feelings, but after Anya's death, Gu Ci left, so I haven't understood this man until now. He just entrusted you to the orphanage, and in the end we found you. ”
Yaya listens to all of this as if listening to a story about her parents. Her father was not human, and her mother was a great Soul Eater, a race hostile to her father. But they still fell in love, and no matter what her father's intentions were, they still had her. What is the reason for Gu Ci's departure, Ye Ya thought to herself that it was probably to not reveal her background, as for whether Gu Ci loved Zishu Anya or not, it didn't matter now, she had already figured out everything she wanted to know.
"I'm sorry, Ray, Julidia, I wanted to question you at first. Yaya straightened up and wiped the tears from her eyes, she remembered that today was her big day, and she still had makeup on her face, so she couldn't cry.
"You're still a kid. Julidia sighed, and Ray touched Yaya's head: "Let's go, your grand ceremony is coming, I'm still waiting for the old man Zishu to criticize me." ”