Chapter 110: Yes, I'm bad, I'm messy, I'm complicated

-- Fear has many meanings: one is because he is afraid of being a terrible person; Two: Or is it because you are afraid of falling in love with him, so you think he is dangerous and scary?

For Jiang Nanchen, it is both.

Originally, Jiang Nanchen was a man who was scary, and his faint glance at you would make you tremble all over, for fear of doing something wrong......

And for a woman, he is out of reach, but so what? Outside, aren't there so many women who love him and climb him with all their hearts?!

By all accounts...... He's really, really dangerous.

Now, she wondered how she had stayed by his side for so many years, and had been spoiled by him for several years......

At this moment, she understood that the name Jiang Nanchen was the concept of Nancheng.

Huan Sheng came back to her senses, and saw that Jiang Nanchen only drank and didn't speak, she couldn't help but be nervous and anxious, she was pitiful, and cautiously pleaded, "Nanchen ......"

How long has it been since she called him that? Every time, it was a name with a surname, and most of the time it was a-for-tat roar. Jiang Nanchen's action of pouring wine paused, but it was so fast that people couldn't notice it, and he recovered.

He was drinking.

She looked at him and held back the feeling that she was about to collapse: "I, I haven't seen a child until now......"

She lowered her head, about to bury her face in her neck, Jiang Nanchen could only hear her trembling voice, which sounded slowly: "In this world, I am probably the only one who can do this as a mother." I conceived and gave birth to her in October, but I haven't seen her, what is she like, is she good, I really ...... I really want to see her, kiss her, hug her!!! ”

Jiang Nanchen hooked her chin and raised it, his deep black eyes looked at her. It makes you feel a burst of ...... Unfathomable: "Didn't you agree to sell the child?" Now it's coming again, what do you mean?! ”

"Sell children?" Huan Sheng's nose was sour, and his heart swelled with sadness: "I'm Huan Sheng, even if I am down." Nor will the child be sold! ”

Jiang Nanchen let go of her, turned his head and said, "My father, as well as my mother, both said that you agreed." ”

"What?" Huan Sheng was stunned.

"Between saving Huan and the child. You chose the former and abandoned the child. They're actually testing you...... Let's see, how important are children to you? If you choose the latter, then they will give the child to you, and they will go to see the child. But it won't snatch her. Because it is very important to realize that children are really important to you...... It's a pity that you've let people down. ”

Jiang Nanchen said slowly, unable to see his expression.

And this is also the source of his drunkenness here today, and this is also the reason for his indifference at the beginning of her coming: he was angry and angry.

For the sake of Jian Yuan, you can give him up. Now, for the sake of Huan's, you can give up your child, in the end. Whether it is him or the child, in her heart, no one comes first.

The ruthlessness of this woman, and the infatuation with himself who still doesn't look back, for a while, he felt ...... It's ridiculous.

"That's not right! Wrong! Huansheng roared.

Jiang Nanchen stared at her. Stretching out his hand, the cold fingertips pressed against her lips, almost punitively, Huan Sheng snorted painfully, and then he let go coldly and continued: "And you, without hesitation, choose: Huan's!" It is your resolute attitude towards the child that makes my father and my mother no longer feel at ease with you. In their hearts, your feelings are a mess, your life is a mess, your story is too complicated, and they will never allow it...... My granddaughter was brought up and spoiled by a woman like you!! ”

Huan Sheng, who originally wanted to explain, explained to him, but if this was not the case, Jiang Qingqi and You Anfan did not give her a chance to choose at all.

At that time, she hadn't woken up yet, where was he at that time, and why was he deceived...... You must know that there are not many people who can deceive Jiang Nanchen, unless, he deliberately pretends to be stupid.

Jiang Qingqi and You Anfan, what means did they use to deceive him so deeply?

The explanation is about to blurt out, but ......

Then, when she heard his disdainful tone, she suddenly became disheartened.

"By a woman like me? What kind of woman am I? What am I like? Huan Sheng only allowed tears to roll in his eyes, but refused to let them fall.

Jiang Nanchen realized that her words were heavy, she was so sensitive. Sense, definitely: cranky.

However, when the words are spoken, they cannot be recovered.

His good-looking sword eyebrows suddenly frowned. And in the next second, Huan Sheng wiped away his tears and nodded: "Yes, I'm bad, I'm messy, I'm complicated, I do, I don't deserve her." Because, I will teach her to be the same as me, not to be liked, and always, to be hurt by others, to be hurt by myself. ”

Huan Sheng exhaled deeply and slowly stood up from the sofa, her eyes were already cool, but there was no focus, she turned around and stumbled towards the door......

"Jiang Nanchen, since you dislike me so much, then I won't say anything...... "If you say more, it will be a price drop." She stopped at the door, maintaining the last shred of dignity and smiling, "Child, let you take it for the time being, if you don't help me, I'll ...... Will rely on his own ability to return to her side!! ”

The tone, firm, but also cold.

Whose heart shook fiercely.

Jiang Nanchen heard such a voice for the first time, coming out of Huan Sheng's throat, he stood up slowly, holding his trouser pockets in both hands, a pair of black eyes that kept changing his gaze, looking at her back as he was getting farther away, and his cold heart seemed to have been used with a knife and sprinkled with salt......

She is the only one who can make him like this.

Huan Sheng, what if you are disliked by the whole world, what does it matter to me?

I love you, and that reason alone is enough.

There is no woman in the world who is more worthy than you...... gave birth to my Jiang Nanchen's child, but, do you know?

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Strength is disguise, and fragility is real.

As soon as Huan Sheng entered the house, she locked herself in her small room, curled up in the corner, she hugged herself, and looked vacantly at a certain point outside the window.

Outside the door, someone kept shouting, calling her out to eat, saying that when she was confined, she must take care of her body......

But those voices, as if they were floating from the sky, were very unreal.

She hugged herself tightly, only feeling that the world was so cold.

――In their hearts, your feelings are a mess, your life is a mess, your story is too complicated, and they will never allow it...... My granddaughter was brought up and spoiled by a woman like you!!

Jiang Nanchen, I want to ask you, in your heart, am I the same?

You say it so realistically, like these words, it's not what they want to say, it's yours...... Real thoughts.

Jiang Nanchen, I hate you, I hate you so much, I hate you so much that I don't want to see you again......

Sometimes, Huan Sheng would think that if Jian Yuan hadn't come back at that time, then she and Jiang Nanchen would naturally get married, have children, and live, and they would be very happy. And as soon as Jian Yuan came back, by now, she really regretted that she and Jiang Nanchen had been boyfriend and girlfriend......

Because: if they hadn't been together, at least, they wouldn't be the same as they are now: strangers.

If you haven't gotten it, at least each other's pain will be a little less......

However, if they haven't been together, then there may not be a daughter's deposit...... So, when she thought of this, she didn't regret it.

It can only be said that fate plays tricks.

……

Never say that if, for example, people who assume this kind of thing are very unhappy now, and if they do, it will only be more painful. (To be continued.) )

PS: 8,000 words update completed!!