Chapter 84: All Lost
PS: I don't know why, the comma that is clearly typed, but many of them have become full stops when you look at them with the mobile client, but it is normal to see the computer web page. If you see those abnormal periods, please ignore them, I can't change them even if I want to......
Also, the first volume is coming to an end.
The courtyard is not small, but now that there is no smoke, the shouts of Feng Mingwu have some echoes.
Even if it is a blue sky and white day at this time, listening to it in the ears, it will inevitably make people feel a little gloomy and desolate for no reason.
When Feng Mingwu ran in, Zhao Youjun was half-lying on the soft couch and closed his eyes to recuperate.
The maid and lady in the courtyard of Chengming Hall were suddenly evacuated, and Zhao Youjun knew that something must have happened, but now she was tormented by that nightmare and lost her shape, even if she knew that something was wrong, she really couldn't muster up the energy to understand the current situation, let alone deal with it.
A few days of recuperation did not make Zhao Youjun's situation a little better, and now she is obviously extremely thirsty and sleepy, but she can only hold on and refuse to close her eyes, just because, as long as she sleeps, the five dead soldiers with pale faces will appear in her dreams, and those bloody hands are chasing her and refusing to let go.
The dead soldiers raised by the royal family were originally saved to fulfill the orders of the master, and in the meantime, Zhao Youjun used to only use the five dead soldiers as tools for her to achieve her goals, who would have thought that now that they are dead, they have become a lingering nightmare in her heart, torturing her to this point.
After these days, Zhao Youjun's physical condition can be imagined.
If someone who had seen Zhao Youjun before, such as Mrs. Yang, would definitely think that she was a different person.
His hair was not shiny, his face was pale, his skin was loose, his eyes were dark and blue, and his eyes were bloodshot.
Even Zhao Youjun himself looked at her from the mirror, and he would be so shocked that he dropped the bronze mirror, let alone others.
The arrival of Feng Mingwu made Zhao Youjun very happy, and it was her daughter who had been in love for more than ten years. It was undoubtedly comforting for her daughter to come to see her when she was sick, and secondly, to stay in this Chengming Hall where she was alone, and fall into such a nightmare. Since beating those maids and sisters-in-law left, Zhao Youjun has been hairy in her heart, and finally someone to accompany her, at least it can make her less afraid.
In order not to frighten her daughter, as soon as she heard the sound of Feng Mingwu. Zhao Youjun reluctantly sat down in front of the mirror, ready to dress up a little.
It's just that Feng Mingwu came too fast, and Zhao Youjun just picked up the comb and combed her hair, which was now like straw, a few times, when Feng Mingwu rushed into the house.
Feng Mingwu didn't know how many times he had been here before, so he didn't check carefully, and out of the corner of his eye, he saw a person sitting in front of the dresser, and turned a corner and hugged Zhao Youjun, "Mother, mother." You must save your daughter, Feng Zhige and they want to ...... Yes! ”
Before he finished speaking, there was a scream, but he saw Zhao Youjun's appearance clearly at this time, and when he was so frightened that he sat down on the ground, a scream escaped from his mouth.
Zhao Youjun knows how terrible she looks now, but she is scared to scream, which still makes her embarrassed and angry, and she reflexively wants to lose her temper, but firstly, she is scared by her daughter who has been hurting like a jewel for so many years, and secondly, there is no one around her now. I could only swallow that evil breath alive.
In the end, it was the worry about Feng Mingwu that prevailed, Zhao Youjun cleaned up the displeasure in his heart, and reached out to pull Feng Mingwu: "Wu'er, have you fallen in pain?" I'm a mother. ”
Feng Mingwu was a little scared at first, and kept shrinking back when Zhao Youjun's hand reached over, until he heard Zhao Youjun speak, and vaguely saw the original appearance from her face, so he put his hand into Zhao Youjun's palm and stood up from the ground with Zhao Youjun's strength.
She didn't think about it at all. Zhao Youjun has not recovered from a "serious illness" at this time, can he withstand this strength.
Even if Zhao Youjun is not sick, anyone who has a heart can see how bad Zhao Youjun's state is at this time.
In fact, this is indeed the case, Zhao Youjun was pulled by the force from Feng Mingwu's hand and almost fell to the ground, if she hadn't grabbed the bulky dresser with her other hand in time, maybe the two mothers and daughters would have fallen together.
Therefore, it is not unreasonable for Feng Lin to feel cold about Feng Mingwu.
Feng Mingwu didn't notice anything, she sat on the most comfortable soft couch in the room, her eyes swept to Zhao Youjun's face, and then quickly moved away, and then she asked, "Mother, what kind of disease are you born of, how did you become like this?" ”
Even if it was his own mother in front of him, Feng Mingwu couldn't face Zhao Youjun's face now.
There is a saying that a child is not ugly, but sometimes, it is not.
Fengming Dance will become like this, it was originally favored by Zhao Youjun, just like Zhao Youjun will become like this, and it was also favored by the Queen Mother back then.
Therefore, although Zhao Youjun felt a little uncomfortable in his heart for Feng Mingwu's obvious dislike, he was more unimpressed.
Counting up, Zhao Youjun hadn't seen Feng Mingwu for more than half a month, she looked Feng Mingwu up and down with her eyes, but what she was thinking about was the words that Feng Mingwu shouted when she entered the house, and asked, "Wu'er, you just said that you want your mother to save you?" ”
Hearing Zhao Youjun mention this, Feng Mingwu's heart suddenly left only grievances and anger, and even Zhao Youjun's face made her less afraid, she turned her head and held Zhao Youjun's hand tightly, her eyes were red with grievance, "Mother, don't you know, because of your illness, Daddy has now handed over the middle feed in the house to the woman in Luo Shuixuan." As soon as the was housekeeping, she first took her daughter under the knife, not only sold all the subordinates in Luoxia Courtyard, but even deliberately withdrew the maids and mothers-in-law here, and wanted to lock her daughter and mother in this Chengming Hall! ”
Feng Mingwu and Zhao Youjun are indeed printed in the same mold, both in appearance and temper are like the extreme, until now, she doesn't think that there is anything wrong with her, even if her own father opens his mouth to punish her.
After listening to Feng Mingwu's words, Zhao Youjun was shocked, as early as when the maid of Chengmingtang was removed, she faintly sensed that something was wrong, but she didn't expect that this time it would be like this.
She was angry and said to Feng Lin that she didn't care about her family, but she just wanted to suppress Feng Lin's temper, but who knew that Feng Lin was so hard-hearted this time, not only did she respond in one bite, but she also handed over the housekeeping power to Mu Qingwan!
Zhao Youjun suddenly had a bad breath in his heart.
For her. Her current state is indeed not suitable for the middle of the Hou Mansion anymore, but it is good for this housekeeping to be in the hands of anyone, even if it is a lowly person to manage it, she is not willing to be a thorn in the side of Mu Qingwan.
Take a deep breath. Zhao Youjun barely felt angry, "Does your father know about these things?" ”
Even though he knew that Feng Lin handed over the middle feed to Mu Qingwan, Zhao Youjun still had some expectations for him in his heart.
After all, they had been in bed together for nearly twenty years, even if he was ruthless. Can you still watch Mu Qingwan take such an obvious revenge?
At the mention of Feng Lin, Feng Mingwu was even more indignant, "Of course Daddy knows that his daughter escaped from Feng Zhige's little slut to the outer study to find Daddy to be the master, but I didn't expect Daddy not only to protect his daughter, but also to say in person that Mu Qingwan did the right thing, was Daddy fascinated by that pair of mother and daughter?" ”
Zhao Youjun's hands were clenched tightly, the roots of his teeth were clenched, and his already red eyes were even redder.
I was not fascinated by the mother and daughter, but I was fascinated by the cheap woman Mu Qingwan!
Zhao Youjun knew that Feng Lin was very angry this time. But I didn't expect him to be so ruthless, could it be that twenty years of husband and wife love is really nothing in his heart?
Feng Mingwu didn't know what Zhao Youjun was thinking, she stretched out her hand and pushed Zhao Youjun, "Mother, you hurry up and find Daddy, we can't let that mother and daughter continue to be so arrogant, when the time comes, there will be a place for our mother and daughter in this Hou Mansion." ”
In this Hou Mansion, there is no place for our mother and daughter for a long time!
Zhao Youjun sneered in his heart.
But Feng Mingwu's words reminded her. She really should go to see Feng Lin, did he think that she, Zhao Youjun, could really only let him be so cheap?
Thinking of this, Zhao Youjun, who was originally weak, didn't know where the strength came from, so he suddenly got up suddenly. She took Feng Mingwu's hand and gritted her teeth and said, "Wu'er is right, my mother will take you to your father!" ”
Feng Mingwu smiled when she heard this.
She only said that as long as Zhao Youjun went to see Fenglin, she would definitely be able to change Mu Qingwan's punishment for her, but she didn't want to think about it, with the weakness of their mother and daughter now. Can you still get out of this Chengmingtang?
Didn't she think that Feng Zhige sent her to Chengming Hall to let their mother and daughter have a beautiful turnover?
Feng Mingwu didn't have time to be happy for long, and Feng Zhige and Mu Qingwan stepped into the room hand in hand.
Seeing that Zhao Youjun's mother and daughter looked like they were going to go out, Feng Zhige shook his head with regret and said, "I'm sorry, except for this Chengming Hall, you can't go anywhere now." ”
Looking at Mu Qingwan and Feng Zhige, who walked in for a long time, Zhao Youjun's expression froze, and Mu Qingwan's gentle face for twenty years undoubtedly lined her with a wolf at this time.
However, Zhao Youjun refused to admit this, and her face showed disgust: "Do you think that this Hou Mansion is really in charge of you, and you actually want to put the Hou Mansion under house arrest as the housewife?" ”
As if hearing something funny, Feng Zhige sneered, and then smiled mockingly, "Housewife? Maybe you should look at the Feng family tree before saying this. ”
Feng Zhige's words undoubtedly stepped on Zhao Youjun's sore feet, and the anger in her eyes rose instantly, she just wanted to speak, but was preempted by Feng Mingwu on the side.
Feng Mingwu was proud at this time, she stretched out her hand and pointed at Feng Zhige, her face was full of disdain, "Feng Zhige, you can listen well, my mother is the eldest princess of Qingping in the current dynasty, and the current emperor is my own uncle, if you know each other, quickly admit your mistakes, otherwise let my emperor's uncle know that you bully me and my mother so much, and I will definitely issue a holy decree to execute you!" ”
Speaking of the back, Feng Mingwu's still immature face showed fierceness.
Feng Zhige felt even more funny.
I have to say that Feng Mingwu even inherited Zhao Youjun's ignorance.
Twelve years old, in this era is not too small, almost can be married, many twelve-year-old daughters in big families, I don't know how many hearts and eyes have grown, but Feng Mingwu still looks like a completely ignorant child.
"Oh?" The tail note went up, Feng Zhige squinted at Feng Mingwu, with some deliberate surprise in his tone, "It turns out that your mother's background is so noble......"
Feng Mingwu forgot that Feng Zhige was also present when she learned Zhao Youjun's identity at this time, she only thought that Feng Zhige was showing timidity, and the pride in her heart was even worse, a little face was raised high, and she couldn't help but say: "Of course, what's the matter, are you afraid?" ”
Like teasing a harmless kitten, Feng Zhige cooperated with a frightened look.
"yes, I'm really scared." The tone didn't match her expression at all.
Feng Mingwu also felt a little weird. It's just that before she could speak, she heard Feng Zhige sneer, and said disdainfully: "I'm really scared to death!" It's not as good as this, if you dare to go to the gate of the Hou Mansion and shout loudly, 'My mother is the eldest princess of Qingping', I will immediately let you out to eat and drink." How is it? ”
Feng Mingwu was supposed to reply confidently, "What's the big deal about this".
However, Feng Zhige's fearlessness made her subconsciously hesitate for a moment, especially after seeing Zhao Youjun's stiff face, she was even more frightened for no reason.
"Why, you don't dare to do such a simple thing?" Feng Zhige was surprised, "Your mother is the eldest princess of Qingping." With such a noble background and nothing to be ashamed of, why don't you dare? ”
The words "unsightly" made Zhao Youjun's forehead jump fiercely.
And Feng Mingwu, although he felt a little weird, but he was provoked by Feng Zhige like this, and he was suddenly unconvinced, and he raised his feet and was about to go out, but he was pulled back by Zhao Youjun on the side.
The force was so great that Feng Mingwu was stumbling and almost fell.
"Mother?"
The gloomy aura emanating from Zhao Youjun's body made Feng Mingwu subconsciously a little frightened, and he hesitated to speak for a long time.
Seeing this, Feng Zhige sneered again.
She looked at Zhao Youjun. "There are people here, all the ugly things have been done, but they don't dare to say it, do you think that as long as you don't say it, no one will know?"
Then he turned to Feng Mingwu again, and said with a bit of temptation in his tone: "Don't you think it's strange?" The eldest princess of Qingping, the only sister of the emperor today, why is your mother still hiding such a noble identity? ”
Feng Mingwu felt strange, and was affected by Feng Zhige, so he nodded stunned when he heard the words.
"Since you're so curious. Then I'll sue you. Feng Zhige said very kindly, "Because, the eldest princess of Qingping died of illness twenty years ago, and now she is the only princess of the royal family." It's called Princess Hanyue. ”
Feng Mingwu's eyes widened instantly, and he exclaimed in disbelief: "Impossible! ”
She clearly heard it that day, her mother was the eldest princess of Qingping, her mother was fine, how could she die?
"How could it not be? The dignified royal eldest princess has taken a fancy to a married man. When I couldn't ask for it, I actually coerced each other with power and entered someone's backyard as a concubine! If such a thing is spread, do you say, will the world praise it with deep affection? Feng Zhige's words and sentences were like frost, and Feng Mingwu instantly chilled his heart, "This is not over, Her Royal Highness the eldest princess, who is deeply affectionate, has since regarded herself as the head of the house, forcing the main room to live in the courtyard for 20 years, isn't it very powerful?" ”
Feng Mingwu was stupid.
She looked at Zhao Youjun and then at Mu Qingwan, her head shaking between the two like a Bolang drum.
In Feng Mingwu's heart, the concubine room is a lowly person who seduces a man with beauty, so how can she accept that the noble mother she has always thought is actually just a concubine?
Feng Zhige smiled slightly, "What, don't you believe it?" Why don't you publicize your mother's identity and see if what awaits you is the mercy of your emperor's uncle, or the death? ”
The words "death" obviously frightened Feng Mingwu, and she shook her head and stepped back in fear.
"Ah, that's right," Feng Zhige suddenly slapped his forehead, "I almost forgot to tell you, your mother is just a concubine, if you don't record it in my mother's name, you can't deserve the title of Houfu's concubine." But it doesn't matter, because you'd rather not have a mother than my mother to be your mother, just now in the study, my father has already removed you from my mother's name. In other words, Feng Mingwu, you are just a maid of the Hou Mansion now......"
Feng Mingwu had been numb from repeated blows, she shook her head mechanically, wanting to refute Feng Zhige, but she knew in her heart that in front of Zhao Youjun, Feng Zhige didn't need to lie to her at all.
Concubine?
Now, she is with those concubines who hide behind their concubines at various banquets and cower and have no status?
Feng Mingwu, who was pampered and grew up by Zhao Youjun, how could she accept that she had become like this?
Turning his head and holding Zhao Youjun's hand, Feng Mingwu's big eyes contained tears of fear: "Mother, mother, I don't want to become a concubine, I don't want to ......"
Zhao Youjun's body swayed slightly, and he almost used all his strength to suppress the fishy sweetness in his throat.
"What a good idea!" Looking at Feng Zhige, she said word by word.
"It's over." Feng Zhige smiled disapprehantly, "Compared to what you did to my mother at the beginning, these are nothing." ”
Holding the edge of the dresser tightly with both hands, Zhao Youjun stared at Mu Qingwan with a pair of reddened eyes, obviously looking like a wolf, but he still refused to show weakness at all.
"Mu Qingwan, do you think you can knock me down in this way? You think that's what you win? I sue you, the one who wins can only be me, the Hou Ye is mine, and the mistress of this Hou Mansion can only be me! "Zhao Youjun is already on the verge of madness.
Mu Qingwan shook her head gently, and there was more pity on her gentle face.
It's been twenty years, and she has seen it now, but Zhao Youjun obviously hasn't yet.
"You're wrong," Mu Qingwan said softly, "we all lost." ”
Twenty years have changed them from cardamom to middle-aged women today, one has lived in seclusion for twenty years, and the other guards a man who cares about others.
Even, in this long time, they have not lived a day of true peace and happiness.
Where do you win or lose?
But Zhao Youjun obviously didn't think so.
"You fart!" Zhao Youjun pointed at Mu Qingwan and scolded, "I am the winner, only I can be the winner!" (To be continued.) )