"Mother, your words, my son doesn't understand." Ye Xiqian faintly felt a sense of worry, this feeling came and went quickly, but for a certain moment, he felt that what his mother said would be very important to him, but he couldn't grasp the opportunity to understand, and in the end he could only become more and more confused.

Li Suqing smiled bitterly, there were some things she couldn't say too clearly, after all, the wall had ears.

This Anwangfu seems to be safe, but in fact it is full of dangers.

Now, she can no longer hold on to the power of King An's Mansion, so she can't even speak too explicitly, so as not to be overheard and cause trouble.

So she could only mention vaguely: "Qian'er, my mother couldn't help herself in the first half of her life, she was a pawn cultivated by her since she could remember, and she never thought about resisting before, let alone daring to resist, so now you are so tired that you are also guilty of following your mother, and your mother is uneasy." ”

Ye Xiqian's brows furrowed more and more, and his words always sounded ominous.

Li Suqing looked left and right, got up again to check if there were people around the ancestral hall, and then came back and touched Ye Xiqian's head and said: "Qian'er, my mother is making trouble with your father and tossing with your father, it's not that my mother is stupid, it's not that my mother doesn't care about your situation, you have to believe that my mother is leaving a way back for you, and my mother can't let you fall deeper into the whirlpool." Mother wants you to be able to get out of the house, marry a wife, have children, and be an upright and free person, instead of being constrained by others because of your mother's involvement in the future, and even the children of you and Shilan will be bound and persecuted by others, and you will be a chess piece that can only be abandoned at will for the rest of your life. ”

Li Suqing's face was sad.

She has never denied her evil, since the day she became the adopted daughter of the Jian Zhengyan couple. She was already destined to be a good person. However, at that time, she was so loyal that she was beaten with such a stick, and she never thought about anything else. He never judged right or wrong, but blindly executed every task ordered by his parents.

Therefore, there is nothing wrong with seducing her brother-in-law and killing her sister in her concept of life. Even now, she still doesn't have the slightest guilt about killing Jian An.

But she is a mother after all. No matter how cold her heart is, these two are the flesh that fell from her after all. It's hard to part with her blood and bones.

She woke up in her dreams several times, and she would always think alone every night without King An's company. She remembered that when she was a child, she was envious and jealous that Jian An could get the care and love of her parents every time, and she was also a parent. What she was given was endless tasks and requests. She remembered that she had become a pawn for others to give up and discard, and the most terrifying thing was that she didn't know what she was like before she was adopted as an adopted daughter.

She had become accustomed to being slain around her neck and being called like a dog, but she thought that his children would suffer such a life because of her. She felt cold in her heart. It almost froze her.

In her consciousness, she was instilled with the impression that Zhou Guifei was omnipotent, so no matter what she did for many years, she had a subconscious fear of Zhou Guifei. Even if she once beat Jian An, who made her panic in her heart, not lose in the hands of Zhou Guifei in the end? She felt that Zhou Guifei was omnipotent, and she couldn't betray at all. Betrayers can only end up with death.

But for some reason, since she saw Fang Xiaoyu, she would always suddenly have some strange thoughts.

This person. Obviously, it is a completely different personality from Jian An, or rather. If Jian An is a dazzling existence, Fang Xiaoyu is plain, and his whole body is full of confidence that everything is under control. This kind of self-confidence will make all the big things that are great in the eyes of others seem to be just insignificant things in her heart.

On that day, she was stunned by Fang Jianzhang's several slaps, but she was not afraid of Fang Jianzhang at all, although the other party was a general who galloped across the field, and his hands were stained with countless blood, but Fang Xiaoyu stood behind him like that, and the oppression brought to her was ten times or more than that of the man who looked great.

That day, Fang Xiaoyu kicked Xiqian to the ground, but when she left, she faintly confided a sentence in her ear.

The end of the abandoned son is death. Whether it's you, or your children.

It was like a spell that hovered in her ears ever since. Maybe so many onlookers and the crowd didn't see Fang Xiaoyu's almost hidden whisper, but she really heard it clearly.

Like a threat. It's like talking about a calm reality.

From that day on, she had seriously thought about things she had never thought about before, and the conclusions she had drawn made her frightened.

She knows so much. No matter whether Zhou Guifei can succeed in the end, her ending is destined to be extremely miserable.

Done. She knew too much, and she would inevitably be killed, and not even her children would be spared. After doing evil for so many years, she understands the truth of cutting grass and eradicating the roots better than anyone else, so over the years, she has killed Jian An, but she has never relaxed her vigilance against Ye Xici, and used every opportunity she can use to get rid of him. It's a pity that his luck is so good that he can't kill him several times, but he has stiffened his wings.

And if it can't be done, once the crown prince ascends the throne, Ye Xici's identity will inevitably rise. At that time, from the dragon's work, the entire Anwang Mansion may have to change hands, how can she, his mother-killing enemy, have a good end?

Fang Xiaoyu didn't expect that the original sentence would make Li Suqing think more, she didn't even mean the death of Princess An in the real sense at the beginning, she was just saying a cruel word to give the other party some psychological pressure. If someone like Li Suqing has no support behind him, how can he be arrogant for so many years? No matter who is behind her, as long as she says this, it will make the other party suspicious, and maybe in the future, she will reveal a major flaw that can be used by her.

In a word, it did give Li Suqing a great inspiration, which Fang Xiaoyu did not expect.

Therefore, Li Suqing wants to find a back road for Ye Xiqian and Ye Shilan, a back road that will no longer be controlled, used, or even discarded at will.

A completely different path from her.

But what she is doing at the moment is because of a lack of communication. Ye Xiqian and Ye Shilan didn't know anything about it. Not only did they not understand, but they even complained and angered, and even disgusted.

Li Suqing's words seem to be a bit mysterious. But Ye Xiqian didn't have the heart to understand the meaning anymore.

He only knew that he had already tied up the second prince's warship at the moment, not to mention which one he should go to in this battle for succession, even if he had the heart to the prince and Ye Xi resigned, he would not have good fruits to eat in the future.

The hatred of killing the mother, the hatred of persecution. Even if that's just a generation ago. It's about the tragic death of a loved one. Who can really be sensible?

Between him and Ye Xici, either you die or I die. And it's not so much the heart to the crown prince or the second prince, it's just a war between their brothers for the right to exist in this Anwang Mansion.

There must be no concessions.

It could be seen that Ye Xiqian didn't seem to listen to her words, and after Ye Xiqian left, Li Suqing could only sigh at a bunch of spiritual positions.

Now she's passive. But for a pair of children. She had to keep going. Even if something needs to be sacrificed.

She looked at Jian An's spiritual position in a trance. There was a faint pain in the knee that was kneeling on the futon.

"Jian An, I have acted in front of you for a lifetime, hated you as an imaginary enemy for a lifetime, complained for a lifetime, and took away your happy life. Now that you have been away for so many years, you may have forgotten the past, reincarnated, and lived a carefree and happy life. And I, the one who seems to have won, is still a pawn of others. ”

Li Suqing suddenly felt a little ironic. continued: "I still hate you, I hate you and I want you to die a thousand times and ten thousand times, but when you think about it, those indelible hatreds were just out of jealousy in the first place. ”

"But what should I be jealous of you? I am jealous that you were born to be pampered by your parents and that all I can get is whipping, that you are a rightful lady of Jane's Mansion and that I am just an adopted daughter, that you can live in such a big house, with beautiful clothes and fine clothes and food every day, while I have to be kept outside, and my life is so bad. I'm jealous that you can get the smile of your parents, and all I see is a harsh lash. I am jealous of your carefree growth, condescending to pity me with your upright and honest status as the eldest lady of the Jane family, sympathize with me, and naively say that you treat me as a sister. ”

"But after you died, I thought countless times, what should I be jealous of you? Perhaps the most unfortunate person since the beginning was you. Li Suqing showed an almost gloating smile, pointed to Jian An's tablet and said: "You should obviously be Miss Chang, who Zhou Xiang holds in the palm of his hand, but he was involved in this conspiracy as soon as he was born, leaving his parents who gave birth to you, leaving his relatives who are connected by blood, recognizing the thief as his father and the thief as his mother, and calling his father and mother is actually the culprit who made you leave home and wander away." Everything you eat, wear, and use is based on the conditions of hurting your biological parents, and you, who are kept in the dark and don't know it, still think that you are a filial daughter, respect your father and mother, and be friendly to your sisters, but you are surrounded by lies, murderous intentions everywhere, and you are obviously full of blood, but you have become an unwitting traitor. You are a hundred times more pitiful than me. You died so unexplained, you went to the Huangquan Underground Mansion, have you ever complained to Lord Yama? ”

Li Suqing suddenly began to laugh, pointed at Jian An's tablet and lit it fiercely, shouting: "You deserve it!" If you die, you deserve it! You deserve to be used, you deserve to marry that cheap man from King An! ”

As she spoke, Li Suqing actually laughed and shed tears, and she didn't know whether she was sarcastic about Jian An or herself, and sneered: "I also deserve it." He deserves to be someone else's pawn since he can remember, and he deserves not even knowing who his biological parents are! deserves to be used again and again, and the stupid one never even thought about resisting. ”

"Jian An. Jian An! Li Suqing cried and yelled at Jian An's spiritual position, and laughed again: "Should I hate you or thank you?" I killed you, and I wanted to kill your son. But you really deserve to be you! Even if you're dead, you're still the same strategizing Jian An! You're still the Jane Ann I fear! You are still the Jian An who makes me hate to the core, and I can't wait to peel the skin, cramp, and eat meat! You couldn't fight me when I was alive, and when I died, you still had to send a Fang Xiaoyu to continue to scare me! ”

Li Suqing seemed to be tired of shouting, sat on the futon, with tears on her face, and whispered: "I should thank you." If it weren't for her reminder, I was afraid that I would not be able to have the intention of resisting for the rest of my life, and Xiqian and Shilan, who would have affected me, would also become pawns of others like me. I've had enough of these days, facing a man I don't love every day, giving birth to children for him, pretending to think that he is inseparable from him, provoking your bad in his ears from time to time, seeing him push me down with a satisfied face, and making me feel that he is willing to spoil me is my blessing......"

Li Suqing smiled bitterly and muttered to herself: "Jian An, in fact, I envy you." At least since the beginning, you've been you. Even if you have been changed your identity and family background, and you have been robbed of everything by Li Daitao, your pride and your backbone have never been lost. Your presence is like a mockery of me, that's why I hate you so much! So resentful of you! Then I hope you die soon! Hurry up and die! But you're finally dead, but I'm still nothing, I'm still someone else's dog, and I'm still a pawn that can be discarded at any time. ”

"I'm so unwilling. After so many years of death, I finally found out that I still lost. Your son, the woman you married back is much more powerful than you, but just a short sentence has forced me to face the reality that I once least wanted to face, made me have to compromise with her, and had to hand over what I had worked so hard to protect for so many years. But I was willing. It's the flesh that fell from me, and I have to take care of them. ”

Li Suqing wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, refocused her wandering gaze on Jian An's ranking, and said with a sneer: "You must be watching my jokes." But it doesn't matter, I'll come to you sooner or later. I have fought with you all my life, I have complained about you all my life, in this life I will win first and then lose, you will lose first and then win, I will polish my eyes in the next life, and I will never lose to you again. ”

"If you have sent her to take revenge on me, then tell her that I can give her anything, but tell her to spare my child! Save my child! If you answer, in the next life, I won't kill you, and if I win, I will spare your life. Did you hear that? ”

Li Suqing grabbed the high platform where the spiritual position was placed and cried loudly, the tears in his eyes were like jade beads with broken threads, smashed on the back of his hand, a little cold and cold, but more, it was cold.

Ye Xici listened to everything outside the door from beginning to end, without any expression on his face that a person should have.

Not hatred, no pity.

Except for the bulging green tendons on his wrists, it seemed like he was a stone.

Except for ruthlessness.

Still ruthless. (To be continued.) )

PS: Thank you [Tang Shen] for the peace charm~