Chapter 163: Let Go
"My brother often talks about emotional matters, and he can't force it. I don't believe it, I have to fall to pieces before I know the pain. Do you think I'm stupid? ”
Qian Manguan is not stupid, so he naturally knows what Ouyang Han means.
Ouyang Han is also a smart person, seeing her plain face, he knew that she had just washed off her makeup.
If it weren't for the destruction of makeup, why did it come to this? Her heart is really not as free and easy as she does. She is consistent with Su Ziyi.
"If you get along for a long time, you will naturally have feelings."
Qian Manguan knew that he must be uncomfortable now, and he couldn't bear it, so he had to comfort him with the wrong mouth.
Can time really erase Su Ziyi? She didn't know. She only knew that she could keep Su Ziyi in her heart for a lifetime.
Ouyang Han shook his head and smiled bitterly, wanting to send Zi Xun out and have a good talk with Mangong.
"Zi Xun, you go out first."
Zi Xun hesitated a little, and looked at Qian Mangong slowly, to see if she wanted to keep herself.
"Uncle has spoken, why don't you go out yet."
Uncle? Did she really accept herself? The bitterness in Ouyang Han's eyes was even deeper.
Although Qian Manguan was reluctant in his heart, he had already chosen this path, so he naturally had to have a responsibility.
Ouyang Han was helpless, did she still think that she could force herself to do it? He had already seen through her thoughts, and he was unwilling to reverse the result, but he still ended up in defeat.
Ouyang Han deliberately sat close to Qian Manguan's side, wanting her to figure it out for herself. However, seeing the nervousness in Qian Manguan's eyes, he still added a lot of bitterness.
She resisted so obviously. How could he not perceive it?
His broad palm rested over the silky back of her hand and took one of her hands. The breath from his palm was very warm, but it still made Slam want to dodge involuntarily.
Holding her hand for the first time. The taste was not complete joy, and there was a faint bitterness in my heart.
He wanted to hold her tightly for the rest of his life, but he knew that this hard-won time might be the last time.
"I'm glad you did."
Ouyang Han's words made the already cramped Grand Slam fall into a daze. What did she do to make him happy? Did he mean that she had promised to marry him?
"I thought he said something like that. Even if it is a mountain of swords and a sea of fire, you will jump with him. But I didn't expect you to take care of me and stay. But you are by my side, but your heart is lost on that person. Do you think I should be happy or sad? ”
It turned out that this was the one thing he was thinking about. He picked it out. Wouldn't it be even more uncomfortable? Thinking of Ouyang Han's grievances, Qian Manguan couldn't be indifferent.
"Ouyang Han."
Qian Mangong called his name, and fell into an awkward silence.
She heard the loneliness in his words and wanted to explain something. only to find speechless. How could she refute it? Ouyang Han was right. Her heart had already been given to the man. How can you get it back?
Qian Manguan only felt deeply sorry for Ouyang Han.
She suddenly hated herself. obviously doesn't love him, why did he agree to marry him because of his selfishness? Just because she needed someone to mend her wounds, did she choose Ouyang Han, who really loved her? How could she be so shameless!
"You don't have to feel guilty, I sent it to the door by myself, and it has nothing to do with you. It's my greatest blessing that you've been able to take care of me a little bit. ”
Sure enough, she didn't say anything. Ouyang Han could also see what kind of mood she was. He was so good to her, how could she bear to hurt him?
Ouyang Hanyue said so. The more guilty you are. She was sweating profusely and her face flushed. The palms held by Ouyang Han were also sweating, and he didn't know what to do.
In the end, she held the hand back and whispered: "I married you, so I will naturally live well with you." ”
Qian Manguan does not have too much affection. All Ouyang Han could hear was a deep sense of responsibility. But the fact that she could do so much for him was enough to surprise him.
Whether it was out of guilt or something else, at least she cared a little bit about him. That's the only thing he can be happy about, right?
His other hand caressed her cheek, sliding from the side of her face to her rounded chin. The clear touch of the thick calloused in his hand made him feel uncomfortable.
He tilted his finger over her head and asked in a deep voice, "Do you really regret it?" ”
"Nature."
Her delicate red lips spat out these two words, making him impulsive to kiss deeply.
There was a hint of struggle in his eyes, but he still suppressed himself. The hand that had stopped at the chin of the money slam began to slide down again, caressing her neck and landing on the buttons of her dress.
Qian Manguan was very nervous, his eyes widened, and his body stiffened.
Ouyang Han gently unbuttoned a button, and seeing that she looked nervous, he didn't stop his movements, and slid to the second button.
Just as he was about to undo the second button, Qian Manguan unsurprisingly stopped him.
"Ouyang Han."
Even if she forced herself to accept him, if she couldn't do it, she couldn't do it, except for owing Ouyang Han, she had nothing to do.
Still simply pronounced his name, but he already knew a thousand words.
He removed his hand and sighed deeply. It seems that there is nothing to be done, and it seems that I have let go of the big stone in my heart.
"After today, you can go."
Qian Manguan watched Ouyang Han's figure disappear in a daze, not understanding what he meant.
Walk? He chased after him and begged him to marry him, how could he let him go? Did she hear it wrong?
She wanted to ask, but she didn't want to know what it was. Watching Ouyang Han drift away, he actually let go of the big stone in his heart, and was very relaxed.
Ouyang Han sat on the stone bench in the courtyard, looking at the bright moon in the sky, full of sorrow that could not be dissolved.
He walked lightly just now, but now he hates his own free and easy. Maybe one day she will be moved by herself, why did he give up?
Why did he have to go to great lengths to fulfill them and hurt himself?
God finally gave him a chance, but he gave this opportunity to someone else's arms as a generous one. It's hopelessly stupid!
Thinking of it, Ouyang Han helplessly evoked a mocking smile.
If he hadn't sent an invitation to Su Ziyi, wouldn't what happened today? If Su Ziyi doesn't make a fuss, Slam may follow him with all his heart.
But maybe what's the use? He just couldn't bear it, he was reluctant to see the slam depressed.
He had to brew the bitter fruit and wronged himself.
The time has always come, but he can't convince himself to be willing.
If life is only as it first is, I must have met you before him...... (To be continued.) )