054, Soul Snatcher Radio (I)

During the week in Guangzhou, I would receive phone calls from Wan Quanquan every day, and he would report to me every day about Lin Haoran's situation, in fact, I knew that he wanted to know my whereabouts, and Lin Haoran asked him to ask.

Kong Jiahang only talked about business in Guangzhou for two days, and we went around Shenzhen and Guangzhou, and the remaining two or three days, we also went to Lijiang, where the green mountains and green waters immediately made me feel a little chaotic.

In the past few days of playing together, Kong Jiahang will send our itinerary and scenery photos to ** every day, at first I thought he was just showing his mood, but later I learned that he was showing Lin Haoran.

When I held up the phone and asked Kong Jiahang, he told me confidently, "Anyway, he is also my younger brother, what can I do if I don't help him?" ”

I was speechless, he was right, he and Lin Haoran are brothers, although Lin Haoran can't remember it now, but Kong Jiahang and I haven't forgotten it.

Back in H City, as soon as I entered the door, I heard the doorbell ringing, I couldn't help but look at the door in confusion, how could anyone know that I was back? I've just come back and just entered the house.

I was stunned when I opened the door, Lin Haoran was standing at the door, and he was looking at me seriously.

"You, why are you here?" I looked at him a little confused.

"Finally back, I thought you wouldn't come back!" Lin Haoran's words were very hurtful, but his eyes couldn't deceive me, and my worries were real.

I lowered my head and raised the corners of my mouth slightly, and it was a little too difficult for him to say ambiguous words before I was sure, but it was enough to comfort my heart to see what I wanted to see through his eyes.

"Come in, don't be stupid there." I turned and went into the house.

His footsteps rang out beside me, and I knew he had followed, putting down my backpack and coat, and I reclined comfortably on the couch.

"Tired? How can I say that I am also a guest, and I don't even give a glass of water? Lin Haoran looked at me unhappily.

"Oh, by the way, I forgot you're a guest, you wait." I immediately got up and went to the kitchen.

When I put his usual favorite digestive tea in front of him, the doubt in his eyes was even greater, he looked at the tea on the table, and then at me, his eyes were full of question marks.

I took a sip of the tea in front of me, closed my eyes leisurely and pouted to reminisce, this is what he used to do, "Mr. Lin, don't you want to taste it?" I didn't know there was another kind of tea before, but after being introduced by a friend and drinking it, I became addicted, it was really delicious, and the effect was also very good. I smirked

"Friends? What friends? Boyfriend? "The vigilance in Lin Haoran's eyes is very heavy, I have always known his suspicion, but it is the first time I have seen him as unconfident.

"Hmm...... Think for yourself, it's a good thing anyway, just try it. "I deliberately didn't say anything, let him guess for himself, and take revenge on my suffering during this time.

Lin Haoran saw that I really didn't tell him, so he could only take a sip of the teacup sullenly, and immediately he stopped, staring at the cup, with complicated emotions flashing in his eyes.

The flash of thought caught me, and he seemed to remember something.

But it was just a flash, he calmed down again, it seemed that it was just a fleeting thought, and he still didn't really think of anything, I couldn't help but sigh lightly, it seems that I will have a while of such a day.

Seeing that he took another sip of tea, I said indifferently, "Have you eaten?" ”

"Not yet, I've been at your door for more than two hours, how can I ......" Lin Haoran immediately realized that he had stopped talking and raised his eyes to look at me.

I gently raised the corners of my mouth, put down the teacup and walked into the kitchen, opened the refrigerator and took a look, there were fresh shrimp, it seems that Li Jianfei is really obedient, inform him that I will come back today, and he really bought fresh shrimp and put it in the refrigerator.

Since Lin Haoran left, I began to have a habit, that is, to put fresh shrimp in the refrigerator, because that is his favorite food, I don't know when he will come back, anyway, he is ready at any time, sometimes the shrimp is put for two days, I will throw it away, I never eat, because I am allergic to shrimp, every time I eat it, I will have a rash on my body, and it will disappear after two days, but I will be very uncomfortable these two days, and I will itch when I mix it.

As soon as I took out the shrimp and put it on the cutting board, I saw Lin Haoran sticking his head in, and I waved my hand to him: "You wait, it's okay for a while, you can visit the room, but don't go into the innermost room on the second floor, that's the room where my parents used to live." ”

He nodded and left, and I was busy alone.

When I brought all the food to the table and called him to come over for dinner, but after shouting two or three times, he did not appear in the kitchen, and I walked out of the kitchen without confusion and went up to the second floor, where I did not find his figure, and I came upstairs and saw that the door of the study was open, and there was a light coming out of the door.

I leaned against the open door of the study and looked at Lin Haoran, who was sitting at the desk looking at the computer in a daze, and this was how he had been sitting there to work when he was in the past.

After a while, Lin Haoran raised his head and looked at me, "Have I been here before?" ”

"What do you want me to say? I can't sue you, you can only think of it yourself. "I raised an eyebrow, I'm not stupid, if I say it, then it's really over between us.

"I feel familiar here, not strange at all, but I haven't been here before, the upstairs room is like this, it's the same here, am I forgetting something?" Lin Haoran walked up to me and looked at me seriously.

"I said, you have to think for yourself, this is the rule, I think you know it, so I really can't sue you for anything." I was really bitter in my heart, he asked, what should I say, I pulled down his sleeve and said, "Let's go, the food is ready, eat a little." ”

I turned and walked towards the kitchen, and I felt him follow, and I couldn't help but sigh again, when is it a head?

Sitting at the dining table, watching him eat a fragrant ah, a whole plate of shrimp, I only sandwiched one, the rest in front of him, now there are two more on the plate, I eat vegetables with a smile.

Lin Haoran looked up at me when he was full, and saw that there was still the shrimp he had for me in my bowl, and I was only eating the green vegetables in front of me, and couldn't help frowning, "What?" Don't you eat it? ”

"Well, I'm allergic to shrimp, you can just eat it." I looked at him with a chuckle.

"I see, so how can you have shrimp in your refrigerator? Is it for someone else? His brow furrowed even deeper.

"Well, I don't know when he'll come back, he likes to eat shrimp the most, so I've learned how to make it more delicious, but now I don't know when I'll make it for him again." After saying that, I lowered my head and ate the rice in the bowl, and forced back the tears that were about to fall.

Lin Haoran looked at me straight for a while and asked lightly, "Why did he leave?" ”

"I have to leave, so that we can be better together in the future." I closed my eyes, what a difficult question to answer.

"Do you miss him?" Lin Haoran's tone was cold.

"I think, I think about it every day, and sometimes I regret it, I shouldn't have let him go too confidently, and now it's not easy to let him come back." I sighed and got up to put away the dishes.

"Then you are still with Jiang Zhenghao and Li Jianfei every day, if you let him know, won't he be angry?" Lin Haoran asked me with accusations in his words.

"It's work, it's friendship, and without the support of these friends, I don't think I can hold on now, let alone wait until he comes back." I looked back at Lin Haoran with a smile, and I smelled the vinegar in his tone.

"Aren't you afraid that when he comes back, he will be angry to see you and these two people walking so close?" Lin Haoran frowned.

"If he comes back, it proves that he remembered a qiē, then he won't think so, and he knew about Li Jianfei and Jiang Zhenghao's storage from the beginning, and he also knew what their position was next to me, so he wouldn't misunderstand." After I finished speaking, I turned my head and continued to wash the dishes, the corners of my mouth raised, today is a day worth remembering.

Lin Haoran suddenly walked behind me, leaned his head against my ear and whispered, "Can you tell me, the photos I saw on your computer just now, each of you seems to be leaning or facing one direction, what's there?" ”

I turned to face him, "What do you want me to tell you, what's standing there?" Is it an individual? Or are you ready to sue sù, that's a man? ”

"Is it really a man?" A trace of pain flashed in Lin Haoran's eyes.

"Yes, that's the guy I'm waiting for, he can't be in the picture when he's there, but he's always been here and there for me." I pointed to the location of the heart and the head.

"Then you are also a Yuandu master for him?" The pain in Lin Haoran's eyes deepened, and his eyes became cold.

"Yes, it's all about being with him." I admit it.

"What about others? Missing or dead? Lin Haoran asked directly, I could hear the cruelty in his words, but I wasn't angry at all.

"He's not missing, he's not dead, he's alive and well, it's just that he can't remember me now, so I'm waiting." My directness and burden surprised Lin Haoran, and he looked at me incredulously.

"Isn't it painful? Isn't it painful to wait for someone who doesn't know when she'll be able to come back? He asked me aloud.

"It hurts, of course it hurts, I couldn't hold on at first, I really wanted to run to him and tell him, but I held back, I insisted on letting him come back, if I couldn't hold on, then what would he do? If he thinks of me, and I am no longer in this world, then he will be more miserable, more lonely, I dare not think, so, I must persevere. I looked at him steadfastly, hoping that my words would remind him of something.

"Why are you so stupid?" Lin Haoran turned around and slammed the table hard, he was indignant for me, he thought I was stupid, but why should I be stupid, he didn't understand.

"Lin Haoran, sometimes it's good to be stupid alone, and the most important thing is to keep what you want to keep, isn't it?" I patted him on the back as a comfort.

Lin Haoran turned his head to look at me, very serious, and after a while, he said softly, "Xia Xiaoxue, if you can't wait for him to come back, you can choose again." ”

"Re-election? So what if I still choose him? Will he choose me? I asked him rhetorically.

"If he's not blind." Lin Haoran looked at me and replied word by word.

I laughed, laughed, but the moment I turned around, my tears flowed, wasn't he blind?

Lin Haoran put his hand in front of my neck from behind me, gently hugged my head into his arms, and I leaned on his arms and wept.

Lin Haoran just stood silently behind me, hugging me tightly, this long-lost embrace, so that I can't be myself, I don't want to leave at all, I seem to turn around and hug him tightly, but I'm afraid that he will misunderstand me, this contradictory heart makes me even more sad.

The sudden ringing of the mobile phone made me suddenly sober up, and I immediately pushed Lin Haoran away, I wiped my face with my hand indiscriminately, and pointed at him, "Answer the phone." ”

I turned around and continued to wash the dishes, while Lin Haoran turned around and went out of the kitchen to answer the phone.

When I got all the qiē and returned to the living room with the tea tray, I saw Lin Haoran sitting there looking at his phone in a daze.

I put a cup of tea in front of him and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

"My driver died." Lin Haoran looked up at me.

"What's going on, is there anything I can do to help?" I looked at Lin Haoran.

"He didn't go to work this morning, and he didn't ask for leave from the company, so I asked Xiao Wan to check, just now Xiao Wan called me to tell me that he had a car accident last night and was dead." Lin Haoran looked up at me, but there was uncertainty in his eyes.

"Car accidents? Last night? Drunk driving? "I'm guessing the possibilities.

"Xiao Wan said no, he hasn't drunk, and as far as I know, Liu Yang doesn't know how to drink, only smokes, I don't understand one thing, why did he go to that place at night, and he would have an accident in that place." Lin Haoran looked down at the teacup, and his hand circled around the teacup.

"Where is the accident now?" I could see that he had a doubt.

"Disruption of the National Highway 301 Highway." Lin Haoran looked up at me.

"Is there a problem there?" I didn't quite understand the question.

"One is that he didn't tell me that he was going out of the province, the second is that he didn't drive his own car there, and the third is ......" Lin Haoran paused and looked at me, seeing that I was looking at him seriously, he closed his eyes, "There was a car accident there a year ago, and the deceased was his girlfriend, who turned out to be a female anchor of the provincial radio station." ”

"How's that going?" I still don't get it.

"If I'm not mistaken, yesterday was his girlfriend's memorial day." Lin Haoran looked at me sternly.

This time, I understand that Lin Haoran felt that Liu Yang's death was not like an ordinary accident, and there should be something else.

"Then don't guess here, let's go and see the scene." I raised an eyebrow at him.

"That's what I thought, too, but you've just come back, won't you be tired?" Lin Haoran looked at me distressedly.

"It's okay, let's go and have a look, or I won't be able to sleep." I stood up and looked at him with a smile.

"Are you really okay?" Lin Haoran also stood up.

"Okay, don't be verbose, go and see if everyone is at ease." Ignoring his concerns, I took his hand and walked out the door.

When I walked to the door, I was pulled back by Lin Haoran, who hugged me in his arms and said softly, "Thank you!" ”

I was moved by the emotion in my heart.

When the two of us drove to the scene together, Wan Quanquan and Kong Jiahang had already arrived.

It's very empty, the view is very good, the bend is not big, I don't understand the terrain here, there shouldn't be an accident here.

"I don't understand, do you? We don't understand either, Xiao Wan and I have already looked around here before you arrived. "Kong Jiahang stood beside me and watched here.

"Why? What did the traffic police say? "I looked at Wan Quan.

"The traffic police just gave a reason for fatigue driving, nothing else." Wan Cheng shrugged his shoulders, very helpless.

I looked down at the guardrail here, this is the scene of the accident, the traces of the guardrail being scratched are still there, I followed the traces all the way forward, and walked out of about 200 meters.

I looked back at the direction of our parking with double flashes, and couldn't help frowning strangely, this is a straight, there is no bend, how can there be a car accident.

I sighed, I couldn't figure it out, and I walked back step by step, and halfway there, I suddenly seemed to hear something, and I stopped and looked under the guardrail, where it was all weeds, but I could feel that something was calling to me.

My strange appearance was discovered by Lin Haoran, he ran over quickly and pulled me over, and at this time I realized that I had just been pulled off the guardrail by Lin Haoran.

I turned my head to look at him, and now I must be very scared, because I saw Lin Haoran's concerned face.

I turned my head to look under the guardrail again, and there was no longer the call I had just heard, and I couldn't help but frown.

When I walked back, I whispered to Lin Haoran, "There is a voice, just to summon me." ”

"Do you hear what?" Lin Haoran put his hand around my shoulder.

"Hear me clearly, let me go, there is the truth I want to know." I followed in his footsteps with my eyes closed.

"Don't go it alone, it's too dangerous." Lin Haoran tightened the hand on my shoulder.

I could only nod my head, if he hadn't found it in time, I might have jumped down, knowing that there was a deep ditch that went straight up and down.

As soon as I walked back to the parking lot, Lin Haoran pressed me back into the car and warned me not to walk around.

I can only nod obediently, honestly sit in the car and no longer move, I think back to the scene just now, I can feel the truth of that voice, very affinity, people can't help but believe her, it's her, it's a woman's voice, a woman? Women?

I suddenly understood, and immediately stretched out my head to the three people standing outside and shouted, "Come here, I know." ”

The three of them ran towards me together, they all looked at me in unison, and I took a deep breath, "That voice is a woman's, you said, the car accident here was a year ago, the female anchor." ”

Lin Haoran's eyes widened, and he immediately realized something and pulled me out of the car.

Sure enough, the moment I was pulled out and hugged by him, the radio in the car suddenly rang by itself, and the voice of the female anchor I heard just now was saying in an extremely gentle voice: "Dear listeners and friends, hello everyone, I am your old friend Huang Fei, I haven't seen you for a long time, I hope we can have a pleasant evening today." ”

I looked up at Lin Haoran, he was also looking at me, his eyes were full of concern and worry, if he hadn't pulled me out decisively, I would have been locked in the car at this time, and what would happen next, I couldn't imagine it at all.

Her voice came out on the radio again: "Today we have invited an important guest, he is the most important person in the world, the person I love the most, he is Liu Yang, come to Liu Yang, say hello to our friends." ”

"Hello everyone, I'm Liu Yang, I'm very happy to be here to communicate with you, and what makes me even happier is that I can finally be with my lover, I want to feel that she has been waiting for me, and I have been looking for her, and now I can finally be together, I am very happy." The man's voice came out.