Chapter 49. I don't want to be a bystander anymore
After swallowing the last bite of noodle soup, Su Musha asked again: "You don't need a secret guard in Dianzhou, so what about the way you came?" It's going to be worth it. ”
"You're not Yongjing alone." Su Liang buried his head in the soup bowl, and his eyelids did not lift.
“…… Worm is really your man...... Is he alive? ”
This sentence finally made Su Liang raise his head from the soup bowl and stare at Su Musha for a long time before replying, "Of course," he smiled strangely and asked mysteriously, "Do you still want to see him again?" ”
Do you want to see a bookworm again?
If it had been a month ago, when the bookworm had just disappeared, and someone asked Su Musha like this, she would have said "yes" without hesitation.
Even half a month ago, she was just kicked out of the Xiaoxiao Gang by Su Wan'er, and when she walked alone on the streets of Yongjing, which was still unfamiliar, she was full of thoughts, and there was no one around her to talk to and discuss......
"Shortly after Worm Bo just disappeared, I went to Lingyun Villa, and the people in Tuoshan Villa inquired about his whereabouts," Su Musha's gaze turned to the door, recalling that past, "The day I was kicked out by my aunt happened to be the same day as the delivery result of Lingyun Villa, and the result they gave me was to refund the deposit. ”
“…… Fortunately, if the task is not completed, the deposit is doubled. Su Liang held back for a long time and said this.
Su Musha glanced at him speechlessly, and continued: "When I saw that silver ticket, my heart was cold, I couldn't even find the worm uncle in Lingyun Villa, he was probably ...... dead."
"My mind was messed up at the time, I know, I must have guessed something wrong," Su Musha said this, raising his eyes to look at Su Liang, with a hint of tremor in his voice, "I thought that the insect uncle was sent by the Lin family, and Lord Lin would never do anything to 'extinguish the mouth'." From this point of view, either I mistrusted Lord Lin, he was actually a despicable, shameless and ruthless person, or I was too hasty, and based on only a few specious clues, I decided that Uncle Worm was sent by the Lin family, but in fact, there was someone else who instructed him. ”
"Uncle Worm ran away, although I was worried about him, I was always angry in my heart, angry that he had a password, angry that he didn't confess to me, so since I got the conclusion that I thought I was 'yes', I haven't cared about his whereabouts," Su Musha raised his hand to cover his eyes, letting warm tears slowly seep out, "But it was because of my 'negative anger that I didn't pursue it', I hurt him, I hurt him......"
Su Liang never expected that one of his jokes would lead to such a consequence, he was most afraid of women crying in his life, it was really terrible, why was the stool under his buttocks so panicked.
"This, you are so guilty, it's really unnecessary, in fact, ......"
He suddenly couldn't say any more, just because Su Musha in front of him slowly lowered his hands, revealing her slightly watery but gradually indifferent eyes.
"It's really not necessary, I know now, he's still alive, listen to your tone, he's still alive and well, but he didn't come to see me, it's been so long, and there hasn't been any news," Su Musha took a deep breath, "Since he is so ruthless, what else do I see him do?" ”
Su Liang was stunned, all along, he was the only one who was speechless and gritted his teeth, but Su Musha's words, he was speechless.
"The nails are all ...... Fate is impermanent, wandering everywhere," Su Liang suddenly spoke, contrary to his cynical normality, "often wake up, I can't remember where I am, what task I am doing, whether it is called Zhang San or Li Si," his eyes dimmed, half pity and half self-pity, "Over time, for foreign objects, I don't dare to pour too deeply, who knows if today/day/friend will be tomorrow/day/enemy." ”
Su Musha listened to these heartfelt words, and seemed to be moved, she knew that Su Liang's words were not only an explanation for the bookworm, but also his confession.
"He's not ruthless, he's never ruthless to you, because he knows his mission early on, and you're just a task for him, not a flesh-and-blood person."
With such a reckless statement, Su Liang looked calm when he said it, and he didn't seem to be worried about Su Musha's reaction when he heard it.
"It's really unfair...... Su Mu was silent for a while, and said with a smile, "No wonder there are so few insect words, so few are a little abnormal." Maybe it's all his disguise, maybe he's not taciturn by nature, maybe he's just like you, a mean and verbose person. ”
“…… Ha, I really want to take you to see him now, so that you can see who is mean," Su Liang rolled his eyes at the sky, "Remember your words today, I'm waiting for the day when you slap yourself in the mouth." “
"Do you think we'll be different in the future?" Laughing and laughing, Su Musha felt a lot of emotion about Su Liang's words, "Today is a friend, tomorrow is an enemy?" ”
"We won't," Su Liang smiled at first, then seemed to think of something, sighed, and didn't say anything more immediately, and only said after a while, "But what is your Tao?" ”
As he spoke, he stood up and picked up the dishes and chopsticks on the table, as if he had done it many times.
"You used to call yourself a 'member of the Xiaoxiao Gang', and your way is probably to do everything you can to let the Xiaoxiao Gang be in a safe corner and not be encroached upon by other gangs."
Walking out of the stove room with a wooden basin with dirty dishes and chopsticks, and walking to the well, Su Liang skillfully shook a bucket of well water, poured it into the basin with a loud noise, and skillfully began to wash and wash it by the moonlight.
"Later, you knew that the Xiaoxiao Gang was in danger of being cleared, and you tried every means to save Dongfang Yun, negotiate with Uncle Lin, study the fairy water, and plant the Holy Lingzhi, at that time, your way was to help the Xiaoxiao Gang avoid the crisis.
"Later, you and Su Wan'er tore their faces and had to come out to settle down, what is your way now?" Su Liang finished his work while speaking, and washed his hands carefully with new water, "Open a shop and sell flowers to live?" ”
Listening to others narrate half of their lives is actually a very bleak thing, so many years, thousands of days and nights, in the mouths of others is just three or five sentences.
"I want to grow the Holy Reishi mushroom that relieves addiction, and I want to find out who is behind the fairy water."
Since the moment Su Wan'er was kicked out of the house, Su Musha could only put most of his hopes in life on the Holy Lingzhi, thinking that one day he could do a big thing, no matter whether the fairy water was related to her mother, as long as she could solve the poison of the fairy water, it would be considered her filial piety.
She is like a traveler who is groping in the dark night, from the dark night, gradually moving towards the dawn, from the beginning of reaching out and not seeing five fingers, to now barely able to see, she slowly has an understanding of the situation she is in.
Whoever is a friend and who is an enemy will be on the same path.
"I don't want to just watch from the sidelines, I don't want to fight back only when I'm beaten," Su Musha's expression was stern and serious, this time, she didn't make jokes anymore, jokingly teasing, "I want to join you." ”
(The heroine's diary 182, the last supplement on August 8, I don't want to look at the sky anymore and wander with the tide, because I found that people can't escape fate, only head-on this road)
(To be continued.) )