Pushing open the door of the medicine room, the strong smell of herbs came to my nose, and the herbs on the medicine shelves were neatly arranged and orderly. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

As far as the eye can see, there are familiar types of medicinal herbs everywhere, but the familiar figure of the carefully placed medicinal herbs is missing.

When Jiujiu stood at the door stunned, Mo Ye had already raised his legs and stepped in, and walked over to open the window with skillful movements.

Looking at the familiar moon-white figure, a touch of complexity crossed Jiujiu's eyes, and he opened his mouth, hesitated, and stopped talking.

After repeating this, his eyes flickered, and finally he couldn't help but blurt out, "Mo Xie, why do you want to do this?" ”

While nervously waiting for an answer, I couldn't help but take a long breath, hesitated for so long, and finally asked.

Although he had been prepared for a long time, hearing her words, Mo Ye's movements still paused slightly and remained silent.

The two of them were relatively speechless, the silence spread, and the scorching sunlight shone in through the window, but it could not dispel the medicinal fragrance that filled the room.

Standing in silence like this, I don't know how long I stood until Mo Ye's figure shook slightly.

Xu stood for a long time, and there was a tingling pain in his legs, and his ink-like eyebrows frowned slightly, and he moved painfully.

The azure eyes quietly crossed a trace of bitterness, and these legs, even if they could stand up, were standing on the tip of the knife.

Taking a deep breath, lowering his eyes to hide the bitterness between his eyebrows, he looked at her lightly, "Do they know about your situation?" ”

Faced with his words that the bull's head was not in the horse's mouth, Jiujiu was subconsciously stunned for a moment, and looked at him with some confusion.

Mo Ye looked at her with a wandering gaze, and before she could ask her doubts, he sighed lightly and opened his mouth to break the silence.

"You're in a bad situation!" Obviously invisible, the azure eyes faintly added a trace of worry that could not be ignored.

"I've examined your body, and although it doesn't show it on the outside, the inside has long been damaged by Gu poison.

You should know better than anyone that with your current physical condition, it will take as many as three years and five years, and as little as six months and three months.

And now, your body is getting worse and worse, and you can't take any blows, have you ever thought about it, maybe ......"

"Master knows!" Before he could finish his words, he was interrupted by Jiujiu, and his clear apricot eyes flickered slightly.

"These young masters know that because they know too well, they cherish every day of their lives more and more, and maybe one day, they will never see it again."

Listening to her breezy words, Mo Ye's eyes quietly crossed a complex color, "You, aren't you afraid of death?" ”

"I'm afraid!" Jiujiu replied very simply, without a trace of delicate artificiality, very direct and objective.

"The master has stepped into the ghost gate more than once, and it is Shihe who has worked tirelessly to pull the master back again and again.

Because Jing Distance has touched death, Xiao Ye is more afraid of death than anyone else, and he is more eager to live than anyone else.

But fear cannot change the current state, and the power of man will never be able to fight against the birth, aging, sickness and death of nature.

Now that the end is doomed, instead of being scared day and night, it is better to open your heart and enjoy the ...... moment"

"You're thinking very openly!"

Hearing her tirade, Mo Ye couldn't help but snort coldly, not knowing whether he was praising her or sarcastically mocking himself.

Jiujiu doesn't care, this is what he really looks like, like this, he slowly merges with the familiar person in his memory.

Three years is not a long time, it is not a short time, and the grievances of the day and night are enough to change a person's mind.

Perhaps, three years ago, she chose not to say goodbye, which was the biggest reason for Mo Ye's change.

sighed lightly, and looked at the familiar face with complicated eyes, "Mo Ye, I'm sorry!" ”

This apology accompanied her for three whole years, and finally said it to his face, without any embellishment, from the heart.

His footsteps staggered slightly, because of her words, Mo Ye's face turned slightly pale, and the corners of his lips quietly crossed a trace of bitterness.

He never hated her, not so much hate, but resentment, resentment of her heartlessness, resentment of her not saying goodbye.

To save her, he was duty-bound, he lost his light for her, and he did it in a wheelchair for three years, and he never complained about her.

He can endure a lifetime of darkness, he can endure the stinging pain of his feet stepping on the blade, or he can endure waiting in silence.

But I can't stand her evasion, I can't stand her again and again without saying goodbye.

The greater the hope, the greater the disappointment; He waited silently for three years, and finally waited for her, but he was no longer familiar with her.

In her memory, she would smile at him, chase after him, and take him to make trouble everywhere for fear that the world would not be chaotic and cause trouble.

But when they meet again, they are only full of guilt and embarrassment, and they seem to never be able to return to their former youth and ignorance.

Looking at the different strange faces around her, watching her smile at others, and he, only loneliness in the darkness remained.

He hated, hated all people, including his father, the man, who had begotten him and raised him, but never cared for him.

So he wants to take revenge on society and everyone, but after all, he is reluctant to attack her and make her sad.

Holding back the suffocation sensation in his chest, he looked at her with a complicated expression, "Why did this happen between us?" ”

Hearing his words, Jiujiu was silent, perhaps since Shihe chose to sacrifice him to save himself, he couldn't go back.

For the rest of her life, there was only guilt and gratitude for him, and a faint embarrassment that could not be described in words.

For the first time, Jiujiu didn't call himself a master, "Mo Xie, you hate me, I can understand it, but Shihe ......"

"You don't understand anything!" Mo Xie interrupted her excitedly, her azure eyes filled with unspeakable pain.

"From beginning to end, he cared about you alone, and in his eyes, I was just a waste.

When necessary, he did not hesitate to give up the defective product, he is not worthy of being a father, he is not worthy of my respect. ”

"Mo Xie!" Jiujiu was extremely shocked and looked at the gloomy person in front of him, his eyes full of disbelief.

She never knew that Mo Ye's hatred for Shihe was so deep, and all of this was because of her, because of Shihe's love for her.

Looking at the slightly trembling emaciated back, Jiujiu opened his mouth, with a hint of complexity in his eyes that could not be ignored.

"Mo Xie, do you know, in fact, the master is very envious of you;

envy that you are a child of Shihe, envy that you can quarrel with him and argue with him without scruples;

I envy you even more that you can be unscrupulous and awkward and lose your temper with him.

But the master can only envy, for you, Shihe hurts the master less than you;

At least, in the eyes of the master, it was just a tsundere, the clumsiest way of a father who was not good at expressing his feelings! (To be continued.) )