So when An Liyan confronted her from beginning to end, he always wandered on the edge of the topic and never faced it head-on: "I know everything you should know and what you shouldn't know, including those things that you fear in your heart. XsHuotXT”

When Xi Xinlan heard this, her face became more and more ugly, but there was a trace of obvious fear, and she pointed to the face in front of her in disbelief: "You...... You...... How do you know? ”

She did a very secret secret, except for the key person, others have no possibility to know, and the person in front of her was only such a big child back then, she deliberately avoided him, how could he know.

In an instant, Xi Xinlan kept shaking her head when she thought of this: "No, definitely not, you can't know." ”

An Liyan continued to raise a sneer at the corner of his mouth, and asked with disdain: "The so-called no impermeable wall, how can you be sure?" All your words are not heard by others. ”

When An Liyan said this, the former stared at him with a sudden understanding: "You overheard my conversation with your grandfather." ”

The words were so affirmative, she thought of countless possibilities, and it seemed that only this one had the greatest chance.

This time, An Liyan did not deny it, he continued to nod: "Yes, I heard your conversation in the study, but I think you are shameless enough, such things can be done." ”

The moment he knew this secret, his mind was blank, and he didn't know how to face Annan next, as if he had become desperate in an instant, and it was also at that time that his heart began to gradually become distorted, and he has been distorted until now, and there is no possibility of returning to normal.

He sometimes doubts that he is still not a normal person, only the position of the heart he is holding, touching the familiar heartbeat, he is sure that he is alive, but it is also numb to live, countless nights, countless dark nights he really feels very tired, very tired.

If it wasn't for the support of a trace of faith in his heart, he probably had already gone.

And with such a mother that he can't describe in words, he doesn't know how to face it, and he may blindly escape.

He was afraid that one day, he would become a tool in her hands again, so he didn't dare to come back and didn't want to come back, after so many years, he still had to come back temporarily, before he came back, he didn't have much hope in his heart, he was afraid that the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment.

And the final truth is exactly the same as his conjecture, and Yiqiē is already like a cloud of smoke, and there is no way to go back.

Even the girl who would call her brother sweetly couldn't go back.

It's false to say that you're not disappointed in your heart, but what can you do? None of them can be changed by him alone, and the non-cooperation of others dooms him, and he will only be a one-man show in this life.

And the person who caused the suffering of his life was the woman in front of him, a person who was his biological mother, a woman who gave him life, so he hated it even more, if he was destined to be born without love, he would rather never come to this world, and he was not grateful to her for giving him life.