304 Young girl in a wooden cage
cpa300_4(); At the same time, there was a sudden scream of surprise from Feng Feifei's room, which tore through the night, and even the sound changed, it really didn't look like Feng Feifei, who was overturning the storm in the Seven Kingdoms, would come out.
The demon's face immediately changed, and he didn't care about the old eunuch who was already awake, the white shadow swept out in a flash, and a purple shadow also floated out like lightning in the darkness.
In a dark room. Feng Feifei jumped up from the bed in a sweat, jumped to the ground, knocked over the table, stepped on the chair, tore the tent, extinguished the lights, and broke her heart and lungs!
She...... She saw it! She saw them all! Not bits and pieces! Rather, in full detail!
From which world the wind wafted, with the smell of soot and night grass, the wind was no longer transparent, with a thin layer of smoke, pale and white, drifting into the pale little hands.
There are boards on all sides, one arm long, two arms high, she stretched out her arms to measure, in fact, there is no need to measure, this is the length that has long been rotten in her heart, so familiar that she closed her eyes, and she also knew that there was a dotted dark scar on the wooden board behind her near the wooden tenon, and there was a small protrusion at the bottom of the board.
She looked down with understanding, looked at her little arms, small feet, and the cloth rope tied to her feet, and saw the almost eternal darkness that wrapped herself, and not far ahead of the darkness, the copper bell "Jingle Bell" under the eaves of the palace rang, and the sound of silence was transmitted into this more silent narrow world, I don't know where the light of the palace lamp came from afar, lilac, hazy, every day this lamp was on for three hours, and then extinguished, at that time, she should be in the silent darkness, He groped and fell asleep.
Sleep down. There were no mattresses, no pillows, some rags and cotton wool. In the summer, there was not even rag or cotton wool, and he slept naked in the stuffy darkness. Sweating one body after another, soaking the plank under him, the day went by, the plank became darker, as black as the sauce black of the bottomless abyss.
In the stuffy, narrow, unventilated and airtight space, there are still many mosquitoes "buzzing", silently, like pinprick after mouthful. I had to keep turning over, scratching desperately, scratching until I fell asleep vaguely, and was woken up by the heat after sleeping for two or three hours, my heart was suffocated and uncomfortable, I opened my mouth wide and panted like a dehydrated fish, and when I touched it, my whole body was red spots, partly prickly heat, and partly scratched. Pickled by sweat, it hurts hotly. There are bedsores in many places on the body - a person who does not have any disease has bedsores.
Thereupon. In the summer, I looked forward to winter, as if the dryness and coolness of winter was salvation, but when it really came to winter, I found that the cold winter moon was much more difficult than the heat of summer, the wind penetrated from all sides, the thin wooden planks could not be stopped, and the small knife scraped on the skin, and then cracked into the bones from the skin. The bones "squeaked" and "quacked" and grinded, and the cracks in the bones were full of ice. She wrapped all the old cloth wool around her body and shrunk her body into the smallest ball possible. Still can't resist such a bone-chilling cold, so cold...... So cold... made her worry that at a young age, she would freeze out of arthritis.
However, she could not speak, she could not ask for a futon, she could not ask for a fan, she could not call, she could not ...... Step out of the locked wooden cage.
Yes, wooden cages. Living in a wooden cage...... Child.
This child is not Feng Feifei, not Princess Yuyi, but it is her! It's her! That strong soul who has long been one with her!
So, it's her too! That's her!
The whole world is a square wooden cage with one arm wide and two arms long, she can't stand, she can only squat, she can never sleep straight, she lifts the futon under it, digs a hole, and she dissolves from the hole.
Outside the wooden cage, those flowers, those birds, those light steps, those free stretches, those cheerful words, those bright spring light. It has nothing to do with the world in the wooden cage.
…… Someone was gently knocking on the wooden cage, and the familiar three sounds, one light and two heavy, then two cold and hard steamed buns were stuffed into the gap between the upper heads.
A woman's face flickered through the crack, a young, beautiful, but prematurely haggard face from a long period of fear. Her eyes were painful and compassionate, full of heavy depression, as if she was about to cry when she touched it like that, she looked at her sadly through the gap, and in those eyes, she saw the familiar shrinking self.
A qiē, so familiar. Familiar to the depths of the bloodline, so familiar to be so shocking, as if the white electric light suddenly split through the dome that did not see the sky, and at once the soul of her dream and the body of the past were split!
This is not who she is now! This is a five-year-old her, this is a five-year-old wind nameless.
Nameless, nameless. A palace maid has no intention of being favored, and once in the spring breeze, the princess who was born in the secret knot of the pearl fetus, no one gave her a name. No one even gave her a chance to survive.
The emperor of Fengye Kingdom established a new queen, the new queen was jealous, no one was allowed to inherit the favor anymore, no one was allowed to regenerate His Majesty's children, she herself was born one a year, but the harem women were sterilized from then on, if anyone dared to seduce His Majesty and dare to give birth to the emperor, she must be greeted by the worst death in the world.
However, that year, Yi'an, the combing palace maid in Concubine Su's palace, became pregnant. No one knows why she got pregnant. Maybe it was the emperor Wang who passed by the palace one day and saw the beautiful palace maid with her sleeves and hair up, her jade arms like lotus roots in her slippery sleeves, and her eyebrows were charming and bright like spring, so she romantically moved forward to seek joy; Maybe it was because the queen was pregnant every year but the emperor was not allowed to use rain and dew on the harem again, just when the emperor in the prime of life had a long night, he met a slender woman who came in willows and flowers, and pressed her down in the green grass like a blanket on the spot......
It's just maybe, there is no life to verify, just like those old things scattered in the bloody court, which have long since decayed into ashes, and no one can pick them up anymore.
Ten months later, there was no name in the world. At her first glance in this world, she saw a room without lights, a pale woman in the blood water, who gritted her teeth and cut the placenta with a fire-baked scissors, saw a small jade lotus floating in the blood water, heard her silent moan covered by the quilt, smelled the bloody breath all over the sky, felt her face full of tears stuck to her face, and choked up: "Child, don't cry...... Can't cry...... We're all dead when we cry...... Please, don't cry......"
So, she became the first newborn who never cried, in order to save the woman's life and herself.
A child who lives in a closed wooden cage in the dark all year round.
A young girl alive in a wooden cage. (To be continued.) )