Chapter Eighty-Five: The Past

The emperor was bedridden for many days and never summoned any princes and concubines. Today, the three princes and the imperial concubine were summoned in succession, and the ministers secretly guessed that the big thing had been decided.

The ministers privately recognized that Ye Lixuan was seated on the throne, but they didn't know what kind of scene was inside.

In the Ziyang Palace, Concubine Huangde was held by Ye Linghao with a tender and thin hand, and sat on the edge of the dragon bed dignifiedly. Although there are some traces of time on his face, he is still bright and moving.

"I heard that when a person is about to die, he will see the past more clearly. Sure enough, I've been a lot more sober these days. ”

"The emperor is talking nonsense. The emperor is blessed with a unique fortune and will be blessed. ”

Ye Linghao smiled and patted her hand.

"Well, don't say these flattering words. I know that this body won't last long. I came to you today, just to talk to you for a while. ”

Hearing him say that he was thinking of her at this moment, Concubine Huangde didn't know what she was feeling in her heart.

He perfunctory her for half a lifetime, so how can she not blame her? Now that he remembers her, how can she not be moved?

She was angry, but she didn't understand whether she blamed him for his ruthlessness, or if she blamed him for thinking of her for so long.

"Qingyu, I have been tossing for a long time, and now I dare to admit my intentions. From beginning to end, the person I love is just you. ”

He called her name, and said love words lightly, which suddenly caused her eyes to overflow with tears.

This sentence came too late. She had waited too long for this sentence.

"What I liked in the first place was your hard temper. became the emperor, but he hated it for no reason. I don't like your strength, and I'm afraid that the harem will be involved in the court, so I demoted your position. You haven't changed, it's me who has changed. It's because I can't keep my promise and wronged you. ”

It turned out that he set up a side concubine as the queen for no reason, and it was for this reason. Her forced smile turned out to be hard and strong for him, ridiculous, ridiculous.

"It's been so many years, and I still mentioned what I did at the beginning."

She can't change her temperament. Even if there is a big gap in my heart, I don't want to show it to anyone. Just like now, she is obviously sentimental in her heart, but she still speaks lightly and pretends to be free and easy.

"I still remember that the fourth brother and I both love you. At that time, the fourth brother had not yet married, and he was bent on growing old with you. And I already have a side concubine and a concubine, and I also have Yun Xuan. But when the crown prince was undecided, you married me without hesitation and became Princess Xuan. I thought then that I would give you the best. It's a pity ......"

When she first married him, she was indeed happy. Counting those days, it should be the happiest time of her life. He indulged in her willfulness and gave her what he could. He's as good as he can be, there's nothing to fault with.

"The emperor has done it."

Ye Linghao shook his head and said with a wry smile: "No, I don't. I have failed you. Since I shoulder the responsibility of the world, I have changed. The rise and fall of the world is just a thought of me, and the children's private feelings should be put aside. I began to weigh the pros and cons of feelings, sacrificing the small self to fulfill the big self. ”

She knew how much he valued the throne, but she didn't know that she was also extremely important to him. In his heart, it was enough to have her at the table. She has been depressed for so many years, but she is satisfied in a moment.

Then you also changed, and all your thoughts were poured into Lixuan. You want him to be the emperor of the Western Nights, and I think he can do it. I have painstakingly cultivated him for many years, but in the end, he couldn't escape a love word and gave up this great future. ”

Originally, Mo Lan's personality was mostly like him, and he should have preferred Mo Lan. But his love for Lixuan is always much deeper, and it may still have the meaning of loving the house and Wu.

He didn't want Lixuan to be trapped by love, but Lixuan couldn't extricate himself. He struggled, but he made the best choice.

If you love the elderly, you can't do great things.

"I want to make amends to you, but there is no hope. If you are not here, don't blame me. Maybe the throne is a constraint for him, and without the responsibility of the common people, he may be able to live more comfortably. ”

Concubine Huangde listened to him quietly, just looked at him silently, and did not interrupt. She understood what he meant, Xuan'er had no chance of being on the throne.

He had never spoken so much to her, and he must have thought deeply about every word.

She was bent on letting Xuan'er ascend to the throne, but after listening to his words, she didn't feel that her heart was uneven, and she was so quiet that she was a little surprised.

Ye Lixuan's temperament is indeed very different from Ye Ling Hao. Ye Lixuan also has Ye Linghao's decisive choice, but it is a little more affectionate than it.

It is for this little bit of affection that Xuan'er has made trouble with herself to this point. She should have thought hard about what he was after.

The two stopped mentioning the matter and talked about their first acquaintance. Speaking of affairs, it made the imperial concubine smile like a flower, just like the young girl back then.