Chapter 116: Lonely Waiting

"Huh? Le'er. Everybody's out, what are you still doing here? Xi Xin walked a few steps outside, but found Le'er and standing motionless, so he immediately turned back. She understands that Le'er is deeply blaming herself for losing her stubborn memory, and her mood must be extremely low.

Le'er moved the stool next to her and gently placed it on the side of the couch, "I want to accompany my sister...... My sister has no memory, and when she wakes up, she forgets everything she had done before...... Have fun...... Also forgot"

His voice slowly grew smaller, with an indescribable sadness, loss and muffle.

"Le'er...... You are not to blame for this...... Also, I think it's a good thing that my sister has forgotten the past, and from a certain point of view. ”

"A good thing?" Le'er looked at her suspiciously, very puzzled. Is it a good thing that my sister forgot a qiē and no longer remembered herself and the past?

"Yes, think about it, my sister has no memories, she has forgotten the things before, and she has forgotten the conflicts with Brother Zeran, as well as those sad and bad memories that make her sad. In this way, my sister and brother can be together again. Isn't this the kind of thing Le'er wants to see the most? ”

Xi Xin Yingying smiled, and obediently pulled Lale'er's hand, "You, you should think more about the benefits, such a smart monster, as soon as he touched his sister's matter, he suddenly became an idiot." ”

"I ...... Xixin, you are so good, always comfort me at this time. ”

"Of course, who made me like you......" Xin muttered quietly, suddenly reacting to something, and his face turned red with shame, "I...... I mean, I'm with you with my sister. ”

Outside the room.

The heavy snow has long stopped, and the entire palace is immersed in the rising sun, the sun is melting, I don't know if it is because the snow is colder, everyone feels that their bodies are eroded by the cold from the inside out.

"What do you want to know?"

"Yan'er's qiē, about her qiē. You and Le'er, you are trying your best to hide it. Shen Yuqing asked eagerly. Tianmo stood aside, his eyes full of anticipation and curiosity.

Ze Ran raised his head, his eyes narrowed slightly, looking at the rising sun, and the corners of his mouth raised a smile without the slightest warmth, "Knowing such a thing doesn't make sense to you as a mortal." ”

"How could it not make sense?" Shen Yuqing asked rhetorically, "As long as it is related to her, even if it is small, it will be of great significance to me." I want to know the things that upset her, the things that worry her, why there is a seal in her body, I want to know what kind of existence she has in your mind, I want to know all the truth! Shen Yuqing looked at his back coldly, and his voice changed from calm and indifferent, and involuntarily turned into an angry roar.

"I'm sorry, I can't answer so much, and I can't sue you for everything, I only sue you for one thing, knowing this, maybe your heart will be better." Ze Ran leaned over, his long eyelashes drooped, and his eyes were indescribably gloomy, "Did a woman wearing a veil and a person named Huo Yu sue you before, Zhiyan is a stand-in for a person named Yingchen?" ”

He smiled self-deprecatingly, with indescribable pain and desolation in his smile, "Lingering dust is Yan'er, Yan'er is lingering dust." ”

What the?! Tianmo and Shen Yuqing were speechless in surprise when they heard Ze Ran's words. And only Mo Qi, standing aside, was still the same wooden face without any expression, and there was not even a single ripple in his eyes.

"Yan'er is a god?" Shen Yuqing still didn't believe it.

"Yan'er is not a god, she is just Yan'er, and the lingering dust is ...... In other words, even Hingchen is unwilling to admit that he is a god. ”

Tianmo smiled lightly, his smile was full of relief, "I don't care who Yan'er was before, whether she is lingering, persistent, human, or god, so what does it matter?" She has always been our Yan'er, whether she remembers us or not, she is the kindest and loveliest sister in my heart. Huh? Where is Shen Yuqing going? ”

Shen Yuqing looked at Ze Ran and smiled lightly, "Since you ...... You don't want her to remember the past, and you don't want what happened before to repeat itself, so just leave it to me with confidence. I am responsible for giving her an ordinary life, to find a 'home' for her. ”

Ze Ran was slightly stunned, and then smiled lightly, and there was finally some warmth in his smile, "Thank you." ”

It was late at night when Zhiyan woke up again, and the moonlight shone into the house through the window, emitting a soft glow. The lamps in the room were not extinguished, and there was a dim light on the candlesticks. She got up slowly, but found that the quilt was pressed by a force, and she saw the boy in red clothes she had seen before lying on the side of her couch and falling asleep. His eyes are long, his eyelashes are also long, he looks like he is about fifteen or sixteen years old, he doesn't know what he dreamed of, his small mouth is slightly pursed, and he looks cute.

Zhiyan smiled lightly and couldn't help but gently touch his head with his hand. Was he also a friend of his own? It's so cute, and I can't help but feel like I'm close to him.

Le'er felt Zhiyan's touch, rubbed her eyes and sat up, seeing that Zhiyan had woken up, the look in her eyes was complicated, happy, but more sad.

"Sister, have you woken up, are you hungry?"

Zhiyan shook his head lightly and smiled slightly, "You just called me sister?" So, you're my brother, huh? ”

"Hmm." With tears in her eyes, Le Er smiled and nodded. "Sister, you really can't remember anything from the past?"

Zhi Yan shook his head slightly, "I don't remember at all, by the way, can you tell me your name, and there are some things in the past." ”

"My name is Le'er," Le'er grabbed Zhiyan's hand tightly, "Sister, what happened in the past...... Just let it pass, there's no point in mentioning it again, in short, you're Le'er's best sister. ”

He hugged her gently, a satisfied smile on the corner of his mouth, smiling and smiling, but tears flowed uncontrollably from his eyes.

Now he really understands Ze Ran's original feeling, the feeling of being involuntarily, obviously the most important person in his life is so close to him, even in your arms, but she doesn't remember those past, those memories of you and her bitter or sweet, or crying or laughing. You obviously want to sue her, but you are afraid that those memories of the past will make her bruised. Obviously, they are still the same two people, obviously together, but those precious pasts, to recall, to protect, are now the only ones left with you.