068 Beyond the beginning, become eternal
"You must be thinking why I know your heart, you let me keep singing "Later", and I understand the meaning of this song, in fact, a lifetime is not simply to love only one person, but to be able to find the person who is worthy of your pursuit, worthy of your cherishment, worthy of your protection, even if you have experienced 99 people before finding this person, but as long as you can find someone who is willing to give as much as you can to love, even if you experience countless 99, it is worth it."
Still wearing a mask, I looked up at the twinkling stars and sighed.
It was as if the stars had understood, and agreed with what I said, flickering faster and brighter, but flickering with sadness.
"But it's hard to forget about being alone, I can't go through other feelings, how can I find someone who can give as much as I can."
Li Qingshu looked at the same sky and said different words, and his somewhat sick face became more and more melancholy.
I glanced at Li Qingshu and continued to talk about my understanding of love, because her tears attracted me and made me uncontrollable to continue.
"The sweetness of love is short-lived, but the pain of breaking up is eternal, people can forget the sweetness of jì, but they can't forget the scene and the pain in the depths of the soul when they break up, you are the same, I am the same, almost every day will touch the scene, how to forget the person who once was? That relationship? Only another better one appeared. ”
For example, when you have a playlist marked as "I like", you will rarely listen to new songs, but if one day, you go to a lively street or a luxury shopping mall, and accidentally hear a song that suits you very well and likes very much, you will be eager to go back and search for it, and then download it, and the single will be heard in a loop, so everyone is the same, it's not that you can't love another person like the original person, but you can't meet the person you think is the best, and when you accidentally meet, I can guarantee that you will work harder to love him, even beyond the beginning, and become eternal, when the time will gently wear away the pain and soothe the old with new sweetness. ”
Li Qingshu seemed to listen to my love words, thinking as he walked, digesting the words I said, while I continued to speak, continued to suppress and transform my voice, talking to Li Qingshu was really bad, and every word I said had to be filtered and processed.
"Sometimes lovelorn people need to think like this, to encourage themselves, I must be happier than him (her), for myself and for him (her)"
I enlighten Li Qingshu at the same time, how can I not enlighten myself, my pain is not much less than Li Qingshu, the twinkling stars illuminate the night, illuminate the roads, but also illuminate the night wind and the dry tree full of pain, but can not illuminate my heart, said a few words, my mind is the figure of Manqing Miaoman, this is already countless times to think of her, she and I said that the picture of the breakup is not the slightest blur, on the contrary, it is more and more clear, clearly reflecting the pain, It was as if the pain was already clearly visible.
"Happier than him, how easy is it to say, I can see that you are the same as me, the pain in your heart has not healed, can you tell me about you? If it's inconvenient, forget it. ”
Li qingshu's face was sad, and the pitiful beauty brought a unique picture to this night, and li qingshu said that i would definitely agree to it, but the premise is
"Okay, but for the sake of fairness, you say it first."
"Why? Why didn't you say it first? ”
"Because you invited me, I put my work aside and came to press the road with you, and you have to say this first."
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"I don't want to say it."
"Don't say it."
In this way, Li Qingshu and I fell into a painful silence again, walked dozens of steps, and was silent for a few minutes, I felt that I would have to be silent until tomorrow, until the sun rose.
"It's time for me to go back to the bar and sing, you can go by yourself, stay safe."
I suddenly stopped and continued to move forward, looking at Li Qingshu, who was slowly advancing, and said indifferently.
When the words fell, I turned around in a dashing manner and walked the way I came, completely ignoring Li Qingshu's feelings, maybe this is what I want, right?
"Do you have time tomorrow?"
Just a few steps away, Li Qingshu's inquiry arrived.
Damn, is this girl asking me out? How can it be? It would be hilarious if I wore a mask during the day, and even more hilarious without a mask.
"Sorry, no time."
As I spoke, I quickened my pace and walked quickly into the night, leaving the silent Li Qingshu to hand over to this night that would not be asleep
"Liang Jiafeng, the fat director asked you to go to her office."
"Uh, what's the matter with me?"
"How do I know?"
The chicken chop girl glared at me and left.
What is this Nima Super Saiyan doing with me? I'm messing with whom, why do people in the company look at me unpleasantly, fuck it.
Sitting in the worst position of the company's feng shui, looking at the direction of the director's office, he thought indignantly.
No, you have to drink saliva to suppress the shock first.
I stood up, unscrewed the cap of the mineral water bottle, drank half a bottle of mineral water, and walked to the eerie office with the help of the water urch.
When I stood in front of the director's office, I also leaked through the domineering spirit of the water urchin, raised my hand and knocked on the door softly, and I couldn't get hard in the face of the fat director.
"Come in."
The sound of violence exploded in the quiet office, and I felt the door in front of me tremble, and the bursting fluctuations were about to break through the shackles of the wooden door and affect me.
I took a long breath, stabilized my mind, opened the door and walked into the office, when I saw the fat director sitting on the super boss chair, the pressure on my face was about to crush me, this girl has violent tendencies, and must be guarded against.
Looking at the fat director, I asked softly, "The director is looking for me?" ”
"Well, sit down."
The fat director didn't raise his head, and it is estimated that raising his head once is as laborious as climbing a floor, or even worse.
I didn't dare to disobey, so I obediently sat in front of the fat director, waiting for instructions.
"I called you here to inform you that due to your recent table, the company has decided"
"Is the company going to fire me? Sister Miao, is it? ”
"Ahem, will you listen to me first? All right? ”
The fat director slammed the table and yelled at me, and the moment my palm landed on the table, I felt the whole room tremble, and the high-quality desk was shaking even more fragily, and I couldn't help but look down to see if the legs supporting the table had broken.
The fat director's roar was absolutely terrifying, and I didn't dare to get angry, for fear of getting angry and throwing the notebook in front of me on my head.
"Sister Miao, stop being angry, I'm not in a hurry, and beautiful women can't be angry, otherwise they will have wrinkles."
I hurriedly started talking nonsense to distract myself.
"Yes, yes, you can't be angry, otherwise you will become ugly, and even buy karma"
The fat director grabbed his fat face with his fat palm, and sighed in horror, seeing her appearance at this time, I also wanted to sigh, how could there be such a strange person in this world? The most painful thing is that this girl is my top boss, once upon a time I wanted to quit my job, but when I think of the hardships in prison, what is it to have a devil boss?
"Sister Miao, what did the company decide?"
I really can't stand it, if it goes on like this, I'm going to flip the table with a short temper, I'm obviously a dinosaur and I'm afraid of getting ugly, I'm really fucked up, how ugly can this be? Can it get uglier? I can't imagine it, it's too spectacular.
"Ahem, the company decided to let you do the business of sales, and it is a bit condescending to let you be a typist."
The fat director finally returned to normal, pinched his fat face, and said solemnly.
"Uh, really?"
I quickly stood up, holding my scarred, even pitiful desk with my hands, and looked at the fat director in surprise and asked.
"Am I like a liar?"
The fat director asked rhetorically with a faint smile.
"Damn, I didn't say it earlier, I almost scared my little heart out, and it turned out to be reused for a long time, a good thing, a good thing."
I slapped the table that I suffered every day, and said happily and excitedly.
The first is to ask for support, to ask for free flowers and collections.