067 I really love you
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Nan Shu quietly looked at Chu Zhengheng and made a qiē, he has indeed matured a lot, and he can see the society's training of him in every gesture, the waiter presented the menu, Chu Zhengheng signaled to hand the menu to Nan Shu, Nan Shu casually took two dishes, Chu Zhengheng took the menu and added a few, Nan Shu: "Enough, if there is more, it will be wasted, there are only two of us who can't eat so much." ”
Chu Zhengheng smiled a little crampedly: "After so many years, I don't know which dishes you like, so I have to let you taste more." ”
Nan Shu took a deep breath, "Actually, it doesn't matter what you eat, our main purpose today is not to eat. ”
"But in my opinion, eating is just as important." Chu Zhengheng handed the menu to the waiter, and when he saw the waiter leaving, he said, "Being able to sit and eat with Nanshu makes me feel like I'm dreaming." ”
"Zhengheng ......"
"I want to give Nanshu the best, and I want Nanshu to taste all the delicious things." Chu Zhengheng smiled.
Nan Shu felt that the smile on his face was very reluctant, and she felt a faint pain in her heart, "How have you been in the United States in the past few years?" ”
The smile on Chu Zhengheng's face faded, and he looked at Nan Shu's eyes very sadly, "It's not good, it's not good." ”
"I know you must be blaming me, and I'm also blaming myself, why was I so weak and incompetent? Why did you give up such a good girl as Nanshu because you were afraid of Sanshao's power? Chu Zhengheng thought to himself, "Every day in the United States, I live like a year, the pain caused by losing you is far more than I imagined, every time I dream of you in a foreign country at midnight, my heart is extremely empty, how many times I want to return to you regardless of a qiē, but later when I really mustered up the courage to let go of a qiē and come back, I heard that you were the girlfriend of the third young man......"
Nan Shu didn't know whether to be ridiculous or sad, "Are you blaming me......"
"No!" Chu Zhengheng eagerly defended, "I definitely don't blame you......"
"At the beginning, Sanshao gave me five million to let me leave you, but I refused at the time, and then he threatened me, if I don't leave you, I won't be able to graduate, and I won't be able to gain a foothold in Beijing, Nanshu, I am a child who grew up in a single-parent family, and it was not easy for my mother to provide me with college, I can't make her sad......"
"So you chose to make me sad?" Nan Shu's voice was soft, but it made Chu Zhengheng tear up in an instant, he shook his head, "It's not like this, I don't want you to be sad, what I'm most afraid of is that you will be sad......"
"But I can't help it, Nanshu, I really can't ......"
"You don't know how powerful Yi Yan's methods are, you don't know what kind of ruthless character he is, you don't know how dangerous he is......"
"Of course I do." Nan Shu opened her mouth and pursed her lips and smiled, "Have you forgotten that I am his girlfriend?" ”
Chu Zhengheng stared at her blankly with wide eyes, and Nan Shu continued, "That's right, I did become Yi Yan's girlfriend after you left, so I know exactly how dangerous and terrible your him is." ”
"No matter how terrible and dangerous he is, he is also a man who knows how to defend his dignity, but what about you?"
"Zhengheng, how much I trust you, do you know?"
"Nanshu, I'm sorry, I'm really, really sorry......" Chu Zhengheng explained in a low voice.
Nan Shu smiled, "Look at me, I've forgotten that I'm still complaining about you, Zhengheng, in fact, I really don't feel anything about those things, whether it's hurt by you or hurt by Yi Yan, those unforgettable pasts have become history, and now Nan Shu who is standing on you is no longer that ignorant girl, I have enough ability to live in this world without relying on anyone, and I have enough ability to let myself not complain about others." ”
"Nanshu," Chu Zhengheng held her hand, "You give me another chance, this time I will definitely protect you well and not let you be hurt half-...... again."
Nan Shu withdrew her hand from his palm and looked into his eyes: "Zhengheng, Mo Fei is back." ”
"Murphy?" Chu Zhengheng's hand still maintained a stiff movement, and his eyes flashed.
"Yes, Murphy." Nanshu whispered, "Have you seen her?" ”
Chu Zhengheng's expression suddenly became very complicated, Nan Shu looked at the bottom of her eyes and just felt sorry for Mo Fei, and said, "Have you ever been in contact with her?" ”
"She's ......," Chu Zhengheng said in a flash, "Isn't she your roommate?" ”
Nan Shu smiled mockingly, "Is it just my roommate?" ”
"Is it as simple as Murphy's coming to you as just my roommate?"
Chu Zhengheng avoided Nan Shu's gaze and didn't answer, Nan Shu said again: "She has always liked you, you know?" ”
Chu Zhengheng was stunned and slowly nodded.
Nan Shu hooked her lips, "Then do you know that she still can't let you go?" ”
"What did she do with you?" Chu Zhengheng suddenly became nervous.
Nan Shu looked at his nervous appearance and suddenly smiled, "What? What do you think she should do with me? ”
"Nanshu, I know that you and Mo Fei are friends, and I know that she likes me, but I only have you in my heart, and I don't have the slightest interest in her......"
"Not the slightest temptation?" Nan Shu immediately became angry when she heard this, "Chu Zhengheng, do you dare that you don't have the slightest interest in Mo Fei?" ”
"Of course! I ......"
"Then why did you sleep with her in the first place?" Nan Shu interrupted him and asked in a cold voice.
"What are you?" Chu Zhengheng's eyes suddenly widened, and he looked at Nan Shu in disbelief.
"I didn't like her at all, I didn't like her at all, so why did you sleep with her? Why hurt her? Nanshu questioned him.
"Did she sue you?" Chu Zhengheng asked weakly.
Nan Shu looked at him with mocking eyes: "That's how you did Mo Fei?" She went to Hangzhou to take care of your mother, she had a relationship with you but pretended to be fine, she obviously loves you but wants to watch you be with me, she has paid so much for you, is what you get is that you look at her like this? Chu Zhengheng, are you worthy of Mo Fei? ”
"Nanshu, things are not what you think at all!" Chu Zhengheng was also a little impatient when he saw that Nan Shu was angry, and said incoherently: "I slept with her because I was drunk, we were all drunk that time, you had to ask me to send her back to the room, she was pestering me at the time, I thought she was you, so I ......"
"She also took the initiative to help with my mother's affairs, and I didn't ask her to ......"
Chu Zhengheng's voice stopped suddenly, Nan Shu's hand was still raised in mid-air, and his cheeks were hot to the touch, Chu Zhengheng tilted his head to look at Nan Shu, Nan Shu bit his lip and glared at him without saying a word, and only then did Chu Zhengheng hook the corners of his lips and said with a smile: "This slap is the ...... I owe you"
"This is what you owe Murphy!" Nan Shu looked at him aggressively, "I slapped you for Mo Fei, Chu Zhengheng, you failed me, I don't blame you, but don't you feel shameless when you hurt Mo Fei like this?" ”
"Am I shameless?" Chu Zhengheng sneered, "Isn't she shameless when she still comes to seduce me even though she knows that I'm your boyfriend?" ”
"When Sanshao chased you, you didn't agree at all, but do you know how Mo Fei sued me? She, you will break up with me sooner or later, because I can't compare to Sanshao at all, and you are already in love with Sanshao...... Nanshu, this is what you call a good sister? ”
"Enough!" Nan Shu raised her voice to interrupt him, she took a deep breath and calmed her breath, "I came to see you today to sue you that Mo Fei is back." Then he put Murphy's business card on the table and said, "If you still have a conscience, don't let her down, because she really loves you." ”
"What about me?" Chu Zhengheng looked at Nan Shu, "What about my love for you?" ”
Nan Shu pursed her lips, "You don't love me at all, you only love yourself." ”
He turned and left.
"Nanshu!" Chu Zhengheng stopped her, Nan Shu's footsteps paused slightly, Chu Zhengheng, "I really love you." ”
Nanshu's lips twitched, thinking about something, but after all, there was nothing, and she opened the door and left.
It was still pouring rain outside, and Nanshu wrapped her coat tightly and beckoned a taxi to rush home. Fang Minhao once told her that she was not allowed to take a taxi alone, but she didn't care so much about the mess in her heart now.
Nanshu didn't bring an umbrella, so it naturally rained a little, and when she went home, it was just more than four o'clock in the afternoon, Fang Minhao hadn't gotten off work yet, and the whole room was empty, only the raindrops floating outside the window reminded her that this was not an empty world.
Nan Shu took off her coat and sat on the bay window, watching the rain slide out one mark after another on the glass, and suddenly she thought about tomorrow very much, she thought about it very much, she took out the phone to find tomorrow's number, and after thinking for a long time, she finally dialed it. I remember that this was the first time I called Ji Xinyi, and just when she was still feeling irritated about her inexplicable mood, a clear and pleasant male voice had already sounded on the other end of the phone, "Nanshu." ”
Ji Xinyi's low voice jumped in her heart like a piano song, Nan Shu thought of his picturesque eyebrows and eyes, and her heart suddenly soured, and tears burst out of her eyes, "Brother Tiantian......"
The voice was soft, although she was trying hard to suppress her voice to make her voice seem normal, Ji Xinyi still heard her strangeness, and asked urgently, "What's wrong?" Nanshu, did something happen? ”
Nan Shu wiped the tears from her face casually and whispered, "It's raining." ”
"Is it raining in Shanghai?" Ji Xin also asked, "The weather in Guangzhou is very good, and the sun shines warmly on my body." ”
Ji Xinyi's soft voice made Nan Shu's sour mood gradually calm down, and she laughed, "That's good, Shanghai hasn't seen the sun for several days." ”
"Is it because it's raining, and your mood is affected?" Ji Xin also asked, "I always feel that Nanshu doesn't sound very happy......"
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