In fact, Lin Yu was still very emotional today. She could see that Lin Shan's heart was very cold. Especially in the matter of Mother Lin, Lin Shan has almost become a representative of disobedience in the eyes of everyone, and every time she thinks of the indifference and ruthlessness when she said that Mother Lin did not defend her, it makes people feel cold.

But Lin Yu always believes that in the two months she has lived with Lin Shan, she is like an introverted and unconcerned student, and she hopes that the people around her can give her more care in life. In other words, Lin Yu has always regarded her as a child and a little sister, after all, the difference between the two is as much as fourteen years.

Lin Shan has not received much love since she was a child, she is the old daughter of her parents, and it stands to reason that she should attract much attention. However, her rickety father has been very cold to her since she was a child, and she is long and scary, but because he died early, he is just a terrible person in Lin Shan's impression. Her mother, who had been submissive all her life, had hardly taught her anything except to let her endure, and had taken care of her nephew, who was a few months younger than her, than her. The eldest brother doesn't like himself, but he doesn't have Cheng Dù, who he particularly hates. After all, Lin Shan's father is a kind of humiliation in her eldest brother's heart, but he and Lin Shan are the same mother. The sister-in-law was very mean to her, and when she could get her bride price, she naturally raised her like a daughter, and as soon as she found that she had no hope of marrying, she pondered about driving her out of the house, and even selling her. Not to mention the nephews who are not much younger than her, which one of them is not bullying her casually?

It's just that she is better than her mother, that is, from beginning to end, no one will treat her as a coolie, so the physical suffering is not as much as what Mother Lin eats.

However, she is prone to psychological problems. I feel that everyone is not good for me, but if I can guide them well. She's still going to get better.

But now, she has repeatedly allowed herself to help her with a completely selfish mentality, no matter how good her temper is, how can she withstand such a grind?

Whose first love is sane? Therefore, when Lin Shan took the initiative to be the descendant of Jing Hao's family, Lin Yu was shocked, sighed, and was not worth it for her. There are many people who love humbly, but when they love so much that they think that everyone around them should support her for no reason, completely ignoring the situation of others. Is this kind of love still worthy of sympathy and help?

Lin Yu was very disappointed in her. But in the end, the relationship between the two is not broken. Lin Shan is now a lonely person who is even more pitiful than herself, a real member that no one cares about and is forgotten. Because of her own relationship, she will enter Qingtian Yaju. In the eyes of many. She and Lin Shan are fundamentally one.

Come to think of it, if there is no Zheng family to sell her, if you don't meet Jing Hao, if you don't happen to come to Qingtian Yaju without yourself, maybe. Lin Yu won't be like this, right?

But where are there so many ifs in this world? Lin Yu has always wanted to use his own strength to reverse Lin Shan's psychology, but who would have thought. In the end, Lin Shan is afraid that she will even complain about herself!

Tonight's incident was a blow to Lin Yu's heart.

She thinks tonight, no. Maybe it was when she was going to come to Qingtian Yaju the day before yesterday, when Lin Yu begged her for the first time, she understood. Her idea of changing Lin Shan failed.

But is this more than what she has failed?

She came from antiquity. Although I try my best to fit in with this era, I will make many mistakes that are incompatible with this era.

The contradiction between her and the Sun family is due to the fact that the Sun family is suspicious and despises herself. Sun beat her, she felt uncomfortable, she lived two lives, no one had ever hit her in the face, but she was beaten by Sun. Therefore, when Sun was arguing with her, she still couldn't control herself and returned the slap. Eventually, she left home and lived on her own.

The conflict between her and the young lady of the Ding family, in the final analysis, was caused by Mrs. Ding's coveting of her ability and Sun's vanity. He had no intention of the Ding family, although he made it clear to Mrs. Ding's mother-in-law and daughter-in-law three or four times, but because of the appearance of Ding Si, he messed up. He didn't say that he liked himself, so he stuck to the stall every day, opened the door to do business by himself, couldn't scold or get rid of it, he was already aggrieved, and the young lady of the Ding family made trouble with her because of this. So, she said the words, "If you provoke me again, I will marry into the Ding family and let Ding Si divorce you". It's just that the words blurted out by her when she was impulsive, but later they became a sharp sword in the hands of Mrs. Ding Shao. This was revealed in a group of people, and he almost had to marry Ding Si. If there was no Jing Hao's relief, I am afraid that he would already be in the Ding family's deep house at this time. That's why she's here again.

Along the way, Lin Yu felt that although these two mistakes were promoted by the best, in the end, they were only guided by his impulsive personality and some indecisiveness.

If she was in the Daquan family at the beginning, she would not have tolerated the Sun family from the beginning, and the Sun family would not have kicked her in the face later. If it was in Ding's cloth shop, if she didn't say that kind of thing on the spur of the moment, she wouldn't send someone under the fence at this time.

Her two personalities are like an occupational disease that she developed before. When you see a student disobedient, you must first get angry and shock the student. And when he got angry, he had to find all kinds of reasons to tell himself that he was just a child.

She didn't have the life of being a good teacher, but she got the disease of a bad teacher.

Lin Yu really wanted to change himself. Today, not only Lin Shan has changed, but she also has to change.

I remember a movie that said: After hearing so many truths, I still can't live this life.

Perhaps, what she needs is not the education and influence of the Mother of Man. She is not a teacher now, she can put away the overflowing tolerance, since God has given her a chance to do it again, she should live a life like this. If you have lived two lives, you still have that kind of temperament, that kind of behavior, and you haven't even learned to promote your strengths and avoid weaknesses, pursue advantages and avoid disadvantages, what's the fun?

Perhaps, her change can start with this annex.

As soon as it was dawn the next day, Lin Yu opened the door.

The snow at the door was as deep as a calf, but it was still falling. The air is filled with the fresh scent of snowflakes. It's a natural taste! Lin Yu took a deep breath, and it was really clear and comfortable, as if he had discharged a breath of turbidity in his chest.

Today's snow has a lot of moisture, and when you hold it lightly with your hand, it becomes a tight snow ball. This kind of snow is perfect for rolling snowballs and building snowmen.

Lin Yu simply grabbed a ball of snow with his hands and rolled it up.

Snow is a magical thing, especially on such a mild snowy day, and not only do you feel cold, but your hands are getting hotter and hotter.

Because the snow is too thick, Lin Yu will push it out after a while. Obviously, there is no better place to store snow than Lu Weitang, Lin Yu opened the door on the wooden fence, and with a gentle push, the snowball rolled down the slope into the reed pond.

Watching the snowball roll down, Lin Yu felt as if all the melancholy in his body had rolled out. She has not been in ancient times for a long time, and she has just changed to a new environment, and she has seriously washed her soul and started anew, which is not impossible. (To be continued)

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