Chapter Eighty-Eight: Wang Zixuan Enters a State of Death
"Mom ......", sadness can make a person faint, Zhao Xiaolin had only seen it in novels and TV before, but this time, she saw it with her own eyes.
Wang Zixuan was so sad that after calling his mother, his breath was blocked, and he fainted and fell in the corridor outside the operating room.
The doctor immediately came to his rescue and pinched his man. After a while, "Ahhh
"Mom, Mom", he called out to Mom vaguely, his eyes were blank, tears were rolling in his eyes, and the whole person seemed to have fallen into an evil spirit, and he was dazed.
"Cry, cry." Zhao Xiaolin shook his body.
"Mommy, Mommy. It's me who is not filial, it's my son who hurt you. Wang Zixuan blamed himself, and suddenly raised his hands and slapped himself "crackling".
"Wang Zixuan, Wang Zixuan, you don't want this. It's not your fault. It's not your fault. Zhao Xiaolin hugged his arm distressedly and didn't let him hit his face.
"No, blame me, blame me for being blind, blame me for being confused, blame me for being mentally retarded, blame me for being an idiot. It's so fun to be treated as a fool and be played with. Haha, haha, I am the number one fool in the world, the most unfilial son in the world. Wang Zixuan still blamed himself.
"Wang Zixuan, don't be like this, it's not that you're stupid, it's that you're too kind and sincere."
Zhao Xiaolin held Wang Zixuan in her arms and let his tears wet her pajamas.
"No, no, it's my fault, I'm not a thing. Sister Zhao, Sister Zhao, you hit me, you hit me, wake me up hard. I beg you, I beg you, please wake me up, Sister Zhao, I'm really sad. ”
Wang Zixuan pulled this Zhao Xiaolin's clothes, begged her to beat him, begged her to punish him, because he felt that his chest was like a stone pressed, no one hit him, stimulated him, he felt that his heart would be unable to support the weight of this stone, and his heart would break. will be crushed by that big stone.
Zhao Xiaolin didn't hit him in the end, but just hugged him tightly and let him cry like a child.
He wept for a while on the cold ground, and was persuaded to see his mother's body, and then he made a request for the hospital to help him send his mother back to Fengcheng City for cremation, which was not in accordance with provincial regulations. The patient must be cremated nearby.
He couldn't do anything like that. Because the law must be obeyed, no matter how much he loves his mother, he can't do that kind of thing that doesn't obey the law.
This was formed by his mother's education from an early age. At heart, he was an honest and obedient child. He couldn't do anything out of the ordinary.
Just like now, because he feels that he has been deceived by Pan Xiaoni, and his mother has also died because of this incident, his heart is full of grief and indignation. According to ordinary people, they would definitely scold Pan Xiaoni angrily, but he didn't, he couldn't do anything like that.
Some people may say that this is Wang Zixuan's nest, but I will say, this is really not, this is kindness.
Love is no longer there, so why blame the so-called lover?
She has already made up her mind to leave, so why should she be kept?
She has already proved with her actions that she doesn't value this love at all, so why should she be resentful of her?
For such a ruthless person, ignoring it is the biggest punishment for her.
She is just a passer-by in life, telling her with actions, you don't deserve my anger at all, you don't deserve me to keep at all, and you don't deserve me to commemorate and remember.
After crying in pain, Wang Zixuan had such a calm heart in his heart at that time.
He decided to completely erase Pan Xiaoni from his heart and life.
I don't see her anymore, ignore her, don't miss her.
Nor does he give her any chance to explain, and does not give herself any reason to forgive her.
In those days, his whole body was numb, like a dead computer, and he had no reaction to the outside world at all.
The funeral affairs of his mother were all handled by Zhao Xiaolin.
He turned off his phone, closed the curtains, and hid in the hotel room alone.
I didn't eat anything for three days, and I didn't leave my room at all.
He was like an old monk sitting in meditation, leaning crookedly on the bed in the hotel, not saying a word, not even moving his eyes.
Zhao Xiaolin was frightened by his state and called both her cousin and Zhang Yang for help.
She reported to them Wang Zixuan's situation and asked them to come to the provincial capital as soon as possible, she was afraid that something would happen to Wang Zixuan. Moreover, she also instructed them not to tell Pan Xiaoni that they had come to the provincial capital, and if she was to come with her, she was afraid that Wang Zixuan would kill her in anger.
Zhang Yang was also stunned when he heard the news.
He never expected that Wang Zixuan and his party would go to the provincial capital, and it would be such a result.
In addition, in the past few days, he looked at Pan Xiaoni's distracted appearance because Wang Zixuan couldn't be contacted, and he was very distressed. But he also promised Zhao Xiaolin that he couldn't tell her about Wang Zixuan and his mother. He was conflicted.
However, in the end, in order to comfort her, before arriving in the provincial capital, he still went to find her and told him that he had something to do and was going to travel for a few days, so that she should not worry, if he had news of Wang Zixuan, he would sue her.
"Going on a business trip? You're on a business trip? You sue me, has Wang Zixuan ever contacted you, and has you heard from him. What the hell is going on here? Why didn't he answer his phone call at the beginning, and then it stopped when I called again, I thought it was because his mobile phone was in arrears, and it was useless to pay him money. And Zhao Xiaolin's phone can't get through, what do you say is going on? He can't have an accident, I just want you to accompany me to the provincial capital to find him. ”
Pan Xiaoni lost contact with Wang Zixuan in the past few days, worried that something would happen to him, she was nervous, she couldn't sleep night after night, and she became a little nervous.
Of course Zhang Yang knew what was going on, knew why Wang Zixuan didn't answer or return the phone, and knew that Zhao Xiaolin had changed her number because she was afraid that Pan Xiaoni would call her, but he couldn't sue her for this qiē.
Because, first, he has not fully understood the situation, and he can't make an accurate judgment on the right and wrong of the people involved in this matter, especially whether Pan Xiaoni is responsible or not, he is not sure, he doesn't know who to help.
Second, he listened to Zhao Xiaolin's description, Wang Zixuan seemed to have a lot of hatred for Pan Xiaoni, if he told Pan Xiaoni the truth, Pan Xiaoni would definitely rush to the provincial capital to explain for himself, and before the knot in Wang Zixuan's heart was untied, Pan Xiaoni went, not only did not help solve the problem, but it would make things more complicated.
Therefore, he decided that he would not tell Pan Xiaoni the truth first, and also stabilize her first, so as not to let her go to the provincial capital to find Wang Zixuan after he left, because of concern, and make things worse.
After making up his mind, he began to persuade Pan Xiaoni.