rebirth

Fingertips crossed the cold tombstone, Su Zhu stared at the black and white photo, full of loving men and women, who seemed to be staring at her tenderly.

The sky was slightly dark and gloomy. It seems that every year Qingming is like this, mourning for the world who have lost.

Su Zhu sat on the cold stone slab and muttered for a long time at the photo with a warm smile before he stood up and looked at the smiling face on the photo almost greedily: "Parents, it's not too early, I should go back." I'll come back to see you when I'm free! ”

She glanced at it nostalgically, turned around and went down the mountain, just in time to see a man dressed in black walking up to her, holding a bouquet of white chrysanthemums in his arms. From afar, I felt a chilling coldness, which made people tremble and dare not look at it directly.

Almost holding her breath, she staggered by, and the lonely and cold aura made her look up. With a quick glance, she hurried by again, but there was a touch of surprise in her mind.

It was a delicate and handsome face, but with a terrifying deep coldness, and the thin white lips were pursed, which made people feel frightened.

Walking to the foot of the mountain, I subconsciously turned my head to take another look. Stunned, the cold man stood by the grave of his parents.

Sitting on the willow bank at the foot of the mountain as usual, looking at the clear stream, she calmed her mood. She has been alone in the world for five years, and she is saddened. Reborn Su Jinluo 1

Suddenly, she was awakened by the sound of falling water, followed by the sound of splashing and cries for help. As soon as she heard the crisp and immature voice, she knew that it was a child, she got up suddenly, walked quickly to the direction from which the voice came, and saw the figure under the river bank that was about to sink, and immediately jumped down.

It's just a boy about ten years old, but his ability to survive makes him burst out with amazing strength, and he pesters her to make her waste all her strength before she pulls away. Holding the bank wall with one hand, the stone bank is a meter above the water. She held the boy from behind, feeling powerless after the movement she had just made.

This is a cemetery, and few people come except for memorials. Although it is dawn, it is late, and the tomb sweepers have already left. She couldn't support it anymore, and the cold water of the Qingming night made her feel a slight throbbing pain in her legs.

It was she who didn't think about it enough, not only did she not save people, but she put herself in danger together. I don't know if anyone else will be able to save them.

Suddenly, in her mind, there was that deep black figure, and the strong coldness was their only hope at the moment. She promised her father that she must live well.

As she listened, her lips were cold and purple, her arms were already cold and stiff, and her legs twitched to numbness, and she finally heard the footsteps of her shoes touching the ground, which was very clear in this moment of silence.

She immediately shouted, her voice faintly incomprehensibly weak. She was in a hurry, and the footsteps were about to pass, and it was indeed sudden, and then came towards her.

She suddenly felt relieved, and looked down to see the child she was holding woke up. Said weakly, his voice faintly inaudible: "Little friend, you are holding the shore by yourself with stones, okay?" Someone has already come to save you, and my sister has no strength. ”

The boy shivered with cold and could only nod. Su Zhu let go of him with one hand, and the hand holding the wall loosened a little and stepped back a little so that the boy could hold on to the stone wall, but he didn't expect that his hand was stiff and he couldn't hold it anymore. She looked up in horror, and the cold river water completely submerged before her, and saw a pair of deep and dark black eyes, and then she felt a suction force coming, and lost consciousness.

Su Zhu woke up in a daze, and felt tightness in his chest, and a feeling of suffocation came, as if he was trapped in water, and it was difficult to breathe. She struggled and waved her hands, but a wave of weakness welled up.

She couldn't help but wonder if she was still in the water, and the man hadn't rescued her. The lack of oxygen in his chest hurt fiercely, and his consciousness was a little confused, but at this time, a mist suddenly appeared in front of him. As soon as she inhaled, a faint mist seemed to be inhaled by her, the pain and suffocation were relieved, and suddenly a burst of suction came, and she lost consciousness again.

Su Zhu was woken up by a feeling of sticky floating on his face. Her brain was chaotic and she felt a little hungry, just as a warm and soft place was stuffed into her mouth. She paused, and instinctively began to suck, which tasted sweet.

She didn't have time to think about it, she had a full meal. As soon as I was full, a heavy sleepiness hit, and I couldn't help but sink my head again and fall into a deep sleep. It's just that in the dream, the white "color" reappeared.

She woke up again and was awakened by hunger, only a little more sober than the last time she was chaotic. Was she still saved?

When I opened my eyes, I couldn't see clearly in a daze, and I could only see a faint corridor. She was startled, and she was a little flustered, could it be the sequelae of falling into the water. It's just that this faint light makes her feel a little relieved, and she can feel the light, and there should be a possibility of recovery. Reborn Su Jinluo 1

Determined, she opened her mouth, still ready to call the doctor to ask what was going on. She was surprised to hear a baby's voice, and what shocked her even more was that the sound seemed to come out of her mouth.

What's going on?

This time she was really shocked, but she felt a pair of powerful hands gently hold her up, and then there was a burst of laughter, a little familiar, but she couldn't remember anything.

"My little darling is so good! Don't cry when you're hungry, Dad will take you to Mommy! ”

"Dad, let me hug my sister......"

"No, you're too small......"

The conversation between the two people, one big and one small, was blurred in Su Zhu's ears, and at this moment, the horror in her heart was stacked in her chest like a storm, and a sullen feeling of suffocation appeared, which lasted for a long time.

It wasn't until she was hugged into a warm embrace, the sound of coaxing sounded in her ears, and her mouth was warm, that she came back to her senses and calmed the horror in her heart. But I heard the woman's gentle voice: "Brother Wen, you see that our daughter is really well-behaved, she doesn't cry or make trouble." ”

A title, but it was like thunder exploding in Su Zhu's ears.

Yes, she also knew why this voice seemed so familiar, because this was her father's voice when he was young, not as deep as later, it seemed majestic but also tired.

So, who is the woman who is talking now, her mother?

Both of them have younger voices, but they are more mature than the youngsters. Between mature and young, about thirty years old.

Father and mother around 30 years old, her father was twenty-nine when she was born in the previous life, and her mother was twenty-eight. Plus what they just called, their daughters. Could it be that she was reborn as a newborn baby, as she had done in those imaginative novels she had read?

For a while, Su Zhu couldn't react, and it was difficult to accept that he had just returned to the time when he was born. Stunned, he only relied on instinct to eat, and saw the worry on Xu Se and Su Wen's faces.

As if feeling full, Su Zhu let go of his mouth, and immediately felt that his face was poked by something like a soft finger.

"Mom, my sister is full, can I play with her?" A crisp children's voice evokes Su Zhu's consciousness.

She sensed that something seemed to be different, remembering that she was an only child, where did her brother and sister come from.

But I heard my mother say gently: "Xiao Nan can talk to her sister and gently 'touch' her sister's face, but she can't hug her sister." Xiao Nan is still young, she has to eat more and grow up a little stronger, so that she can pick up her sister and not let her sister fall. ”

Su Nan, who was only more than four years old, nodded solemnly and agreed, and planted a concept in his heart. You have to eat well, grow up quickly, and have the strength to hug your sister when you grow up. Therefore, after that, in addition to changing his picky eating habit and working hard to eat, he also took the initiative to find ways to increase his strength, just to be able to pick up his sister earlier.

Su Zhu had a flash of inspiration because of this. Yes, I remember my mother said that she had an older brother before her, but he was unexpectedly born prematurely at the age of eight months.

Seven lives and eight are not alive, and my brother was born without breathing. And the mother's body was also damaged because of this, and the grief of the mood did not recover until more than four years later, and gave birth to her. It's just that after giving birth to her, she can't have children anymore.

I remember that my mother also said that I didn't dare to be her or my brother who had no chance before, and my father had already chosen a name when she was excited when she was just pregnant. My brother's name is Su Nan, and I didn't know if it was a man or a woman at that time, but the word Nan is suitable for both men and women.

The same goes for her name.

Sure enough, the mother mentioned it next.

"Brother Wen, what's our daughter's name?"

Su Wen smiled and said mysteriously: "I thought about it when I first found out that you were pregnant. Bamboo, noble and elegant, both men and women, are called Su bamboo. Our daughter Su Zhu. ”

Su Zhu listened to the conversation between the two, sleepiness came, his consciousness gradually became 'confused', and he fell asleep again.

In a blink of an eye, Su Zhu was born almost a month ago.

As soon as she was born, her grandparents who got the news brought her uncle to see her. It's just that at that time, her eyesight was not fully developed, and she couldn't see people clearly. Soon my grandfather and uncle went back, leaving my grandmother to take care of my mother in confinement.

She also learned from the conversation between her mother and her grandmother that her mother accidentally fell and was unexpectedly born prematurely. She was no longer born full-term as in the previous life, but more than seven months, just in July, on the seventh day of July.

From this, she also understood why she always felt a feeling of suffocation in her chest, how she was so easily tired, except for waking up hungry for a while, she always wanted to sleep.

Premature birth may also be due to the hot and dreary summer days, when she wakes up, she often feels a dull pain in her chest, which is why she is basically sleeping.

In her sleep, when she first fell into a deep sleep, there was always a white "color" in her head, and she instinctively sucked in the mist, making her feel cool and comfortable. The heat of the hot summer and the discomfort of premature birth have dissipated a little.

Maybe it's the chaos in her sleep, maybe it's more because her body has developed and perfected over time, or maybe she's used to it. She felt the tightness in her chest gradually lessen, and her waking hours became longer and longer, although her waking time was still very short.