172 Sweet Dreams and Reality

His tears rolled down Lei Rang's back like beads with broken threads, Lei Rang was only wearing a thin woolen sweater, Fang Minhao's tears were soaked very lightly on it, Lei Rang felt that his tears were very cold, sticking to his back made him feel heartache involuntarily, Lei Rang covered the back of his hand and wanted to pull him away, but he didn't expect Fang Minhao to use great strength, he couldn't pull him away with one hand, Fang Minhao hugged him and refused to let go, his voice was dull and hoarse: "I knew you would be angry, So I don't dare to sue you...... I'm really scared of how angry you look...... Lei Rang, I will obediently listen to you in the future, don't you ignore me, okay? ”

Lei Rang's body was tense, his facial lines were also condensed, Fang Minhao hugged him tightly and sobbed in a low voice, "Lei Rang, I love you, I love you, Lei Rang ......"

Lei Rang's body shook imperceptibly, and his thick black eyelashes trembled, three years ago he wanted to hear him say "I love you" is more difficult than ascending to the sky, but since he returned to him three years later, this sentence will occasionally come out of Fang Minhao's mouth, every time Fang Minhao feels scared, he will always say these three words, these three words are like a magic spell that locks Lei Rang's heart firmly, he loves him, why doesn't he love him? Why be angry otherwise? Because he is his, but there are people who want to get their hands on him? That person, the one who doesn't know the height of the sky, he must find him out!

"Am I a tyrant in your heart?" Lei Jean faintly.

Fang Minhao raised his head in a daze.

Lei Rang took his hand and turned to look at him, "So no matter what happened, you didn't dare to tell me, you know what I care about most, why do you want to hide it from me?" ”

"I ...... I'm scared ......," Fang Minhao said.

Ray raised his lips into a faint and cold smile: "Yes, you are afraid, so you would rather bear the pain alone than let me know what you have encountered outside, I admit that I am indeed angry, and very angry." ”

"Lei Rang ......," Fang Minhao muttered.

"But what makes me angry is not your deception of me, but in your heart I have never been a person who can deliver a qiΔ“, your fragile and subtle hearts will not sue me even if you sue sΓΉ Nanshu, in your heart I am such a useless person? I'm just scared of you? Lei Rang muttered, but Fang Minhao felt that his words were like a sharp blade piercing the most indestructible scar in his heart.

Lei Rang is right, he is indeed afraid of him, since he first met him three years ago, he has brought some kind of inexplicable look, and then knowing his identity, the glimmer of looking up gradually turned into an irrepressible fear, how can he not be afraid of him? He's Lei Jean! He is the business overlord who turns his hands into clouds and rains, he is the second son of the famous capital city Lei, he can take a person from the clouds to hell, he can also push a person from hell to heaven, and he can even make a person disappear completely in the world without a trace.

Such a person with a beautiful face but absolute power is naturally afraid, but his love for him is much more than his fear of him.

"That's not the case...... Fang Minhao whispered, looking up at Lei Rang's brown eyes, "In my heart, you are the most powerful person in the world......

"But the more powerful and excellent you are, the more humble I feel and feel unworthy of you......"

"I have a lot of fears, I'm afraid that you don't want me, I'm afraid that you will dislike me, I'm afraid that I'm not worthy of you, I'm afraid I'm too humble......" Fang Minhao's eyes became redder and redder, "Since I met you, I seem to be having a sweet dream, I'm afraid that I will wake up from this dream, and reality will beat me back to my original form......"

"I'll wake up halfway through...... Fang Minhao's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he raised his eyes to look at Lei Rang's slow but firm expression, "But now I don't know how to stay in this dream for a long time." ”

"You're not in a dream." Lei Jean looked him in the eyes, stroked his shoulders and said word by word, "How can I get you rid of the fear in your heart?" The person in front of me is real, flesh and blood, I will be angry, happy and painful, Minhao, I know you are fragile, but you are a man, you can't keep yourself in fear, this fear will get worse with your age, and one day it will ruin you! ”

"I don't want to...... I don't want to ...... like this," Fang Minhao finally choked up and cried.

He doesn't want to live like this, but he has been living a difficult life for the past three years, and the slightest wind and grass will make him bruised all over his body, and all his hopes have been wiped out by life! He thought that he was like this, so he insisted on staying up until he graduated from high school and found an ordinary job to live his life hard and forbearance, but when he had no hope for life, Lei Jean appeared again, he pulled him out of the swamp, he gave him a beautiful and clean qiΔ“, he was a dawn that suddenly appeared in his dark life, he could only move towards the light by holding him tightly, he could only be attached to him, and he could only be attached to him, this attachment made him have no dignity in front of him, and he dominated his life, dominates his qiΔ“, all his joys, sorrows and sorrows are only in Lei Rang's thoughts, what should he do? What could he do? He also wants to become the Fang Minhao of three years ago, the simple and kind big boy with a smile all the time, that Fang Minhao is so clear, so energetic, so simple and clean, but the boy who is young and sunny in his memory has left with the death of his mother, leaving this wooden hollow heart He is humble and insignificant.

Lei Rang hugged him into his arms, "Am I too incompetent to make you think that I will leave you at any time?" ”

"It's not...... No, Lei rang ......" Fang Minhao shook his head and cried muffled.

"I lost you for three years, and we missed three years of good times, in the future, you don't have to be afraid, I will never leave you again, there will be countless three years between us......"

Fang Minhao hugged him tightly: "Hmm." We should never be separated. ”

Beijing Railway Station, at night, crowds of people, full of voices.

"No, my darling, why do you have to take the train? At this time, there are so many people and crowded, can't I accompany you on the plane? Yi Yan carried the suitcase and followed Nanshu and chattered endlessly.

Nan Shu stopped and stretched out a hand towards him, Yi Yan smiled and went to shake her hand but was patted by Nan Shu: "Give me the suitcase, you can go." ”

"No, I'm still in a daze, right?" Yi Yan raised his eyebrows and looked at her, looking around the train station with infinite disdain: "This train station is like a zoo, and the crowds can smoke people to death, why don't you put a good plane and take the train?" ”

Nan Shu smiled stiffly: "We are ordinary people, how can we be so rich as Sanshao?" It's good to be able to buy a ticket when you go home on vacation, and ...... plane"

"But I've already booked the plane tickets! And it's first class, and you don't have to spend money, what are you worried about? ”

"No need, I've already picked up the ticket......" Nan Shu raised the train ticket in her hand.

"Hey, why didn't I see you take it? When did you get it? Yi Yan snatched it and stared at the train ticket carefully.

"Yesterday."

"Hard seat?" Yi Yan looked at the train ticket with a puzzled face, "What is a hard seat?" How long will it take to get home? ”

Nanshu snatched the train ticket back from him: "Haven't you ever taken the train?" You don't even know what a hard seat is? ”

"I've taken a sightseeing train in France, but I haven't really taken a train in China."

Yi Yan said this very easily, Nan Shu looked at him suspiciously, Yi Yan blinked a few times: "What's wrong?" ”

"Heh......" Nan Shu couldn't help laughing, "It's really the eldest young master of a rich family......"

"Hey, hey, hey!" Yi Yan glared and shouted, "Don't you look so sour?" What's wrong with not taking a train? There are more people who haven't taken a train these years......"

Nan Shu didn't bother to argue with him, raised her hand and looked at her watch: "The train will only leave in one hour, you go back first, I'll wait here." ”

"I don't want it! I'm going to Hangzhou with you! Yi Yan spoke very quickly.

"What are you kidding?" Nanshu was stunned!

"Who's kidding you? I'm real, I'll go to Hangzhou with you, anyway, I haven't taken a train before, so I just took this opportunity to experience it...... "Yi Yi is a positive color."

"But now there are no tickets!"

"How can there be no tickets?"

"It's gone when I booked it, otherwise why would I book a hard seat for a dozen or so trains? It's the Spring Festival, and tickets are already tight. "Nanshu.

"That's just right, we flew together, and the plane was fast and comfortable." Yi Yan smiled.

Nan Shu shook her head: "You better stay in Beijing honestly." ”

"Why?" Yi Yan pouted, pitifully, "Nanshu ......"

Nan Shu turned her face away from looking at his big watery eyes, "There's nothing fun in Hangzhou, and you won't be able to stand it for a long time, there are a lot of people on the train, it's very messy, you must not be used to it......"

Of course, the most important thing is that she can't let him go with him, because his young master's temper will definitely come to the door, in case his parents know that he is dating a young master, maybe what will happen to the family?

"I don't care! I must go! Yi Yan shrugged his shoulders, looking ironclad.

"You didn't take anything with you, how can you go? And your sports car is still parked outside, even if you want to go to Hangzhou, you can go back in a few days! Nan Shu followed the good path.

"Isn't it enough to bring money with nothing?" Yi Yan didn't care, "Anyway, young master, I have money, and I can buy the things I lack when I get to Hangzhou!" ”

Nan Shu ignored him with black lines, anyway, he couldn't get on the bus without a ticket.

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