Chapter 138: The Death of Beichen (3)

The night was low, Yun Tian had already gone to bed, but the lights in the side room were still on. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Xue Ling and Qianzi are both big palace maids, originally they had their own rooms, and they didn't need to squeeze with anyone, but the relationship between the two was very good, and they had lived together for many years.

There are a few oil lamps lit in the room, and the faint light is not very bright, but it can also illuminate the faces of the two people clearly.

The people in the deep palace are most afraid of loneliness, even a person who is as high as the queen also longs for a companion.

The sadness, the pain, the depression, and the depression are all because of the departure of the companion.

Even if there are bumps, frictions and misunderstandings in long-term companionship, they will disappear with time, and what remains is this heart-warming interdependence.

As both maids, they can understand each other best, and the deepest companionship in this deep palace has already made them talk about everything.

However, Qianzi's intentions for Wei Zixiu, she never said to Xue Ling.

The two girls sat opposite each other, looking at Xue Ling's sad face with a light purple face, and seemed to be a little distressed, but she had always been straight, as if all her emotions were written on her face, why did she never say the feelings in her heart?

Xue Ling's expression was still sad, as if there were many sad things in his heart, like the dark clouds hanging low in the sky before the storm, if it was not a heavy rain, it would not disperse.

She took Light Purple's hand and closed it in her palm, obviously there was no stroke of the eight characters, but this heart was burning sadly as if it was about to be separated, she looked at Light Purple with deep eyes, and Yiyi asked: "Light Purple, have you really thought about it?" Do you really want to marry Imperial Doctor Wei? ”

The light purple face was still burning red, and he bowed his head and said nothing.

Xue Ling sighed deeply, swallowed slightly, his eyes flashed slightly, and said, "You...... Did you like him a long time ago? That...... When Ling Wei didn't marry him, why didn't you say it to her mother? If then, you would have married him, and you might have had children by now! Now that I have married like this, I am not childless and daughterless, and I can only reluctantly adopt other people's children, but it is better to be biological after all! ”

The light purple eyes faded, but her hands were still holding Xue Ling's hand, in her eyes, Xue Ling was calm and gentle, and she was smarter than her, so sometimes she was more willing to listen to Xue Ling's words, at this moment, she was a little timid, and said in a low voice: "I don't care if I have children, I'm at this age, and I probably can't give birth!" It's just that...... Xue Ling, the whole harem knows what kind of person Wei Zixiu is, and now, I will marry him, you ...... Will you look down on me? ”

Is this why Asashi hasn't been confessing to her all along?

A trace of anger flashed in Xue Ling's heart, she hatefully slapped the light purple hand, pushed it hard, looked to the side, and said unhappily: "I still regard you as the best sister, but you don't even trust me at all!" I thought I would think of you with such a dirty mind like those who have no eyesight! ”

Qianzi regretted it, hurriedly sat over, grabbed Xue Ling's hand, and coaxed: "Okay, okay, I was wrong, I apologize, my good Xue Ling, don't be angry with me, I'm just stupid, so some people always don't like me, if it weren't for Niangniang and you who hurt me, where would I have my status in this Weiyang Palace?!" ”

Xue Ling raised his eyebrows and said quietly: "You are not unlikable, but your temperament is too hot and straight, but your heart is very good, and you are the most loyal to your mother, so your mother loves you!" ”

Light purple raised her eyes to look at Xue Ling and smiled slightly.

Xue Ling couldn't hold back, but also smiled, stretched out his hand and pointed at her forehead and said, "You dead girl, why didn't you say it earlier?" ”

Light purple lowered her head and replied, "At that time, I didn't feel like this!" Besides, Lu Yao only knows horsepower, and it takes a long time to see people's hearts, and after getting along for a long time, I know what kind of person he is! ”

Qianzi suddenly stood up and looked out the window, few people listened to her heart, the faint words hidden in the deepest part of her heart, at this moment, in this sleepless moment, she was willing to use the moonlight to Xue Ling to say: "People like us, with humble status, enter the palace to be palace maids, they are all called by others, of course, there are also people who want to fly on the branches and become phoenixes, such as Hongling, who even do things to seduce the emperor, and Lingmei, they are all people from maids, but they have lived in this palace for a long time, can also know what kind of situation this palace maid will be like when he becomes a concubine? Lingmei has been given to death, Hongling is still motionless in the position of changing clothes, almost not even a place to live, now no one cares, lowly background is cheap, everywhere you go will be criticized, on the back of the crime of betraying the lord fox and the king, it is even more despised by everyone, it is better to be a girl, but also the right conscience, you can live with your head held high! Only when there is a master can we support the faΓ§ade, the scenery of Weiyang Palace, we can also enjoy the scenery, wherever we go, we will be looked down upon! How comfortable and cozy? ”

Xue Ling heard the words behind her and nodded secretly, she really agreed, the stability of conscience is important! After a long sigh, Xue Ling said again: "People, there are always lonely times, some people have seen too much glitz in this palace, so they are restless, and with a little glory, they always want more, always hope that the scenery is in front of people, but I don't know that behind this washed lead, there is still a sadness and unbearable that cannot be confided in people!" In the face of grace and power, it is not a new thing for conscience to fade, even if the nobles of heaven will deny their relatives and slaughter each other, not to mention those of us who are struggling at the bottom like ants! Always unable to see the layers of blades under the radiant cloak of power, he plunged headlong into the sea of suffering, and never to be free again! ”

Light purple admired Xue Ling's understanding and this open-mindedness, saw through the harem life, but was independent, only kept her own duty, did not overstep the rules and was not delusional, she turned around and looked at Xue Ling, a pair of wonderful eyes flashed, like stars naughtily blinking, she said sweetly: "Xue Ling, have you ever thought about your future?" ”

Xue Ling's eyes turned slightly, smiled, and a faint charm spread, in the shadow of the lamp, she said eloquently: "I have long passed the age of leaving the palace, Shaohua has passed away, youth is gone, all the capital as a woman has been greatly discounted, even the relatives have died one by one, except for Weiyang Palace, there is no place for me to live and rely on, I have never thought of going to other places!" I just want to always accompany my mother, and where my mother is in the future, I will be there! Whether you are poor or rich, you will inevitably depend on each other in life and death! ”