Section 14 Rain in front of the eaves (13)
"So, have you thought about it, what should you do?" Xie Zisu stood on the side of the road with cheeks as red as ripe apples, and whispered to Ke Fan, who was leaning against the lamppole.
"She, I did fail her! Hehe, it seems that life must live up to this word! ”
Ke Fan looked up at the night sky, where there were a few stars twinkling, and said miserably.
"I've actually thought a lot about it these days, maybe Xi'er and I are destined to become passers-by. She has her freedom, I have my pursuits, she will not change for me, although I can delay my pursuit for her, but the essence is the same as her, it will not change. ”
When Ke Fan said this, he unconsciously lit a cigarette, he was a person who rarely smoked, or even hated smoking.
"I know that if I do this, I will hurt her, and I can always suppress my true self and go with her. But it's a deception, and my heart doesn't allow me to do that. ”
Ke Fan glanced at Xie Zisu, who had always lowered his head and didn't know if he was listening to what he said, and then continued, "I said that I fell in love with you, not because I was impulsive at the time, nor did I want to find any excuse for myself to give up." After getting along these days, I can feel that my heart has been controlled by you, and unconsciously, maybe this is the indescribable 'fate'......"
"But this is a hurt to Xi'er, I'm Xi'er's best friend, I can't be with you!"
Xie Zisu raised his head, and Ke Fan saw her eyes and cried again.
Ke Fan gently wiped away the tears that flowed for her, and smiled bitterly at her: "I know this is also very difficult for you, this matter is already difficult to choose." But either way, you just have to follow your heart, I don't blame you! It's all my fault that this qiē started......"
Xie Zisu hugged the man in front of her tightly, how could she not have the slightest love for this man in her heart for so many days.
But he is the boyfriend of her best friend Lin Xi'er, how can she do such an immoral thing to Xi'er?
Feelings, this wrong feelings, this damn feelings!
She slammed Ke Fan away and ran all the way away.
She never looked back, and she didn't want anyone to see that she was in tears.
Night, in this lonely and sentimental night, in a city that has fallen asleep, Ke Fan and Xie Zisu are tormented by this feeling that I don't know whether it is wrong or right.
Maybe this relationship is really right, but the time is wrong...... Xie Zisu asked for leave from the company, she locked herself in her room for several days, and she didn't open the door to Ke Fan's several visits.
Because she really doesn't know how to face Ke Fan and face this love that she can't afford.
turned on her phone, and the call records of the past few days were full of Ke Fan, which made her physically and mentally exhausted.
What to do?
What should I do?
She finally decided to call Lin Xi'er, and the phone went through, but she really didn't know how to tell Lin Xi'er about it.
She listened to Lin Xi'er's happy voice over there, listened to Lin Xi'er ask her if she had come out of the shadow of lovelorn now, and listened to Lin Xi'er ask her how she was doing now, whether she had regained her previous image as a queen, and she cried.
She whimpered and cried, but she just said to Lin Xi'er on the other end of the phone, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... Lin Xi'er, who didn't know why, kept persuading her on the other end of the phone, asking her what was wrong and if someone was bullying her.
The more Lin Xi'er said this, the more guilty Xie Zisu became, but she knew that the matter was irreparable, and maybe she was going to lose Lin Xi'er's best friend......