Chapter 182: You Are a Burden

Listening to the pitiful tone that seemed to be pleading, Wei Qingye finally relented and gave up breaking her hand. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 ο½‰ο½Žfo(.. As soon as the strength of her hands relaxed, her hands increased and wrapped around his waist, unwilling to let go.

Wei Qingye was helpless, "Are you afraid of pain?" If you're with me, it's going to hurt more than you just did. ”

Ji Ru asked blankly, "What do you mean?" ”

"Aru, we're not suitable." Still the same as before, Wei Qingye didn't give her an explanation. Ji Ru asked rhetorically: "I haven't tried it, how do you know it's not suitable?" ”

He said categorically: "You don't have to try, it's just not suitable." ”

"You're a liar!" Ji Ru turned to him and grabbed Wei Qingye's hand in a panic, "Brother Ye, you like me, you just like me, you said it, why don't you admit it now?" ”

"Aru!"

"I don't want to listen to those high-sounding excuses of rejection, I just want you to accept me."

Wei Qingye opened her mouth, she suddenly covered her ears hard, refusing to listen to him, and her eyes were full of tears.

"Brother Ye, you said that if I were with you, I would hurt more than just now. But I like you, I love you, I want to be with you, I'm not afraid of pain. ”

She leaned forward, her hands passed by his side, and she wrapped her arms around his waist tightly, her crying words as firm as a mountain.

Seeing that there was no longer a smile in her eyes, Wei Qingye's heart gradually ached. After hesitating for a long time, the hands still did not lift up to comfort her shoulders. He sighed, "Why should you? ”

"I don't know why I'm doing this?" Ji Ru fell into his arms and sobbed: "I used to think that love was nothing, the girlfriends in the college dormitory fell out of love, and they were always crying to death, and I laughed at them for so many men in this world, maybe after many years, I would thank them for not marrying back then."

I never imagined that one day I would be touched by every look and word of a person. I didn't even expect that even if he didn't say a word of rejection to me, and just looked at me with a detached look, I would suffocate to death.

And now, how can I bear him to say that I should leave? ”

"・・・・・・ Aru. As you said, maybe you'll be glad you're away from me years later. Xin was almost suffocated by her crying, and Wei Qingye, who was extremely patient, still persuaded with that indifferent look.

"No, no・・・・・・" Ji Ru slowly raised her head, looked up at his face and said, "From the day I saw you again, I had a hunch that I would love you and love you inextricably." Because I know that there is no one in my heart who can compare with you. ”

"Aru!"

"If you don't love me and don't like me, maybe I'll be lost and leave you to lick your wounds alone." Ji Ru paused for a moment and said sadly, "But you obviously love me, and you clearly let me know that you love me, but you have always rejected me." ”

Wei Qingye corrected: "No, I didn't say I loved you." All I said was that I didn't dislike Ajou. ”

"Then you look me in the eye and tell me that you don't love me."

Wei Qingye, "・・・・・・"

Five seconds later, instead of looking down at her, he closed his eyes slightly, exhaling softly.

Ji Ru let go of his hand violently, and excitedly took two steps back and said, "You are lying again!" ”

"Nope." Wei Qingye flatly denied it.

Ji Ru asked, "Then why don't you look at me and say." ”

"If I tell you that I don't love you, you'll die, then I'll tell you right now that I don't love you, it's just your own fantasy." Slowly, he raised his head and looked directly into her eyes, which were not only ruthless, but also loveless.

That look went straight to the bottom of my heart, chilling my bones and blood. Her body staggered back two steps, and she said in disbelief, "Ye, Brother Ye・・・・・・"

There was nothing in his eyes・・・・・・

It shouldn't be!

"No, there must be something wrong." She stepped forward helplessly, and took his hand pitifully, wanting his eyes to be warm.

"Even if I tell you that I don't love you, you won't give up, that's why I didn't answer you right away." He shook off her hand without a trace of emotion, and said, "If you still call me 'brother', put away the thoughts you shouldn't have and go back to your old life." ”

"No!"

"I'm sorry for you!"

Wei Qingye turned his back, the hand hanging from his waist clenched into a fist, and said decisively: "Tonight is the first time you will live in my house, and the last time you will live in my house." ”

Ji Ru listened to him sluggishly, watching him stride out of the bedroom, like a puppet forgetting how to cry.

He went and went back, holding a brand new set of pajamas in his hand and said, "Mine, new." You're going to wear it tonight. It's late at night, wash up and sleep. ”

She still didn't come back to her senses, he took her for air, and turned away again.

One step, two steps, three steps・・・・・・

Suddenly, some chaotic steps rang in her ears, and her wandering thoughts suddenly came back, and he had walked out of the bedroom.

"Brother Ye!"

She trotted two steps uncontrollably, and then grabbed his waist from behind, and her delicate little face slowly pressed against his back.

I never thought that she would not give up talking like this, Wei Qingye's body also stiffened, and frowned: "You ・・・・・・"

"I know something is wrong." Crying and laughing, she closed her eyes and recalled his eyes, and said, "Before, your eyes were indifferent, and everything you saw was a kind of look, clear and cold. But the eyes were like November rain, cold, but not biting. ”

"What are you talking about?" Wei Qingye pretended to be cold and said.

"I'm not talking gibberish! It's just different from before! ”

"What's the difference?"

"It's different anywhere!"

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After arguing for two sentences, Wei Qingye stopped talking, and Ji Ru also fell silent. In this way, time passed minute by minute, and her heart gradually ached in this indescribable atmosphere.

Wei Qingye twisted his eyebrows and said, "Let go!" ”

"Don't let go!" She refused to listen.

Wei Qingye, "・・・・・・"

I'm afraid that as soon as I let go, he will go away ruthlessly, and I want to see his face again. After blinking twice, she wrapped her arms around his waist and rubbed his body in front of him.

When she finally moved in front of him, she suddenly smiled. Wei Qingye looked down and met her eyes.

There were tears in her eyes, but there was also a faint joy.

She seemed to forget his indifferent appearance just now, and said coquettishly: "Brother Ye, can you hug me too?" ”

Wei Qingye, "・・・・・・"

"If you don't like me, you won't be able to hug me, why don't you dare to hug me?" She asked, fluttering her eyes.

He said coldly: "I think this question, if you go to a bar or a nightclub, there will be many men who are willing to answer you." ”

Ji Ruxiu twisted her eyebrows and retorted: "You are different from them!" ”

Wei Qingye asked undeniably: "What's the difference?" I'm also a man. ”

"If you think you're like those men, then you can hug me, I'm pretty good-looking, I think if you were those men, you'd be especially happy to hug someone who took the initiative to give me a hug." Ji Ru slowly put his face to his heart and said, "Brother Ye, your eyes can deceive people, but your heartbeat can't deceive people." ”

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"I hear your heart beating." Ji Ru's mouth pursed and said sadly, "You liar, why did you reject me, why did you drive me away?" ”

"Aru!"

"Anyway, you have to hug me, if you don't hug me, you don't want to sleep tonight!"

"・・・・・・ who did you learn from this nonsense character!"

The drama was acted, the ruthlessness was pretended, and the indifference was done, but in the end, it was still zero in front of her, and Wei Qingye's tone was a little more helpless.

Ji Ru smiled, "Hehe, natural." ”

Wei Qingye, "・・・・・・"

"When I was a kid in an orphanage, I would try to get what I liked. For example, when I was twelve years old, I fell in love with a Barbie doll. There are too many children, and it is impossible for the dean's mother to buy them. I took advantage of the end of school and pegged my boss to ask me to buy something for the toy store. I put on the Barbie doll in the store and attracted a lot of customers to the owner. Later, the boss gave Barbie to me. Ji Ru said, "Now you are the same, I am in love with you, or you don't reveal your feelings about liking me to me." Because as soon as you give me this kind of information, I will stalk you until you raise your hands and surrender. ”

Wei Qingye, "・・・・・・"

"Because I think that people who love each other should be together! Why wait for years to regret it? ”

"Aru, you're wrong, people who love each other may not be able to be together." Wei Qingye's tone softened, and he continued to persuade, "As you said, I have a lot of things that I can't bear with others, and neither can you. ”

"Then I can watch silently and accompany each other silently! Other people who love each other are not together because they don't cherish them, they don't tolerate them, they don't endure them, they don't persevere. And I want to use the persistence of this life in exchange for the opportunity to be with you, is that okay? ”

Wei Qingye doesn't talk often, while Ji Ru belongs to the kind of girl who chatters endlessly when she talks about it.

Therefore, in the conversation at this moment, no matter what he said, she had a perfect answer that followed his words, breaking his duplicity.

"What do you want me to say, so that you are willing to give up?" Wei Qingye said helplessly.

The hands that hugged her waist increased her strength again, and she replied stubbornly: "No matter how I say it, I won't give up!" For example, if you don't hug me today, I won't let go of you, and we don't want to sleep! ”

Wei Qingye was dumbfounded: "You! ”

"If you try to forcibly break me off, I'll hurt myself, believe it or not?" As if sensing his struggle, Ji Ru raised his face and said very seriously to the eyes that were staring at him.

Wei Qingye, "・・・・・・"

Ji Ru, "Just hold it for a while, for a while!" ”

Wei Qingye, "・・・・・・"

Ji Ru, "Hold for ten minutes?" ”

Wei Qingye, "・・・・・・"

"Eight minutes?"

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"Five minutes?"

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"Three minutes, no less, and besides, I still won't let you sleep! I don't have to go to work tomorrow anyway! ”

She began to play scoundrels again, threatening.

"・・・・・・ you!"

"Alright, alright, two minutes." Said that the uncompromising person took a step back after the grievance.

Looking at him speechlessly, Ji Ru smiled shallowly. Loosening his waist slightly, her hands moved upward, her hands hooked around his neck, and she looked greedily at his face.

It's a face she'll never get tired of looking at.

Therefore, she is not afraid of the 'pain' that he says.

"Brother Ye, are you going to stalemate with me until dawn?" He was still indifferent, her eyes turned red again, and she asked in a low voice.

"Alas・・・・・・"

The tone and indifference were completely loosened in this sad and laughing expression, he shook his head helplessly, slowly raised his hands on her waist, and gently hugged her in his arms.

"Brother Ye・・・・・・"

"Dangerous," he said. ”

"Huh?"

His voice was too small for her to hear, and she hurriedly looked up and asked. He looked at her quietly, his eyes that were cold and vaguely filled with irrepressible worry.

She muttered, "Where is the danger?" ”

Wei Qingye, "・・・・・・"

Ji Ru said firmly: "I'm not afraid. ”

After a long time, he whispered, "I'm afraid, don't be a burden to me." ”

Ji Ru shook his head and said hurriedly: "No!" I won't be a burden to you! All I need to do is be by your side! ”

"You are my ・・・・・・ by my side"

"Brother Ye, I beg you not to say it again, okay?" She couldn't understand how he could say that he would be a burden, but she couldn't listen to these words, and interrupted with red eyes.

She just wants to be with him, she is not afraid of any danger, and she does not want to be a burden to him.

How can a lover be a burden?

Wei Qingye, "・・・・・・"

"Brother Ye, are you okay with your eyes closed?"

Wei Qingye, "・・・・・・"

She choked back tears and promised: "Close your eyes, hug me for a while, I promise you that I will never be a burden to you, okay?" ”

"・・・・・・" he closed his eyes slightly.

"Heh・・・・・・"

His eyes closed, and she smiled, joy shining in her big bright eyes. She slowly stood on tiptoe, her chest pressed intimately against his body, her pink lips pressed against his.

His lips touched, and his eyes widened, shocked that she was messing around willfully again. She pursed her lips and smiled, turned the hand that hooked his neck to hold his face, and whispered, "Brother Ye, good night." ”

Wei Qingye, "・・・・・・"

He was silent, her smile was a little more, and sure enough, she didn't mess around anymore, looked at him lovingly for a long time, and obediently let go and turned around.