I wanted to go, but she wouldn't let me, but how could she, like she had lost her soul, understand my heart? I no longer argued with her about anything, but moved the wheels myself to leave the bedroom reflected by the warm sun, the reflection of light, his arrival, made me understand that the previous workout was lazy, and I was not firm enough.

"Liang Jiafeng, are you angry? Can't you just grow up? Even if you are angry, you can't gamble with your body, right? If you're so naïve, I don't want to care about you, so why do you want to go. ”

Li Qingshu didn't stop me, but said to me in a no longer calm tone, and I even felt that her tone had a sense of hatred for iron, of course, this was just my hallucination.

"Since I don't want to care, don't care, I'll go and exercise."

Li Qingshu can think whatever he wants, I strengthened my mind, I understood what I wanted, I replied with my back to her, and then quickly turned the wheel, came to the door, opened the door, and drove away from the bedroom in a fully manual wheelchair.

When I came to the hall, I found that the handsome man was gone, the reddish-brown double door was still closed, and the biting cold wind could not erode in.

I don't want to guess what Li Qingshu is thinking? Of course, I can't guess it, but the most important thing in front of me is to stand up as much as possible.

Looking at the standing parallel bars, thinking back to what I had suffered all this time, what struck me even more was that my damned legs didn't have the slightest instinct at all, and I still couldn't walk on my feet, not even for a moment.

When I climbed to the parallel bars with difficulty, reached out to hold the parallel bars, and looked up, at this moment my heart was full of faith, and the palm of my hand was forced, driving the whole body to exert force, and my throat was like a loud roar.

"I'm trash"

Now I need to be motivated, maybe this term that contains too much waste is a bit useful, right? Again and again, the wolf fell to the ground, stood up again and again, shouted that I was a waste, thinking about the face of a handsome man, and then thinking that I couldn't watch Li Qingshu snuggle in the arms of other men, let alone let her be hurt and deceived, my mind was full of echoes of the cross sentence 'I'm not a waste, I want to stand up'.

My arm has long been numb, but I don't want to give up lightly, the arrival of a handsome man is a good time to stand up, I don't want to miss it, when there are very drastic changes in human feelings, there are often so-called medical miracles, and I must create a miracle today.

When I don't know how many times I fell down and got up again, how many times I roared in my heart, how many times I stirred my heart because of waste, how many times my mind was full of Li Qingshu's abnormal face because of a handsome man, and even said the words that I was her boyfriend, I carried the hard parallel bars with my arms on my shoulders, stepped on the mat with my bare soles of my feet 'naked', sweating profusely, tired to the limit, and when I was about to fall to the ground, I actually felt a trace of strength in my legs, but when I was ecstatic, I fell on the mat again

Lying on my back on the soft cushion, looking at the extremely white ceiling, I did not shout excitedly, but recalled the moment just now, whether I was hallucinating from exertion, or whether I really had strength.

When I was about to get up and try again, I found that my tired arms were numb, my head was a little messy, and strength was a luxury for me.

It's just that my body fell silent and my mind continued to be disturbed, and suddenly I thought of a method, since I want to try whether my legs have intuition, it would be good to pinch my legs directly to see if they feel pain.

Thinking of it, I tiredly picked up the flesh of my thighs with my hands, but

I lay on the mat for a while, and the moment I opened my eyes, I saw Li Qingshu sitting next to me in a daze, looking at her side, I saw the tear stains remaining on my cheeks, which did not completely disappear, in the period of more than an hour when I exercised and recovered, she must have crawled on the bed or curled up in the corner to cry, which can make Li Qingshu cry, this man must be her ex-boyfriend, it seems that he is very affectionate.

Looking at Li Qingshu who didn't notice me looking at her, my eyes were moist, and even tears were already flashing, although I couldn't see my appearance, but it must be very wolf, maybe this is crying with joy, right?

She looked at the empty air in a daze, and I kept looking at her, such a situation is not easy to encounter, I have to cherish it, this moment to look at her as beautiful as a fairy tale, how I wish I could look at her like this for the rest of my life, time fortunately stopped, let the two of us become white to transparent, stay to the extreme sculpture

It's just an unrealistic delusion, and when Li Qingshu made a move and turned his head to look at me, I knew that I couldn't continue to look at her quietly.

Li Qingshu saw me staring at her closely, so he asked me suspiciously, "Why are you looking at me?" Is there a word on the face? Although more than an hour had passed, the unrestful tremor she had as she spoke was still there and had not gone away.

"There are no words, but there are a few tears on your face, are you crying?"

After resting, I regained some strength, and I sat up with difficulty as I spoke.

"Crying? Will I cry? Don't be funny, now that you're well-rested with your crazy and brainless guy, let's eat. ”

Li Qingshu was stunned for a moment, slowly stood up, and pretended to speak, but his expression was not so cold and calm.

"I'm afraid that some people will be very affectionate, and they will believe the words of their ex, soften their hearts, and fall in love again."

I stared at Li Qingshu tightly and said meaningfully.

"Don't talk nonsense all day, you just need to stand up now with all your heart."

Li Qingshu pushed the wheelchair and said to me impatiently.

"Okay, I'm, just follow my heart, but if I stand up one day, what will happen after that?"

Li Qingshu helped me to the wheelchair and was about to push me out of the recovery room, but I suddenly grabbed Li Qingshu's hand and stared at Li Qingshu very seriously.

My eyes were full of her, but her eyes were so colorful that I couldn't see who it was

Li Qingshu looked at me, his expression changed and he wanted to break free of my palm immediately, but I firmly grabbed her and forced her to answer, which was an extremely important answer for me.

I stared at her seriously, she looked at me quite puzzledly, and said inexplicably, "What happens after what?" Can you make it clear? And you scratched me, let go, is there a tendon that is throzing? ”

"If I recover and get back on my feet, will I have to leave your house?"

"Okay, if you don't leave, will you still live for a lifetime?"

"I'd love to live for the rest of my life."

Hearing Li Qingshu's emotionless rhetorical words, I murmured in a sad whisper.

"What did you say?"

"It's nothing, I understand, let's go, I'm hungry, let's eat."

As he spoke, he let go of Li Qingshu's hand