When I heard this, I didn't pay attention to the changes in Xiaozhi's psychology, but I was really shocked in my heart. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info It seems that since today when Ban Que asked Xiaozhi to go out to dinner, Wei Kai has been fulfilling the agreement and secretly staring at the boy of Ban Que for me. I recalled the lunchtime meal, and I didn't let my guard down for almost the whole time, but what did I mean by that sentence before I said it, did I miss any details? The middle-aged man he arranged seemed to have unintentionally bumped into Xiao Zhi, if that man was arranged by Wei Kai, his original intention was obviously to let Xiao Zhi knock over the things on the table in the bump. Having trouble with your meals? I felt a sigh in my heart, Ban Que's ability was not enough to bribe the hotel to poison Xiaozhi. But the man's behavior obviously knew that there was a problem with the food, and when did Ban Que do it. Although I didn't expect Ban Que to be so despicable, according to Ban Que's usual despicable style, I did pay attention to his movements all the time. Wait a minute, it seems that when eating, because Ban Que said that he broke up with his ex-girlfriend, Xiao Zhi seemed to be smiling for dozens of seconds, and at that time Xiao Zhi seemed to be half-closed, and his eyes were not on Ban Que, but secretly happy. At that time? That's right, that was the best time to get drugged.

Sure enough, Ban Que completely understood Xiaozhi's thoughts, maybe when he went home on the first day, he thought of this plan when he saw Xiaozhi stupidly waiting for him to go home, right? However, thanks to Wei Kai, who was able to help me keep an eye on Ban Que all the time, I was able to save the day.

"I've spent a lot of money." Wei Kai's voice interrupted my thoughts, and he scratched the back of his head, "I have to have a rich father, otherwise your life would really be hanging by a thread today." ”

Sure enough, the middle-aged uncle was hired by Wei Kai. Xiaozhi didn't seem to understand what Wei Kai was saying, she reached out and touched Wei Kai's forehead, and said to herself: "No fever." But why the nonsense? ”

Wei Kai tilted his head: "I said that you didn't say nonsense, you know better than me in your heart." ”

It is estimated that Xiaozhi was put on a face by two people in a row today, and the whole person's temper came up all of a sudden. "Don't talk back." I mentally wanted to stop her. I don't know if it's because of my stopping, Xiaozhi didn't say anything after all, bypassed Wei Kai and returned to the room and plunged into the bed. When Zheng Min came back, he saw Xiaozhi suddenly laughing: "Why did you fail again?" ”

Xiaozhi replied sullenly and stopped talking.

"Give up." Zheng Min patted Xiaozhi, Xiaozhi moved a place for her, Zheng Min lay next to Xiaozhi, "He doesn't like you." ”

"I know." Xiaozhi's voice seemed to cry, "But I just can't give up." ”

"Huh? Forget it, no more irritating you. It is estimated that Zheng Min is afraid that Xiaozhi will be too sad and not too vicious, "But you can think about it, if you really want to chase Ban Que, it will be a protracted battle." You've also seen Ban Que's girlfriend, a goddess at the top of the school, and you feel a little sure that you can surpass her. ”

"Not at all sure." Xiaozhi's voice became smaller and smaller, "But my brother said it himself, he broke up with his girlfriend." ”

"Huh?" Because of his surprise, Zheng Min couldn't help but raise his voice.

"Really." Xiaozhi was afraid that Zheng Min would not believe it, so he suddenly sat up and looked at Zheng Min very seriously.

Zheng Min stared at her face speechlessly, and handed her a tissue: "You wipe your tears first, it looks too bad now." ”

"I'm sorry, it's so sad to be rejected for the second time." After Xiaozhi wiped his face, he lay on the bed decadently: "It's a long way to go." ”

"When did Banque break up with his girlfriend?" Zheng Min asked in a low voice.

"It's this little long holiday, so it's understandable that he's in a bad mood today, right?" When I heard Xiaozhi say this, I really wanted to hit her, but thinking that it was myself who hurt in the end, I still gave up the decision to practice this idea.

Zheng Min didn't answer again, but was silent with Xiaozhi. Xiaozhi looked at Zheng Min uncertainly: "Minmin, do you also like Brother Banque." ”

Zheng Min was stunned for a moment, then turned his face away and denied: "Don't talk nonsense." ”

"Then do you dare to look at my Yang Jing and say that you don't like Brother Banque?" Xiaozhi nudged Zheng Min gently.

Zheng Min rolled out of bed and tidied up his clothes: "I'm going to eat." ”

"You just like him." Xiaozhi also rolled out of bed and asked after him.

"But what's your business?" Zheng Min turned around and looked at Xiaozhi for a long time.

Xiaozhi's mood was a little higher than just now, and he said anxiously: "Then we are rivals in love." ”

"He didn't promise you, what position do you stand on to become a rival in love with me?" Zheng Min's attitude today seemed very strange, and she looked at Xiaozhi with a different emotion in her eyes.

"Then you just like him? How can you like him? It is estimated that the impact is too great, Xiaozhi has been making trouble, but his spirit is much better than in the afternoon, "No, you can't like him." You're a good friend of mine, and you are not allowed to like him when I like him. ”

It is estimated that Xiaozhi's illogical declaration gave Zheng Min a headache, and he also felt very funny, and when he spoke again, he already had a helpless smile on his face: "Miss, it's my own business to like this." The heart grows with me, and of course I am dominated by power. Just as I never stopped you from liking Banque, you can't stop you from liking him. ”

Xiao Zhi completely lost his mind, and the nonsense made me have the idea of knocking her out again: "No, you go and like others, there are so many boys in this world, I won't stop you from anyone you like, you just can't like him." If even you like him, I don't have any chance of winning. In the end, Xiaozhi's voice was so low that he could barely hear it. She lowered her head, trying to hide her desire to cry.

Zheng Min was stunned, I found that I didn't know what to say, and I knew that at this time I knew that Xiaozhi's arrogant performance was just to hide her inferiority complex.

She was left alone in the room, she said that she had no appetite for dinner, and she stayed alone in the room, Zheng Min had friends to look for at night, and she also avoided the embarrassing situation now. In the room where there was only one person left, Xiaozhi suddenly spoke: "Zizhi, are you awake?" ”

I didn't expect Xiaozhi to want to talk to me, so I hesitated, but I still answered softly 'um'. It's best not to have multiple personalities at the same time, because it will consume too much energy if you are even inside, and I don't know what kind of situation will happen to Xiaozhi, who is mentally and physically compatible. But looking at her now, I was really afraid that no one would talk to her, and she would be sick, so I talked to her against common sense.

"Xiaozhi." I didn't know what to say, I could only call her by name.

Xiaozhi hid himself in the dark, and there was no more sea of flowers that bloomed a few days ago in his heart. Xiaozhi's voice was hoarse, and I knew that he had been secretly crying: "Today is a really bad day. ”

"Hmm." I could only casually echo, "Don't be sad. ”

"I'm not upset." Xiaozhi hit me back stiffly, "I'm just a little unwilling." Especially after knowing that Min Min likes him too, I feel like I'm too bad. ”

I've never heard Xiaozhi comment so negatively about himself, and the strong sense of unconfidence in his tone made me feel a little uncomfortable: "It's not that bad. "But think about it, if you compare with Zheng Min, you are really at a disadvantage, let alone compared with his ex-girlfriend.

"But you still can't give up, Zizhi, do you like people? I mean, when you're awake, have you ever liked someone? Xiaozhi also seemed to know that he didn't have any clear advantages, so he changed the topic by himself.

"I haven't been out much, I've always been in your spiritual world, so I can't experience the feelings you said." I was also worried about his safety when I was outside, but I couldn't bear to say this to her, for fear that the two of us would quarrel again.

Xiaozhi was very mindful of my words: "I'm sorry, Zizhi. ”

After that, the two of us didn't say anything. Suizhong or Xiaozhi broke the silence hesitantly: "Zizhi, can you wait for me for a while?" ”

"What?" I didn't understand what she meant.

"We can't coexist, can we?" Xiaozhi asked me, "Although we should talk now, this is not normal, if we get treatment, one of us will disappear forever, right?" ”

Although I discovered the problem before Xiaozhi, I have thought about such a situation in my spare time, but I have never thought about the consequences, or I have never dared to think about the consequences, I don't know how to answer this question.

"Zizhi is much smarter than me? Such a difficult homework can be tested very well, in fact, this exam is also, if it weren't for Zizhi answering the papers, I really don't know if I could be successfully admitted to the high school of the headquarters. But I found that I couldn't keep up with my homework at all, and I wasted a spot. But Zizhi is different, Zizhi studies very well, if it is really Zizhi who stays as the ultimate personality, I still have some chances to be with my brother, right? "Xiaozhi seems to be talking to me, and it is also like talking to himself.

"What are you going to do?" I feel like things are moving towards a bad line of defense, and Xiaozhi wants to come back? But now is definitely not the right time, I am not ready to deal with the strangers, after all, I have been here to live the quiet life I want. But if I replace Xiaozhi now, I will be dealing with a large number of strangers, which makes me very afraid. I want to stop her from doing stupid things.

Xiaozhi didn't seem to hear what I was losing, and said to himself: "If it is Zizhi, Brother Ban Que may be able to associate with you, after all, Zizhi is so smart and so gentle." ”

"What nonsense!" I scolded her, no matter which of the two of us, the version only had murderous intentions for us, not love. No matter how good you become, people who don't like you won't change their attitude towards you because of your changes, not to mention that Ban Que only has hatred for Xiaozhi.

"I'm not talking nonsense." Xiaozhi immediately became unhappy, "Zizhi is very gentle, otherwise she wouldn't have agreed to let me come out and do what I wanted to do every time I messed around." For example, if you like Banque, I know you don't agree, but you still haven't completely stopped me. And aren't you afraid that I will be hurt by love? ”

It's not for such a simple reason that I stopped you, I complained silently.

"So I think if it's Zizhi, it's okay."

"I don't like him, so don't hit my mind." I retorted that this man who has calculated me since I was a child, I really don't know how to lack the heart to like him.

"That's right." Xiaozhi's voice lowered again.

"Maybe you'll meet someone better in the future." I tried my best to persuade her.

"Perhaps, but I can't control my mind right now." Xiaozhi's voice sounded a little aggrieved and a little innocent, "So I want to ask Zizhi to wait for a while, which can be regarded as a private agreement between the two of us." ”

"What agreement?"

Xiaozhi suddenly smiled: "I will disappear." Afraid that I would interrupt her, Xiaozhi hurriedly explained, "You listen to me first, I won't disappear immediately." Because there are still regretful things, I will be unwilling to disappear, maybe if I really give all the control to Zizhi, because the unwilling emotions will make me reappear, and then it will add trouble to Zizhi, so I want to disappear completely willingly. I originally wanted Zizhi to like Brother Banque, in this way, even if it wasn't me, it was Zizhi with another personality, but being together can be regarded as fulfilling my wish to live with Brother Banque forever. But now it seems that Zizhi really doesn't like Brother Banque. ”

"So what's your plan?" I'm a little surprised that Xiao Zhi would really choose such a terrible thing of self-sacrifice in order to be with Ban Que, how humble is Xiaozhi's love to make such a cruel decision to himself, does he have any idea what it means to disappear forever. "Disappearing forever means you may never see Banque again." I don't know how I suddenly said such a thing, when my final decision was to completely replace her and live the life I wanted after I was able to live independently, but why did I feel so strange when I heard him say this now?

"I know." Xiaozhi's voice didn't sound as sad as it was just now, but I felt even more sad than just now, "But I really can't imagine what life would be like without Brother Banque. And I don't want to face that kind of life. Zheng Min is right, Brother Ban Que has never liked me, and maybe he won't like me in the future, just thinking about it makes me feel very uncomfortable. I can't even imagine him leaving me to live with someone else. I felt Xiaozhi's eyes were fascinated by the mist again, "I can't even imagine what it would be like if my brother was alone with the others." Zizhi, have you heard the story of Kuafu's chasing the sun? ”

I don't know why Xiaozhi suddenly said this: "What's wrong with this story?" "I remember this was a story I heard when I was very young.

"Father Kua did not catch the sun until he died. No matter how fast you run, no matter how persistent, you will never be able to catch the sun. Xiaozhi closed his eyes.

"The earth is 149597870 kilometers away from the sun, the distance is too far, and there is no science and technology to send you to the sun now, and the temperature of the sun is too high, when you get close to him, with the current science and technology, you can't survive at all." I recalled what I had seen and explained to her.

"Zizhi is not romantic at all." Xiaozhi suddenly burst into tears and laughed, "What I want to say is that Brother Ban Que is like the sun to me, no matter how hard I try to catch up, I can't get close, and even if I get close, I will be burned." But does Zizhi remember Kuafu's final ending? ”

"Exhausted after drinking the water?" I struggled to remember that story.

"Yes, but because he drank all the water, he felt very sorry, so when he died, he became one peach forest after another, and although he could not catch the sun, he could see the sun forever, and the sun could see him forever. It's a happy ending, isn't it? ”

"What are you trying to illustrate?" I don't understand why Xiaozhi is telling a story, "It is impossible for a person to become a peach tree, and Banque will not become a sun." ”

"I don't know if I want to become a peach tree." Xiaozhi laughed even harder when she heard me say this, but suddenly the laughter stopped, and then I heard her slightly frustrated voice, "Actually, this is the agreement I want to make with you." Would you like to give me a few more years? Don't stop me from liking Brother Ban Que, I just want to die by myself, before I send a private message, I want to stay outside, knowing that Brother Ban Que has found his lifelong happiness. After that I'll die, and then I'll be gone forever. At that time, I will give you my body, will you go and live the life you want? Xiaozhi pleaded with me.

"Not good." I rejected Xiaozhi's proposal, "What if Ban Que never finds happiness." ”

"No, it won't." Xiaozhi's voice sounded anxious, "Brother Ban Que will definitely find happiness." ”

I was speechless: "But do you know what his eternal happiness is?" ”

"Marry a wife and have children, right?" Xiaozhi was silly happy.

"It's not." I interrupted her fantasy with a cold remark, "Your death is his happiness." ”

There was silence between us again, and I was always unconsciously saying nasty things to irritate her, saying that it was to raise her vigilance. In fact, I just wanted to save Xiaozhi from her humble love. But often we would argue over the subject, and no matter how much I told her about the fact that Banque wanted to kill her, she was still obsessed with it.

"So I chose to disappear. It's just that I can't let go of him now, maybe I can't give up liking him when I see him want to kill me with my own eyes, right? Xiaozhi smiled desperately.

I was horrified by this answer, and out of curiosity I asked her, "Didn't you think about liking people in the past?" ”

Xiaozhi didn't answer me, and then I heard her even breathing, and I fell asleep crying tired.

"Zizhi, give me another four years, no matter what becomes after four years, I will give you back control, okay?" "I want to go to school with my brother again," she said in a daze. Just one year is enough. The voice slowly hid her breathing, and I couldn't help but feel a little sorry for her, it was really whimsical to want to be admitted to the same university as Ban Que, and then pester him to go to school with him like when I was a child.

I also felt sleepy thinking about it, the two personalities were too physically demanding, and just as I was starting to get confused, the bedroom door opened. The person who came in didn't turn on the light, and I felt that she walked to Xiaozhi's bed and touched Xiaozhi's forehead, moving very gently like a falling feather. "I'm sorry." I heard her say apologetically that it was Zheng Min's voice, and I struggled to open my eyes, lowered my voice and said, "You did it on purpose today, right?" "It's my own voice that comes to my ears, and it seems that I can control this body for the time being.

"Zizhi?" Zheng Min asked me in an uncertain tone.

"Hmm. It's deliberately stimulating Xiaozhi today, right? I asked her again.

Her eyes adjusted to the darkness, and I saw her nod slightly: "That's right, if you don't give her a vaccination now, when she knows the news, it will be even more difficult for me to kiss her." ”

I thought there was something strange about the meaning of these words, and after thinking about it, I said, "You can't really be dating Ban Que, are you?" ”

Zheng Min hesitated and finally nodded: "I'm sorry." She apologized again.

I waved my hand and didn't care much, after all, who Banque was dating with

What does it matter, except for Xiaozhi, no one thinks there is anything wrong with the accident. The only thing I care about is another thing: "He told Xiaozhi today that he broke up with his girlfriend during the long vacation, the heroine shouldn't be you, right?" ”

Zheng Min shook his head: "It's his ex-girlfriend." ”

"It's fast enough, isn't it only three days alone, and you're going to be on the throne quickly?" I know I'm going too far, but I didn't expect Zheng Min to be as untrustworthy as I guessed, and it seems that she should have automatically sided with Ban Que, but why did the people who had been indignantly accusing Ban Que suddenly have to date Ban Que? Still in such a sensitive period?

Zheng Min was provoked by my words, and she retorted to me with some excitement: "I didn't, I thought he and his girlfriend had broken up a long time ago." ”

I shushed, and I felt as if Xiaozhi was showing signs of awakening. Zheng Min also lowered his voice: "I, we've been dating for a while, although I'm very sorry for Xiaozhi and didn't tell her, but her appearance at the time made me really can't bear to tell her the truth." Just like just now, I still didn't have the courage to tell her the truth that Ban Que and I had been dating for a while. ”

"The person you went to see just now was Ban Que, right?" I suddenly realized why Zheng Min had been running away since the holidays, and why she had also watched that video.

Zheng Min nodded.

"Huh." I sneered and asked her, "Ban Que asked you out temporarily, right?" ”

Zheng Min was stunned for a moment, and then shook his head: "I suddenly said it during the holiday, let me go out on the last night, and said that I had something to tell me." (To be continued.) )