Sometimes I feel really aggrieved when I think about it. Everything needs to accept the approval and denial of others. But being recognized is clearly not something that should be acquired at this age. But now is the best time for us to be in a state of mind. Because he is young, energetic and has dreams, he is willing to work hard for what he wants to get.

None of us know what we will be like years from now. The only thing that can be watched is the current life. So in this energetic time, I don't want to be bothered by the sound of the outside world.

Maybe something seems selfish and can also cause trouble for others. But trying to try without disturbing others is something I have to do. When we are young, have we been scolded less? Isn't it even more regrettable that time is passing and I have never done anything for myself.

"I didn't expect Qingqing to be so good. An Qing's singing voice seemed to appear in Deira's mind like an angel, soothing those traumas of the past.

An Qing's singing voice made Deira resonate strongly in her heart, and what An Qing didn't know was. Deira was such a person, or is still a violinist living in a dark corner......

But dark places seem to be especially energy-giving to people, and the more you are in the mud, the more you want to break free. With An Qing's singing, Deira recalled the days when she used to practice the piano.

In order to have a violin, she was crying and making trouble

Musical instruments have always been fundamental, and it's not the same as skateboarding. My sister was influenced a lot by her father and started learning to skateboard at a very young age. My sister learns very quickly and can slide smoothly in a few days.

Dad also taught Daila to skateboard, but Daira was slow to learn. With a smart sister in front of her, her father gradually lost patience with her.

As a result of losing patience, no one taught her to skateboard anymore.

It is impossible for each of the two daughters to be taken care of, with Dinah having a cheerful personality and enjoying the sun and her partner, and Della being an introvert who likes to spend time on musical instruments.

"You say you want to learn the violin? You can't even skateboard, how can you learn the violin? Do you know how hard it is?" said the mother.

Little Deira was very unconvinced and said, "Why do I have to learn to skateboard, why can't I learn what I want to learn!!

Father and mother looked at each other, unable to understand why Della was so angry today.

Parents thought it was strange, but they never thought about it deeply......

Dina grew up with a halo on her head, and the sisters went out together, praising Dinah. And little Deira can only stand aside as her sister's foil.

This made little Deira feel very uncomfortable, why couldn't her parents be more patient and teach her another skateboarder?

With Dinah's excellent sister in front of her, Della lost all light. No matter what Della does, her parents will hold her to the standard of Dinah, never asking her what she wants.

"Dela, haven't you been studying hard lately? Dina scored 95 points. For the final exam, she and her sister took the exam paper home. When the mother saw Dela's test paper, there was some blame in her words.

Deira was silent about this, her sister's grades were good because her sister was popular. The boys in the class who study well are all Dinah's playmates, and the questions that don't know will be answered naturally.

"I don't care, I just want to learn the violin. If you don't buy it for me, I won't eat!!" This is the strongest way for little Deira to think of to resist.

Little Deira was fed up with the days of following her sister, and every day she just listened to her sister being praised, and she did sigh and blame when facing her.......

Della can't learn to skateboard because she doesn't like skateboarding. And who really wants to know her preferences? Even parents are not in a position to require them to know their children......

This is something that della did not understand until many years later. Children should be passive. No matter what kind of parents you encounter, you have to be passive.

Sudden joy,

Sudden anger,

And those disappointments and losses that she couldn't stale......

And the child can only bear silently in these processes. In addition to bearing, it will also use various ways to convey information to parents. It's just that the way they deliver it is often too extreme. Like Deira's hunger strike, this move made her once again beaten down by her sister......

But even so, she would love to have a violin. Only in this way can Deira make her parents pay attention to her needs. Because my parents have given most of my love to my sister. What can be done to make parents pay attention to themselves other than crying......

Every time I see a classmate who is good at studying to give a lecture to my sister, Deira is so envious, because she can't do this question.

But she has been listed as a poor student by her teachers and parents, and this label is not something that little Deira can easily get rid of. It takes a lot of energy to do that.

The only thing she can do is bear the label and continue with her painful life.

"Ah, I see. After listening to her classmates' explanations, Dinah looked like she suddenly realized.

After figuring out the question, Dinah looked refreshed. Excitedly, he said to his partner, "Let's go to the fireworks together at night." I heard that the stationery store has new fireworks. ”

After Dina finished speaking, there was a student next to her who echoed excitedly: "Okay, okay." It's been a long time since I've had a flower. ”

The stationery store next to the college is often stocked with all kinds of fireworks, and sometimes the teachers add classes until dark, and the students will always get together in twos and threes to buy some fireworks to light up together.

The fireworks are colorful and colorful, making the figures in the dark night clearly visible. The students happily shook the fireworks with their hands, laughing happily while shaking. In this way, accompanied by fireworks, I returned home one by one, and it was also quite a happy feeling to pinch ~~~

"Della this is yours!" Della handed Della a few small fireworks, and Della was excited to look at the small fireworks in her hand. Although it was bought with her pocket money, she always felt that her sister gave her alms.

The fireworks of the cadet on the left are lit: "Now let's start with Xiaotian." ”

The four of them pressed against the road under the dark night sky, and the fireworks of the girl on the left swayed in circles. When the girl on the left burns out of fireworks, the next student lights the fireworks.

The student's eyes flashed with excitement: "It's finally my turn." ”

Dinah reminded her, "Don't light all the fireworks like you did last time." ”

"You don't have to! ”

Immediately after that, the sound of giggling came from the girls, and the atmosphere was very pleasant.

"We're home, see you tomorrow. Dinah said goodbye to her friends.

Deira looked at the remaining fireworks in her hand with a look of loss in her eyes. In fact, she also wants to set off a fireworks, but unfortunately she is the last one every time.......

Dina looked at the fireworks in Della's hand and stretched out a hand: "I'll put the fireworks away for you first, and we'll put them off next time." ”

The fireworks were taken away by Dinah, and Della looked at her empty palm, not knowing what was going on in her mind.

When was the next time? Next time she was the last one, the distance from the academy to home was so long, so it was still not her turn.

Deira looked at the empty palms and took the grievances and losses in her heart.

"Then I'll go back to my room first. Dinah patted Deira on the shoulder, and the man disappeared like the wind.

"Why are you so ignorant, kid. "Mother put the food in front of Dela, but Deira just wouldn't eat it. She was angry because her mother had questioned her dreams.

"I'm not saying that children of your age don't have the ability to learn things. I couldn't hold on to it a few days after buying the violin. The mother tried to convince Deira in her own way.

However, the negation in her mother's words can only inspire more rebellion seeds in Deira's heart: "Since you didn't buy me a violin, why did you come in?"

"Why do you talk like that, child?" said the mother, disappointed.

In the eyes of her parents, everything was made by Deira as a vexatious mess.

After her mother left, tears fell one by one: "Why can Dina do whatever she wants, but I can't." I hate you, Dinah, I hate you, Dinah, why are you better than me in everything. If you said you wanted to learn the violin, your mother would have bought it for you without hesitation. ”

Little Deira couldn't do anything but cry, and how helpless she was.

"So I understand you, Qingqing. I'm afraid I'm the only one here who can understand your loneliness. Della drank the drink from her glass, and Yechen Xuan, who was sitting opposite, looked at her suspiciously.

There was a knock on Yechenxuan's door, and when he opened the door, he saw Dai Ra looking at her with a smile on his face: "Yeshao, let me invite you today." I know a good place. ”

Before Yechen Xuan could react, the person had already been pulled out by Daila. Emotionally, Deira is indeed an active child, and what she wants in her personal experience must be fought for. You can fail, but you can't let yourself have regrets.

So our Yechenxuan appeared in the bar and listened to An Qing's singing the whole time.

Ye Shao in the audience was surprised, he still didn't know An Qing after three years of getting along. He thought he knew very well, but after listening to An Qing's interpretation, Yechen Xuan was ashamed to realize that he didn't seem to have fulfilled his obligations as an elder brother.

An Qing is a little scary as a younger sister. Never bothered him, and was always by his side when he was troubled. He has been enjoying An Qing's gentle company like this, but he has never found time to ask her what she wants. This shame made Yechen Xuan's eyes complicate when he looked at Deira.