A sense of powerlessness

If the speed of the bullet is too fast, the particles are too small and it is difficult to react and avoid in time, then Chu Ying can still quickly block the big knife and give the enemy a hard blow, basically killing within one move.

This is the most humane and efficient way in Chu Ying's eyes, which can incapacitate enemy soldiers in an extreme time, and can also allow Chu Ying to kill more enemies in a unit of time.

The battle lasted from morning to evening, and after a long day of fighting, Chu Ying's hand as he raised the big sword was already trembling slightly, and his reaction speed was not so fast, but fortunately, there were not many enemy troops left, and most of them were exhausted.

When killing the last enemy in sight, Chu Ying rested a little on his horse, looking at the bloody corpses lying on the ground, there are our army and enemy soldiers, Chu Ying closed his eyes, and his hand tightly grasped the big knife.

When Chu Ying was fighting, he only knew that he wanted to save his life and protect more comrades, so when he cut down, the knife was fatal and unambiguous, but now he was quietly looking at the corpses that fell in front of him, and the visual impact and pressure in his heart made it difficult for Chu Ying to lift the knife in his hand.

In modern warfare, Chu Ying has never encountered such a large-scale war, even if she encounters a large-scale military exercise, it is only injured but not fatal, even if it is a mission, the enemy army is only a few thousand, but the corpses lying on the ground and spreading for several miles are less than 10,000.

Modern warfare is better than ancient warfare in that it uses guns and ammunition, and in the same deadly situation, the wound is smaller and the bleeding is less. And now that there is not a complete corpse on the ground, Chu Ying covered her mouth and swallowed back the sour juice that came out of her stomach, tears rolling in her eyes.

This feeling is even more uncomfortable than when he shot the kidnapper for the first time, 00 times more uncomfortable, at that time, he watched a living person fall in front of him, but even if it was uncomfortable, Chu Ying had no choice, the hostage of reason and suffering needed the help of his professional skills.

Even if Chu Ying is now leading the injured horse to step over the corpses, and the corners of the clothes on his body are still slowly dripping blood, Chu Ying must adjust his psychological state in time.

After performing a mission here, if you can't pack up your equipment, you will take a vacation and go to see the psychotherapy that the troops have prepared for you. Chu Ying needs to adjust herself, if she has a choice, Chu Ying of course hopes for peace, and force is used as a means to contain the enemy.

But since you are born in troubled times, you must rush forward, and you can't hesitate for a moment to the enemy, and sometimes maybe because of that moment of hesitation, another comrade-in-arms will die.

Chu Ying helped the wounded soldiers up to the horse, helped the wounded who could still walk, and walked to a crowded place, looking at the comrades who were dead one by one, Chu Ying blamed himself in his heart, and hated himself extremely much, if he could teach them more, he could teach more people, train them strictly, train them to death, maybe they would have a glimmer of life.

Today, or at this moment, Chu Ying felt the cruelty of war for the first time, this battle was different from the previous missions she had participated in, and in the past, at least in terms of force, it was superior to or equal to the other party.

And this time, Chu Ying felt deeply powerless, between the absolute difference in force, how weak the advantage in numbers was, although he won the battle this time, Chu Ying was not happy.

"General Yan, the number of people has been roughly counted, and the total number of soldiers and militia is less than 90,000. Now there are more than 10,000 wounded, what next? ”

"Leave some of the men to collect their weapons and armor, and the rest of the army will march forward for some distance and then set up camp, settle the wounded, and rest for a while." Yan Yushu let the horses out for the wounded to use, pressed his hand the arm where it was still bleeding, and looked at the crowd walking in the distance, one of whom was covered in blood, and even his face was covered with blood.

Seeing that he moved freely, he should not be seriously injured, but the whole person seemed to get up from the blood and water, even if the soldier approached, Yan Yushu couldn't identify who it was.

"Brother Yan, is there any water?" Listening to this somewhat familiar voice, Yan Yushu guessed that this person might be Chu Ying, and after Chu Ying rinsed his cheeks with water a little, Yan Yushu could fully confirm that this person was Chu Ying.

Seeing that there was a black bag next to the horse she was leading, which seemed to contain something, Yan Yushu vaguely remembered that a soldier rushed to the front like crazy before, and attacked the leader and guards of the other party violently and many times, and then took the leader's head and shouted on the side.

"What's that?"

"The head of the leader of the other party, capture the thief and capture the king first, I thought it would be useful, but it doesn't seem to be of much use." Chu Ying untied the bag and threw it into the distance, remembering the way he was shouting around with this person's head before, although many people saw it at that time, they only stunned for a moment and continued to fight.

"Although you killed their leader, as long as they can defeat us this time and make war achievements, then this group of people will get a lot of wealth, and there will be someone to replace the leader, so your move only has the effect of deterrence, and cannot disintegrate the enemy army. You're great to be like this for the first time. Yan Yushu patted Chu Ying's shoulder, but looking at her sudden pain, he thought that there might be an injury on her shoulder.

"Let me see, is it hurt?" Seeing that Chu Ying was unmoved, his eyes were a little dull, Yan Yushu's dagger cut Chu Ying's upper shoulder, and sure enough, there was a heavy slash there, this wound has not continued to bleed a lot, it seems that this wound has been some time.

"You're injured, go with them for treatment." Looking at Chu Ying, who was still standing motionless, Yan Yushu looked around Chu Ying carefully, and saw a severed arrow in Chu Ying's calf. "Don't stand, this battle is over, if you don't treat it, your leg will rot, how can you continue to join the army if your leg is rotten?"

Seeing that Chu Ying's godless eyes finally had some spirit, Yan Yushu squatted down, "Come up, I'm carrying you, the horses are limited, we have to find a place to camp and rest quickly, and wounded people like you should also be well healed." ”

Chu Ying was very cooperative and lay on Yan Yushu's back, still carrying him, Chu Ying asked softly in his ear, "Do you still have the strength to go down the road ahead?" ”

"Heh, why do you ask like this, first, I have strength, I am still alive, I can still move, I can still fight, then I have to go down, second, I have to go down, as a general, I have to be responsible for my soldiers, even if I am just a nobody today, I have to go down, I have to be responsible for my father and mother, I want to give them safety, and let myself go back alive. You can sleep for a while. ”

Leaning on Yan Yushu's shoulder, Chu Ying had a sense of security, coupled with the whole day of fighting, and a deep sense of frustration, Chu Ying actually fell asleep.