Li Qingshu also held a bouquet of flowers and slowly walked into the ward, when she saw the flowers falling at the door of the ward, she leaned over and picked them up, and then looked at me who was lying motionless on the bed.

When she saw that I was no longer wearing oxygen on behalf of my serious illness, her moving face naturally had a smile, and she came to me with flowers full of surprise, put the flowers she picked up on the bedside table, inserted the flowers she was holding into the vase, and said to me with great surprise: "You can finally take off the oxygen, I won't be scared, get out of danger, just enter the safety,"

"Will you be worried about me?"

As soon as her words came out, I immediately looked at her and asked, my eyes did not leave Li Qingshu for a moment, trying to see something from her expression and movements,

"Of course, you saved me twice, and this time I was injured so badly, can I not be afraid, if you die like this, I can't repay the favor, and I can't thank you properly, so I hope you can be safe and sound,"

After Li Qingshu arranged the flowers, he turned his head to look at me, full of smiles, and said to me in very indifferent words, as if everything was taken for granted, Li Qingshu didn't want me to die like this, he wanted to be grateful to me, he wanted to repay his kindness, just that, nothing else,

After verification, although I have been psychologically prepared in my heart, but after all, it is still very heartbroken, for me, she is just grateful, I clearly understand, I am nothing in her eyes, if I didn't desperately try to save her, now in her heart I am still the so-called scum, not a good scumbag, now do good things, my image in her heart is to be changed, and the so-called change premise is necessarily moved,

I smiled and said duplicitously: "Well, I'm also your great benefactor now, imagine before, and then think about it now, it's really a creation and a trick, no matter what, we have also become ordinary friends from enemies, Li Qingshu, am I a friend now?"

Li Qingshu's face changed, he slowly sat on the edge of the bed, looked at me and said indifferently: "Of course it's a friend, I must treat you as a friend,"

"What kind of friend do you think you are?"

I continued to ask, and the so-called seriousness became thick at this moment,

"Liang Jiafeng, what do you want to eat, I'll make some for you next time, you can talk now, you can eat, you have to eat something good,"

But Li Qingshu changed the topic without a trace, and was no longer willing to delve into what kind of friends we were.

"No need, Xiaoyan has already stewed chicken soup for me, but let me ask you something, after I was hit by a car that day, I saw you crying, why are you crying, are you afraid of something,"

I was finally able to speak, and she came, and I began to ask about things that I couldn't figure out.

But Li Qingshu didn't seem to hear what I said at all, looked at the light that penetrated in, and sighed: "The sun at eight o'clock always makes people feel a little cool, at this time, people are often the most relaxed, because the sun has no real release, in this semi-released state, people can imagine things that cannot be imagined,"

Listening to Li Qingshu's words, I became more and more confused, blaming me for being ignorant, I couldn't understand what the so-called exclamation of shifting the topic meant, looking at her very plain but with a faint smile, I felt that Li Qingshu was too unfathomable, too elusive, I had known her for a long time, but I couldn't even guess her thoughts, I think she had been pretending to be, more like an alien, with a gorgeous body, and an unknown inner body,

"I've never seen you cry like that, is it just because you're afraid that I'm going to die, and I really don't understand what you're talking about,"

I still didn't want to give up, and continued to ask Li Qingshu, who was sitting next to me and was extremely safe, hoping to get something.

"It's easy to die, but it's hard to die after death, the stars are very bright, but I'm afraid of the gray sky, I don't know if there are stars tonight, if the sky is still clear,"

Li Qingshu continued to talk to herself, her so-called diversion of the topic was also drunk, so I had no way to continue to ask, I could only continue to sigh with her on the topic, maybe I don't think about anything, don't ask anything, it's best to go with the flow, I now feel that I am becoming more and more greedy, from not being extravagant in the past to being ambitious now,

Safely in a room, speaking some unfathomable words, looking at her beautifully, trying to guess what she thinks may be what I want to see, because I can talk to her, express some gorgeous sentences from the heart, although no one understands,

"Life is very difficult, but it is simple to live in the truth, the meteor is gorgeous, but there is no fear of the endless night sky, and the sky is clear now, which also indicates that the stars are destined to hang in the sky tonight,"

Since Li Qingshu is willing to say some puzzling sentences, then as a bookwriter, I will naturally not fall into disadvantage, and it is very simple to sigh with her, as long as she is happy,

"Even if the stars are hanging all over the sky, but you can only look up alone, with only the cold wind, sometimes you don't want to get it is easy to get, but what you want is as difficult as climbing to the sky, vanishing, autumn goes to winter, constantly repeating looking up, accompanied by the cold wind,"

I don't know what Li Qingshu suddenly thought, what he said became more and more difficult to figure out for a while, talking about the bright tonight in the clear daytime, living in the present but imagining the past, Li Qingshu is by no means as wonderful as living on the surface every day, and the things that are suppressed in his heart may be heavier than anyone else,

At this moment, I was lying on the bed, looking at her seriously, and I had already made a decision in my heart, I wanted to try to explore the extremely dangerous but extremely mysterious existence, even if I was covered with bruises, even if I was full of holes, I had to really understand her, understand her

"The so-called solitary person is actually not, when you look up at the bright starry sky alone, in all corners of the world, there will be people looking up at the same starry sky with the same posture and the same angle,"

"Even if there will be different people looking up at the same starry sky at the same time, but looking at different stars, sometimes people are not looking at the gorgeousness of the boundless starry sky, but with that pair of eyes, looking at a dim but very shining star that belongs only to you,"

"But when the person who is alone and only accompanied by the cold wind looks at an inconspicuous star, how can he know that not far away, in the dark, there is such a person who is also accompanying this person to look up at the inconspicuous star, and at that time it is no longer only the cold wind that accompanies this person, but also the so-called guardian,"

I and her, she and I, are communicating in words that ordinary people can't understand and understand, but every word is full of deep meaning, but I just need someone with a heart to deeply understand, I don't ask Li Qingshu to understand my words, because I don't understand her words,——

I don't understand it, do you understand,