Chapter 40: Thank you for your unrepentant love
The sun rises and sets, as if everyone is trying their best to hide the feelings of loss in their hearts.
When the night came, Qi Haowen stood in the corridor, looking down at Ye Yanxi's thin back, looking at her constant wiping of tears distressedly, hesitated for a moment, and walked downstairs.
Hearing the footsteps, Ye Yanxi wiped away his tears in a panic, hurriedly turned off the video on the iPad, and looked at Qi Haowen with a smile, "Ye Keran is asleep, this kid, there is no moon tonight." When he walked in, he hurriedly turned his head and looked up at the sky.
looked at her red and swollen eyes fixedly, and a bitter smile rose at the corner of her mouth, "Yes, it's cloudy today, so it's normal that there is no moon, why don't you sleep yet?" ”
"I slept during the day, I'm not sleepy now, do you want milk?" A hint of panic flashed in his eyes.
Qi Haowen lowered his head and sighed softly, "Don't drink." ”
Ye Yanxi put down his iPad and walked towards the kitchen.
Looking back at her departing back, Qi Haowen picked up the ipad, browsed the news, videos, post bars, Weibo, etc., all related to Teng Yi, his eyes were gray little by little, as empty and confused as a black hole, and he unintentionally clicked on the post written by Ye Yanxi on the forum, every word and sentence revealed her deep love and reluctance for Teng Yi, and gradually burst into tears, for four years, she never stopped, writing a post to Teng Yi on time every day, about her own life about Ye Keran, like a lover in a tone, Grief corrodes the whole body. Qi Haowen extinguished the screen in despair, and tears gradually soaked his chest.
Ye Yanxi was stunned in place at a loss, looking at Qi Haowen's constantly shaking body with teary eyes, listening to his desperately suppressed sobs.
Qi Haowen tried his best to calm the turbulent feelings, took a deep breath continuously, covered his eyes with his hands that had been trembling, and after a long time, he slowly moved away, adjusted his feelings, turned around with a smile, his eyes happened to touch Ye Yanxi's already sudden-faced face, sadness hit him again for no reason, he gritted his teeth, and tears swirled in his eyes, "Is the milk ready?" Are you hungry or don't cook noodles for you. He asked calmly.
A series of tears flowed silently from Ye Yanxi's sad face, without a single cry, just letting the tears keep flowing down.
Qi Haowen looked up at the ceiling, forced back his tears, and walked into the kitchen with a smile, "Why is the glass broken, your hands are fine, I'll help you flush it!" "Carefully packed up the shards of glass.
"I'm sorry, Brother Howen, I'm sorry." Ye Yanxi sobbed silently.
"You haven't done anything wrong, don't say you're sorry, love is not right or wrong, it's just that whoever loves whom more and loves each other more can only try to do something to make the love between each other equal. I happen to be the one who loves each other more, so I take everything I do for granted, hoping that one day our love will be equal. Exhaled a deep breath of heavy breath "However, I don't want my love to be a constraint on you, your choice can not be mine, I will always respect all your decisions unconditionally, because the most important thing is that you can be happy." Bringing the steaming milk to the table, "It's still a little hot, and when it's a little cooler, I'll go take a shower." ”
Ye Yanxi watched his departing back, looked at the steaming milk on the table, and tears flowed down his eyes.
A month passed quietly inadvertently, Ye Yanxi still updated posts for Teng Yi every day, and Qi Haowen browsed anonymously every day.
In the quiet night, with a faint moonlight, there was a knock on the door, and Qi Haowen walked into Ye Yanxi's room.
Ye Yanxi raised his head cautiously and closed the computer, "Ye Keran is asleep, this guy." He turned around and smiled warmly.
"Li Feng took it and clamored to go to Uncle Li Feng's house." Qi Haowen smiled and sat on the edge of the bed.
"Li Feng has been here, why don't you call me, oops." Frustrated, he stood up.
Qi Haowen looked at her eyes gloomily, "I thought you were sleeping, go to a place with me tomorrow!" ”
Naturally, he put his head on Qi Haowen's shoulder, "Where to go?" So Ye Keran won't go! ”
"Go see your mother." looked at Ye Yanxi's forehead intently.
Ye Yanxi raised his eyes in surprise, left his shoulder, and stood up with his back expressionless.
"She's your mother, it's been four years, you should go back and see her, everything in the past."
"I don't have a mother, and I've been an orphan since my dad passed away four years ago."
took her cold hand "You are now a mother, you can understand the joy of being a mother, the reason why you accumulate hatred more and more is because you don't have the opportunity to communicate, you don't." ”
"She once abandoned me and my dad, and I used to cry and beg her to come home, her."
"Everything everyone does has reasons that others can't understand, just like you are hiding the identity of Ye Keran's father now, you also have your own hardships, you empathize, if you leave Ye Keran, how uncomfortable you feel in your heart, her fault is that she didn't give you an explanation, but you were so young at the time, even if you explained, you don't understand, nothing in the world is unforgivable, not to mention the mother who gave you life, give her a chance, give you a chance." Qi Haowen persuaded movingly.
After thinking for a long time, Ye Yanxi turned around and smiled at Qi Haowen, "Then you will accompany me." ”
"Of course, I'll be with you." Qi Haowen stroked her forehead, "The most gratifying thing about you and Ye Keran is: listen to me very much." ”
Ye Yanxi happily stroked Qi Haowen's cheek, "Because you are our Uncle Haowen, you don't have to pack your luggage or anything, oh, I remember that you said before that you would travel when Ye Keran finished filming, what about traveling, what about traveling when you said it was good, and you lied to me again." He asked, pouting.
"After I go to see your mother, if I still have a chance, go there!" Qi Haowen hugged her tightly.
"What do you mean, what do you mean if there's still a chance." Ye Yanxi stared at him with widening eyes.
"That, because after I come back, I will send Ye Keran to the international kindergarten, I am three years old, I have sorted out the toiletries, you rest early, and leave early tomorrow morning." Qi Haowen let go of his embrace.
"Then, will you tell her about our marriage when we meet this time?" Ye Yanxi asked seriously.
Qi Haowen raised a faint smile, "It depends on the situation, rest early." "The steps were taken.
"You don't want to marry me, do you? Every time I say it, you don't do it. Glaring indignantly.
After a pause, Qi Haowen turned around and smiled softly, "Fool, when the time is ripe, I will give you a heavy marriage proposal." Rest fast and good night. He walked out of the room in silence