The lamp opened his eyes, and only this empty room appeared in front of Lin Xi'er. simply turned on the TV and turned the sound to the maximum, so that the noise of the TV drove away the unpleasant silence, but this made Lin Xi'er's mood irritable and chaotic.

For a day, a whole day, Lin Xi'er felt that she was almost numb and paralyzed.

Sometimes she feels that this self who is stubborn in front of others is too annoying, and she really wants to cry heartily as if there is no one around, without scruples.

What is strong, what is cowardly, let others say!

But she knew she couldn't do it, and the one who would do it would never be her.

She would only, therefore, hide alone in a corner where no one cares about and cry secretly, and then wipe away her tears, and face the world with her back to her with a smile that she can't even tell whether it's true or false.

So no one can see her vulnerability, and of course she can't blame others, after all, she herself is unwilling and unwilling to show this side of herself.

A person's heart will always have countless self, and when others see one of you, it proves that he is your acquaintance and friend.

If he can see two or three of you, then there is no doubt that he must be your best friend, lover, and relative.

And it is always us who sees the most and knows ourselves the most.

But many times we will ignore the many selves in our hearts, and we will suddenly wake up when we find that self.

So, when you don't say or express yourself, and others ignore you, why do you blame them?

Alas, let's go take a shower, maybe it will be easier!

Thinking of this, Lin Xi'er sat up from the sofa in abruptness.

The hot water carried the swirling steam from Lin Xi'er's hair, moistening her cheeks, and then slid over her white lotus-like jade arms, kissed her plump and elastic **, brushed her smooth waist like a water snake, and finally fell reluctantly on her curvaceous, fair-skinned, slender, comparable artistic legs.

When their journey of erotic encounters is about to come to an end and they can never return, they turn their last attachment into a scoop of lovesick tears on Lin Xi'er's delicate feet.

Lin Xi'er stroked her hair that was scattered by the hot water, but the water vapor instantly blinded her eyes.

On the day Ke Fan broke up with her, it exploded in her mind again unconsciously.

The sky is very good, there is scattered sunshine, there are leisurely auspicious clouds, flowers wafting with the fragrance of flowers, and birds singing birds' songs.

This earthly world is full of peace and warmth, and the only people who are out of place in this beautiful picture are Lin Xi'er and Ke Fan.

Lin Xi'er still remembers the slap she slapped Ke Fan in the face, it was the first time she really hit Ke Fan and the last time she hit Ke Fan.

At that time, half of Ke Fan's face was instantly red and swollen, but Ke Fan was very calm, he looked up at the sky and said faintly with a hint of sadness: "The weather is very good today, the clouds are light and the wind is light, but the fate is gone, and the people are going to disperse......"

Lin Xi'er cried, it was the first time she cried in front of others.

And this other person who made her cry was once a saint-like person in her heart.

The people you don't care about will never hurt you, and the people you care about who can hurt you are often the ones you care about.

At that moment, Lin Xi'er completely realized the true meaning of this sentence.

She didn't beg Ke Fan to stay, she said a word to Ke Fan coldly, "Get out!" ”

But no one knows how much courage Lin Xi'er needs to pay for it.

How can one person say that it is gone, and the other person can agree that it is gone?

Months later, she still remembers that day.

After Ke Fan left, she sat on the ground weakly and couldn't stop crying.

Let these long rivers that have been drowned in time slide away like this flowing water, and then forget?

Lin Xi'er, since we have made a decision, we can't regret it!

Looking at the hot water that slipped from her fingertips, Lin Xi'er worked hard to encourage herself in her heart.