Whew, it's so uncomfortable......

In the drowsiness, the only thing I can feel is the soreness and weakness like falling apart, the pain seems to be everywhere, the feeling is as if even the body is not my own, and the consciousness that has fallen into endless darkness can clearly receive all kinds of discomfort. Novel www.mеng.lā

Am I going to die......

She thought that the ever-changing images, sometimes bright, like colorful clouds dotted with blue sky, sometimes obscure, heavy dark clouds accompanied by rain and thunder and lightning striking on her body, she saw the kind and doting smile of her father when she was a child, she dreamed of the warm smile of her mother who had been dead for a long time, standing in that darkness that seemed to never see the end, the things she cherished were close at hand, and then she ran up and chased after those beautiful pictures.

But......

The harder she pursued, the quicker the images drifted away, until they disappeared in front of her, and her father's smile was gone, replaced by unsmiling indifference, and the queen mother was gone, and she saw the little girl crying in front of her tombstone.

…… Why...... Why......

She stopped, tears blurring her eyes, and then a deeper darkness invaded, the murderous assassin, she turned to flee, the illusory light of the sword fell on her body, long and seemingly endless, and then appeared in front of her, lingering black eyes like nightmares, the place under her feet was lost, and she kept falling and falling......

……

“…… Woo...... Why ......"

"Huh? Nightmares again? ”

Shen Yi quietly looked at Isabella who was babbling, looked at her side face, constantly showing a struggling and weak look, tears slid down her cheeks, that expression seemed to him as if it was being swallowed up by despair step by step, he stretched out his hand to hold her hand, Isabella immediately clenched it firmly as if grasping the last straw.

"What a coquettish lady."

He shrugged his shoulders helplessly, smoothed the messy hair on her face, gently stroked her cheeks, and the warm body temperature came from the warm skin, he suddenly felt that Isabella in front of him was so weak, her eyes, her nose, her mouth, and then his heart was mixed with guilt.

"Okay, I know it's wrong, I'll never kill you again, can you get better soon?" Shen Yi couldn't help but say, as for whether she could hear it or not, in fact, the answer was already obvious, I was afraid that she couldn't.

For the next few days, he stayed by the unconscious Isabella, and the affairs of the village were put aside for the time being, but even without him, he couldn't delay much, occasionally looking out the window, looking at the gloomy sky, he would think of Vivien, her detached and kind figure, and the slightest ripple in his heart.

I wonder how she's doing?

……

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It was as if wandering in the abyss and unable to find a way, and his thoughts were confused.

Why is it so uncomfortable? Occasionally, the thought would flash through her slightly clear mind, and her body was heavy, as if she were being roasted on a fire, it must have been some cruel joke or punishment, she thought, the soft limbs were not a good taste, why was this? Then a blank blank appeared in the messy mind, and even if I tried to think about it, there would be no answer, and even my mind began to be abnormal, and all kinds of thoughts began to turn in a daze, and the pinprick pain rushed to the scalp, accompanied by the dizziness of the world.

The only thing I felt was that it wasn't torture, probably the clear stream that occasionally flowed from her mouth, as if to relieve her thirst, and in a daze, she sucked the sweetness left in her mouth, and the discomfort in her body eased slightly, so she fell asleep again......

……

Wiping the corners of his mouth, Shen Yi put down the porcelain bowl that was already empty, and then helped Isabella wipe her sweaty face, his tired face showed a little sleepiness, in the past few days, he was taking the porridge into his mouth like he had just done and slowly sending it into her mouth.

Even if he knew that if he did this, he might be infected because of this, there was nothing he could do, but if he fell ill because of this, he really had to wait to see the beast god, he thought to himself jokingly.

Of course, as for the meaning of these actions for a young girl, he is not unaware, but it is better to act in a hurry than to watch her slowly weaken until she dies.

And in the world before him, kissing was not so offensive, he thought, looking for a reasonable reason for his actions, it would be more accurate to find an excuse, and besides, Isabella was so sick that she couldn't even open her eyes, and I am afraid that she didn't even know who she was, and no one would know about it if she didn't tell her.

He was never the type of person who would struggle with small things, and even if Isabella suddenly woke up, he would selectively hide it and act as if nothing had happened. As for the girl's innocence and the like, did he do anything to her? So to hell with all the blame, he decides as a matter of course.

Looking at her defenseless side face, the corners of her red and swollen eyes were soaked with tears, her dry lips were no longer as rosy as they used to be, her cheeks flushed abnormally, and her hard-hearted mood softened.

Forget it, I'll talk about it when you wake up.

……

“…… Cold ......"

"Huh? What did you say? Late at night, Shen Yi, who was guarding next to Isabella, turned his head, leaned down, and got close to her face, and then heard the almost faint **.

“…… Cold ......"

"Even if you tell me it's cold, I can't help it, almost all the quilts are on you." He shook his head in distress, and then rummaged through all the corners of the house, but found no other extra quilts, looking at her sad face, he sighed softly, and immediately took off the clothes on his body: "If it goes on like this, I really have to lose my life." ”

As he spoke, he immediately activated the energy in his body, and his slightly reddened skin rose hot, and then he gently picked up Isabella, looking at her face that was close at hand, weak and helpless like a lost child, and his heart was slightly tingling with pity.

“…… Okay, it shouldn't be cold now, fortunately, it's in this completely unrelated world, otherwise if I let the broken army and the seven killings know, I won't want to raise my head in the future......"

“…… Miss, wake up quickly, I admit that it was wrong for me to scare you that day, but you also have to think about it, you have already caused a lot of trouble to save you, but you still think about committing suicide, are you being tsundere......"

“…… It must have been something I owed you in my last life, and if I had known, I would have sent you back from Vivien in the first place......"

He thought about it in pieces, but he didn't dare to make too much movement, and in response to him was the hot body of the girl who kept shrinking into his arms, he showed a wry smile, one hand gently pressed her hair, and stroked comfortingly: "...... I was scared to death......" He thought, closing his eyes and falling back into a deep sleep.

……

In the cold night, the two moons reflected in the water converged, and the soft and misty moon fell from the sky, and the originally unclear night sky became clear by a misty light rain, and the twinkling stars were dotted like dots.

Through the slightly propped up window, you can easily catch the two people hugging each other tightly in the line of sight, and the quiet time flows quietly, and everything seems to fall into a deep sleep.

Her eyebrows trembled slightly, and she opened her eyes in a daze, and her head seemed to have not been able to react at once because of the high fever that had become unclear for several days, and she was still drowsy, as if she would lose consciousness again in the next second.

Mu Ran turned her blue pupils, beside her was a warm heat source, blocking in front of her to drive away the cold, she stared blankly, and then her vision gradually began to regain clarity, her eyes clearly reflected Shen Yi's face, and then the sluggish brain finally reacted, the shriveled lip flap opened slightly, her thoughts became blank again, and her brain seemed to be running a large number of things that were overloaded and crashed.

"Huh?" Shen Yi immediately woke up, glanced at the girl in his arms with his eyes closed, and shook his head, delusion? Then he cautiously left Isabella: "I fell asleep...... and then shook his paralyzed left hand, then put on his clothes and walked out.

She was the only one left in the empty room, and she could hear her heartbeat clearly, Isabella quietly opened her eyes, her cheeks warming, and finally turned into two delicate red flowers, and she covered her mouth to prevent herself from making a sound.

He...... He...... He held himself......

She thought blankly, and her messy mind seemed to grow even more unbearable, like a mess of shyness, confusion, incredulity, and joy that she hadn't even noticed......

In the next few days, her condition still did not improve, but it did not deteriorate, in a blur, she woke up several times, but she did not dare to open her eyes again, his lips, his own lips, his body temperature and embrace, as if even the smell of her body carried his breath.

She thought in a daze, and then realized that he had been taking care of himself like this for the past few days, his heartbeat was unconsciously accelerating, and thanks to the fact that he had fallen into a high fever at this time, if not, I am afraid that he would not be able to explain the flush on his face because of shyness, she thought, her consciousness alternated in half sleep, and even she didn't understand, why did she pretend to be unconscious?

Maybe it's her pride at work, she thought, and then she breathed a sigh of relief and fell into a coma again......

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Author's note: I have a cold, and I am in all kinds of discomforts......