Xie Zhen woke up on the bed.

When she opened her eyes, the bright sunlight suddenly rushed into her sight, and she subconsciously narrowed her eyes and reached out to block them.

The eyelashes fluttered, and the eyes gradually adjusted to the harsh light. Xie Hao didn't withdraw her hand, but looked at the tent above her head with her fingers slightly open.

Last night, the candlelight was dim and I couldn't see clearly, but today I can see even the geometry of the tassels hanging from the tent.

Xie Zhen was fascinated.

The collapse of the Xie family and the murder of Ah Zhan were really just a dream she had?

Xie Zhen didn't believe it.

She had dreams before, and no matter what happened in the dream, by the time she woke up, she often couldn't remember what had happened in the dream.

This time it was different, she clearly remembered the shock and sadness when she learned that her third brother was beheaded; I remember my surprise and anger when I was willing to die to protect my clansmen, but was told by Jin Yu that Yan Ming had premeditated poisoning their food; I remember the collapse and madness when Jin Yu said that he killed Ah Zhan.

Those were the people she would rather lose her life than protect! In the end, they all died, died.

She hates it! She was unwilling!

She wants to kill all the people who hurt them! Then he went to Hades to make amends to them.

She shouldn't have left Jin Yu, shouldn't have married Yan Ming, and shouldn't have persuaded her grandfather to support the prince......

Without cause, there is no effect.

Xie Hao bit her lip tightly.

She hated herself even more, if it weren't for herself, the Xie family would not have died.

But damn it, she's still alive, but the people who don't deserve to die are all dead, dead.

In this way, she wants to cut and slash, how can her regret be just a dream?

But if it's not a dream, then how can it be explained that she is only seven years old now?

Xie Zhen suddenly thought of the story of Zhuang Zhoumengdie.

Zhuang Zhou dreamed that he had turned into a butterfly and was comfortable, but he didn't know that he was originally Zhuang Zhou. Suddenly woke up, and in a panic, I realized that it was me Zhuang Zhou. What about her Xie Zhen? Was the past a dream or is the present a delusion? Or did she live a new life?

Xie Hao raised her hand.

The hands were pink and tender, glowing with warmth in the sun.

Seven years old. It's really a good age, a qiē hasn't happened yet, and a qiē has not had time to stop it.

It's still too late! Her eyes lit up suddenly.

That's right! Whether it's a dream or a delusion, the most important thing is the present! At the moment, she is still in the Xie Mansion in Lin'an City, she has not met Yan Ming yet, and she has not taken in Jin Yu, she can completely avoid those tragic things in the past! But Ah Zhan ...... If you don't marry Yan Ming, will there be Ah Zhan in the future?

Xie Zhen's expression darkened.

There was a rebuke from outside the house.

"How did you do this girl? I told you to guard the young lady well, how did you let the young lady sleep on the ground? The weather is cold, the young lady is delicate, how can she be good if she is sick for a lifetime? ”

The voice was small, but it was high-pitched, sounding like the buzzing of mosquitoes flying around your ears.

This is...... Xie Hao frowned and sat up from the bed suddenly.

This is a nurse! This is the voice of a nurse! The nurse is still here, which means that the people in Xie Mansion are safe and sound now!

Xie Zhen couldn't help but curl the corners of her mouth, got off the bed and walked barefoot to the door.

But when he heard Hongling's aggrieved voice outside the door, Xie Zhen's footsteps paused.

"Mademoiselle kicked me out last night, how do I know how she slept on the floor? Mother, if you love Miss, don't you love your daughter? Daughter, I slept at this door last night and didn't leave a single step, after you came, you didn't even ask, and scolded me when you opened your mouth. Hongling looked at her mother Song Lin and flattened her mouth.

Where is the reason why mothers don't feel sorry for their children? Song Lin looked at Hongling's frozen red hand, a trace of pity flashed on his face, he reached out and pulled her handbag and warmed it in his palm, and his consistently shrill voice also softened, "Mother knows that you are well-behaved, I am afraid that I have suffered a lot in guarding Miss these days, wait a few more days, and when Mrs. is better, I will ask for a grace in front of Mrs., let you stay in front of Mrs. on an errand, or take care of the little master, no matter what, it is better than being angry here at Miss." ”

Xie Zhen's ears buzzed, and a chill spread from his naked/naked feet.

It's cold! She subconsciously hugged her body tightly.

It turned out that in the eyes of the nurse, she was just an arrogant young lady, it turned out that Hongling never liked to be an errand by her side, no wonder, no wonder Hongling would betray her and take refuge in Jinyu at that time.

The conversation outside the door continued, and Xie Zhen turned around expressionlessly, and slowly walked to the side of the bed and sat down.

There was an unconcealable joy in Hongling's voice, "Really? Mother, can you ask Mrs. to send me to the third master on an errand? ”

"Third Master?" Song Lin was a little surprised, "Why do you want to go to the third master on an errand?" ”

Hongling's face flushed, and she hung her head and said, "I, I heard that there is no maid there for the third master......"

Song Lin saw her shy, where could he not understand the deep meaning of her words? Immediately smiled and stretched out his hand to poke her eyebrows, "Okay, okay, you girl is young and has a lot of eyes, and she thinks more thoughtfully than her mother." You can wait for a few days with peace of mind, and when the third lady comes to see the lady, I will call you to come and serve. You will be smarter then, if you can please the third lady, then the mother can think of sending you to the third room! ”

"I see." Hongling nodded smartly, and asked again: "Mother, why do you have time to come over at this time?" Did Madame give birth? ”

Song Lin sighed deeply when he heard this, and said in a sighing tone: "Not yet." Madame's stomach hurt for a day and a night, and the little master still refused to come out, but his lower body was bleeding nonstop, and I changed several basins of water. ”

Hongling was terrified, "Is it so difficult to have a child?" ”

Song Lin shook his head and said, "Where is it so difficult for us to have children? Didn't I hurry to the house to nurse the young lady the day after I gave birth to you? I think it's the lady's noble body! ”

"That lady...... Will Madame be able to get through it? In case ......" Hongling wanted to speak and stopped.

Song Lin stretched out his hand to cover her lips and said angrily, "What stupid thing are you talking about?" Mrs. is eating this cup of ginseng soup, where can she not survive? I think it's because the young master's life is noble and his destiny is extraordinary, so he made his wife suffer a little more. ”

Hongling nodded hurriedly in response.

Xie Hao lowered her eyes, but the hand on her knee gradually tightened.

Song Lin and Hongling's selfishness in hoping for their mother's safety was obvious, but unfortunately it didn't go as they wished in that life.

She was not by her side when her mother died, and later learned from her grandmother that her mother had a blood collapse during childbirth and was in critical condition, and her father's beloved wife had lost her mind, and finally her grandmother made a decision - to go to the mother and keep the child.

In the end, the mother withered like a flower, and what remained in the world was a baby boy named Xie Jue.

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