145 Let silent guardianship be the most beautiful confession
"Now I want to say it, and also state that this is a school, a sacred place for cultivating the flowers of the motherland, not a street market, not a vegetable market, you can't bring dozens of children in the study period because of your contradictions, don't you know how bad the impact is, last time in the office was like this, to this day I still don't repent, and I have to fight in front of the whole class, so next time I have to fight in front of the whole school, I really feel sorry for your children, there will be such a father who does not know the importance of it, It's as if I can't see their future anymore,"
The beautiful homeroom teacher held her eyes, looked at the parents of the class and said indignantly,
Today's soft homeroom teacher finally broke out.,And at this time, you have to give the teacher a face.,Otherwise, Tom's education problem will be a trouble in the future.,If Tom wears small shoes, it's more than worth the loss.,So at this time, I have to apologize to the teacher before the stupid stammer,
After firming up his thoughts, he stood up and said apologetically to the beautiful head teacher on the podium: "Teacher, I'm sorry, I will never do it in the future, and it will definitely not affect the growth of the children,"
I patted my chest and promised,
Hearing my apology, the pretty face of the head teacher Tie Qing, who was just about to speak, paleated a little, but he still said to me quite strictly: "This parent, I hope I won't see you fighting at school in the future, otherwise I really can't guarantee that your child will drop out of school because of you,"
I didn't refute the head teacher's strict words, but nodded with a smile and sat down.
When the stammering man saw that I apologized, he also apologized to the head teacher, and the head teacher counted him down again, and then held a parent-teacher conference.
The process of the parent-teacher meeting, for me is simply like a year, my mind is not here at all, nor is it in the teacher's continuous slight opening of the lips, but Li Qingshu behind me, sitting in front of me will eventually secretly look at her, and I am afraid that she will find out, this feeling is like peeking at a favorite girl in school, that's it,
In the process of peeking at the cold Li Qingshu, she didn't look at me, just looked at the podium with a very flat face, but I could see that no matter how she used cosmetics to cover her beautiful face, she couldn't stop the deep, deep paleness, I understood that she was sad for the ghost, and it had nothing to do with me, and suddenly I felt that I didn't ask for anything, I just wanted to be able to see her every day, no matter whether her appearance was cold or warm, her eyes were disgusted or peaceful, I wanted to see her
After more than an hour, the parent-teacher meeting finally ended, but I was reluctant to give up, how I wished that the parent-teacher meeting could be held for a while, so that I could see her, take a good look at her, but as soon as the parent-teacher meeting ended, she got up and left, without looking at me, there seemed to be nothing between us, more like a stranger, I finally felt that the most beautiful thing in the world is to be able to grow old with the person I love the most, break through the storm of love, break through the shackles together, And the most painful thing in the world is to become a stranger with the person you like in your heart.
In addition to misunderstandings between us, Li Qingshu's misunderstanding of me is too deep, I'm not a voyeur, I'm not a pervert, I'm not a thief, everything is what she thinks is ethereal, I think I'm too wronged, although I have also done something wrong, although we are all at fault,
Li Qingshu left very calmly and indifferently, completely becoming a stranger to us, so I don't know where to go, but I know that I don't want her to disappear into my world, even if she completely disappears in my world and completely cuts off contact with me, I can still look at her secretly, even if I don't meet her, even if I don't talk to her, even if I don't have her contact information, I don't have a mobile phone number, I don't have a button, I don't have everything, I will be a so-called stalker, only behind her, cowardly follow him, guard her, In fact, I figured out a lot yesterday, although on the surface, I want to completely forget about her, but deep down in my heart I am resisting, full of resistance,
If love is a kite, it is impossible to connect the broken thread, and there is no chance to even break the thread, if I can't touch her beautiful kite soaring in the sky, then after my sad long line lands, I also have to look up at her, look at her, I understand that there is already my existence on the body of the kite, she wants to get rid of it is difficult to get rid of, I will like her in my way, with the most nesty way, to protect her, people say that companionship is the most affectionate confession, then I will use my way, Become the most beautiful confession with silent guarding,
She's gone, I'm supposed to leave, Tom wants to stay in class, so I'll walk out of the classroom by myself through the back door, because that's what she left through the back door, and I'll follow in her footsteps and follow her footsteps, but I won't be discovered by her.
Because I need to go to work in the company, I can't keep up with her who has changed a car, she is wearing a crimson dress today, driving a BMW car that is as red as blood, driving away alone, never looking back from beginning to end, I looked at the red figure into the red BMW, watched the red car shadow disappear on the road like the wind, disappeared in my sight, I flashed tears, in fact, at the moment when she slowly opened the door, how I wanted to rush to her side, hug her tightly, and tell her, I like you, Liang Jiafeng likes Li Qingshu, sue sù her, you misunderstood me, sue sù her my heart is very uncomfortable and uncomfortable, sue sù she I can't see you
But the soles of the feet that just took the step still stopped, hugged her, liked her, what identity do I use, what qualifications do I have, use the identity of **silk to the point of no longer**silk, use her dislike to the extreme of qualifications, can my identity have such an attitude, her identity, my identity is destined to be an insurmountable gap, I don't blame her parents for giving her a qiē, nor do I blame my parents for giving me a qiē, I only complain that I have no interest, no ability, except for worthless dreams, there is nothing,
The only thing I can do now is to follow her, silently guard her, be able to see her happiness, see her loneliness, this is enough, I will use the time to silently guard her, and strive to change myself, since the birth day has been doomed, the future that is not destined to be in my hands, for the parents, for the children, but also to be able to stand straight in front of her, showing a confident smile, not the so-called inferiority, don't look at the usual don't think of liking this idea, you can say anything to her without scruples, What to do, but I understand my heart, I always feel particularly inferior around her, this may be the gap in identity, now I only know that she is the boss, I don't know what her family is, maybe I am worthless in front of her family background, it is the so-called dispensable ant
Seeing her leave, I stood at the school gate for a long time, watching the direction she left, and the shadows of the cars driving away were red, scarlet, red and painful—
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