Autumn is deep, a pool of hibiscus that has been defeated by the late downpour is beaten, and even the straight flower stems of the gentleman's back are lying crookedly on the withered yellow lotus leaves.

"Autumn shade... Not scattered... The frost flies late, leaving the dry lotus... Listen to the rain. Elder brother... Mother, the flower annihilation from... No... I know, it turns out that in late autumn, it is also... Yes... It's so cold? ”

Her pale cheeks were stained with blood and tears, and the thin woman's off-white dress had long been wet, and the rootless water washed over the knees of her skirt, where a faint mixture of blood and rain could still be clearly seen flowing over the sharp gravel on the ground near her knees.

With her back to the pool of dry lotus, the woman fell on her side in the pouring rain, her eyes still resting on her twin brother, who was not far from her, scarred and lifeless.

"Flower Oblivion... It's all to blame on my brother... Not good... I didn't... Protect you, I should... Deter... You... Marry him ......"

Blood-red tears were still sliding from the corners of Yuhuayan's eyes, and her ears were still echoing with her brother's intermittent and self-blaming words before he was beaten to death with a stick.

At this moment, she wanted to go to her brother's side. However, it was only a few steps away from each other, and at this time, it seemed that between their brother and sister was as unreachable as a thousand mountains and rivers.

All her muscles and bones were broken by the stick, and even the strength to speak needed to be accumulated, so she could only grieve silently: Brother, it's not your fault. You protect me in everything, you are not afraid of being affected by me, and you are the only one in the Yaolin Yu family who is sincere to me. It's my fault, it's me who dragged you down! Brother, I wish this was a nightmare, as long as Hua Yan woke up quickly, you would stand in front of me again. And he said unto them, Behold which of you dares to touch my sister.

More than fifty steps away, the door of the palatial hall was wide open, and the new emperor with a bright yellow dragon robe inside sat on a beautiful woman and despised the people in the rain, and said loudly, "Where is the 'Yuyan Heart', if you hand over the things, maybe I can make you die a happy death." ”

"Yes! Hua Yan, Yumo died because of your stubbornness, don't you say it? Although the beauty snuggled in the arms of the emperor is no longer in the mood for flowers, she still has the posture of captivating the city and the country, and when she said this, she seemed to have nothing to do with the woman who was tortured in the rain.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, lying on the stone slab, and Yuhua Yan was suffering from a heart-wrenching pain, which was a painful pain of physical and mental exhaustion.

There are two people in the hall, one is her husband who has slept with her for more than ten years, and the other is her eldest sister who has the same father and mother.

She turned a deaf ear to the shouts of the two of them, and without her response, there was no other sound in the courtyard except for the roaring rain.

"Queen Mother-Queen Mother-"

Suddenly, the immature child's voice came to her ears clearly through the sound of rain, but Yuhua, who was a mother, didn't react at all.

A little yellow doll rushed to her with steady steps, but she never raised her eyes to look at the poor child in the rain.

After a while, the woman in the hall walked quickly to the eaves in front of the palace door, and shouted to the people in the rain with an undignified manner, "Jade Flower Annihilation, open your eyes and see!" That's your child, how can you be ruthless for a piece of jade, even for the safety of your parents and children? ”

The heavy rain was still falling, and even the jade flower, which had been drained of blood, barely opened her eyes slightly, and saw the doll in front of her in a blurred line of blood and tears.

Seeing his cute little face clearly is like seeing his own children who have been born in vain or simply stillborn for more than ten years. To this day, she still can't forget the bruised little face of her son who was covered in swaddling clothes, and at that time she thought that this qiē was all done by the woman in front of her subordinates.

is as ridiculous as her jade flowers, until yesterday, she didn't believe that there is really a father of "tiger poison eaters" in this world.

Moving her gaze to the cornices, with a bewildered and puzzled face, she was still reluctant to let the child she had raised and regarded as her own suffer this ordeal that did not belong to him, and used all her strength to shout coherent words, "You are his biological mother." ”

She couldn't afford to look at the astonishment of the woman under the eaves when she heard this, and she didn't want to hear clearly that from the mouth of the emperor, the cruel execution of her "broken corpse" in the end.

Jade Flower's eyelids closed heavily.

She didn't realize until she died, she swallowed her anger for the rise and fall of the Yaolin Yu family in her life, why did she end up like this in the end.

……

The heartache of seeing my brother die with regret, the thrilling pain of the blade cutting through his neck, and the numbness of his knees from gravel, all hit my heart with a lingering nightmare. Once again, she was haunted by the nightmare, and woke up in a cold sweat and sat up.

The first thing Yuhua did when she woke up was to look at her still short body. is still the scattered flower mist goose yellow pleated skirt that has been washed to white, and she doesn't even dare to take it off when she falls asleep, for fear that her clothes will be stolen and thrown into a corner by the nurse's son when she wakes up.

Yes! After all, Yuhua did not die tragically or live in that lingering nightmare, whether it was a dream or not, she still woke up.

Although she still had lingering palpitations, she still didn't believe that she had been reborn back to when she was ten years old. However, for more than ten days, every time I wake up from a nightmare, I am like this, ten years old, not too big or small.

Nightmares reminded her every night, reminding her that she was too naïve, kind to others, and did not fight or rob to end up being killed by traitors. The dignified Empress Zeguo was openly ordered by the emperor to be broken into thousands of pieces in the palace.

How ironic is it that it doesn't end well?

In addition to forbearance, what did she do wrong in her life?

The nightmare still flickered in her mind, and the feeling of heart-wrenching and frightened mixture made her never forget.

Yuhua clenched the quilt in her hand with hatred, she was also the daughter of the Yu family, why should she be pointed at and scolded? is also a young lady of the Yu family, why does her milk ~ mother not share the hardships with her, and she still has to be bullied by her? is also a member of the Yu family, why should she hide in the deep courtyard of the mansion that cannot be seen? is also a mother's child, why blame her for killing her mother? Why?

No, my mother is desperate to leave her life and come to this world, not to keep her bullying, angry, and used! If she was born with the fate of "Keqin", then why did God give her a chance to start over?

Since God has given her a chance, she must not be slaughtered as before. The flames of hatred occupied her eyes, but they did not burn to her heart, because she still had to save the last of her sanity, and she was still too weak now, and being strong would only make her head bleed.

The tip of her ear heard the sound of small and heavy footsteps at the door, and she knew that it was milk~ The fat son of the mother came again. Taking her only dress and throwing it into a well to soak it, leaving her with no clothes to wear, was the only pastime that the little fat man was happy to do.

Yuhua's clenched fists couldn't help but stretch out as she took a long breath of relief, her body was not good since she was a child, and if she was too excited, it would be easy for people to see that she was awake. So, with her back to the door, she naturally lay down.

If she remembers it well, the whole Jade Mansion should be preparing for the ceremony of the eldest sister Yu Yinzheng and the ceremony of the daughter of the Yaolin Yu family in the past few days, which must be a popular folk story.

On such a lively and busy day, no one will focus on looking at her, the fourth lady who is not favored and unknown.

It is not a wise move for her to fight with the fledgling Yu Yinzheng and the majestic Jade and Silver Zheng who are in charge of the power of the Yu family, she has to go to the house. Staying in the house, sooner or later, it will end up before being reborn.

She has an older brother, who is the only male in the family, and the dearest and the only person in the house who treats her best. If she could see her brother while she was in trouble, she would definitely be able to drive the annoying mother and son out. If she leaves the Yu family, she can also change the tragic fate of her brother who was affected by her.

The little fat man's snorting and panting sound sounded behind Yuhuayan, as if seeing her sleeping in a dress again today, she stomped her feet angrily and scolded, "Dead girl, see if I don't call my mother to clean you up!" ”

As soon as the little fat man left, Yuhua Yan snorted lightly from his nose, looked up at the window and looked out the window, it was almost noon, and said in his heart: At the latest today, it will be ten twilight, little fat man, you can make fun of it, I will definitely let you and your conscienceless mother roll out of the jade house!

After the little fat man left, within half an hour, Yuhuayan's milk ~ Mother Wu scolded from outside the door and entered the door, "You are an unlucky girl who killed your mother, and you dare to lie on the bed after three poles in the sun!" Not ...... yet"

Surprised to see that Yuhuayan's hair was combed and her dress was smooth and waiting for her by the door without any wrinkles, Wu's mother stopped talking and looked Yuhuayan up and down in a daze.

Yuhua raised her eyes and stared at the shadows of the trees in the courtyard, then stood up and wanted to go to the courtyard to wait for her brother.

But her courtyard is small, the door is not "wide", Wu's mother occupies most of it alone, even if Yuhua is too thin due to insufficient food every day, she still needs to squeeze hard, and she barely walks over.

When Mother Wu saw that she completely ignored herself, she couldn't help but be angry, and took two steps to catch up with Yuhua Yan, who walked to the courtyard. As soon as she stretched out her hand, she didn't pinch Yuhuayan's waist, and she slapped her in a hurry, and then Yuhuayan "happened" to turn around and meet this slap.

With a loud slap of "pop-", Yuhua was knocked to the ground as she wished, but the price seemed to be a little bigger, she didn't expect Mother Wu to be so vigorous, and her head was "buzzing".

"Pretend to be dead? Kill your mother, you won't die! It's just a slap in the face, don't you hurry up? Mother Wu usually picks out the invisible "dark place" to "teach" Yuhuayan, this time she greeted her face firmly, and she couldn't help but be startled, and she didn't choose her words and shouted to cover up her weakness.

Without warning, the courtyard door that was tied by Wu's mother sounded a strong knock, and Wu's mother looked in the direction of the door, and couldn't help but look stunned. She looked at the fallen Jade Flower and said in a low voice, "Don't go into the house yet?" ”

Yuhua Yan still didn't express her resentment, forcibly supported herself, and staggered towards the door of the "whirling world".

I only heard the call of the servant next to Steward Tang from outside the gate, "Mother Wu, what are you doing bolting the door in broad daylight?" Mr. Tang told you to go! The eldest lady wants your help. ”

"Hey! I'll go! As soon as Mother Wu heard that Yuyinzheng was going to use herself, she thought that God had lent her good luck, climbed the high branches, and was overjoyed, and saw that Yuhua had already walked to the door, and hurriedly opened the door and left.

Yuhua Yan heard the footsteps of Wu's mother leaving, and secretly laughed at the stupidity of the ignorant woman with contempt, how could Yu Yinzheng be so arrogant, how could she agree to use a nurse of the daughter of a "Keqin" to do things to touch her own moldy head at the ceremony?

Her vain steps couldn't help but let her guard down, she and her brother made an appointment that he would secretly come to see her once every ten days, at least his brother wouldn't lie to her, he really came. Only a smart head like my brother would come up with such a solution!

Thinking of these and his brother's tragic death, Yuhua, who was slapped by the nurse and didn't shed a tear, burst into tears in her closed eyes.

Without the strength to support her, she fell backwards, and the sound of someone hurrying towards her could be heard. A pair of arms that were not yet strong caught her fallen body, and her brother's call came in her ears, "Flower annihilation, flower annihilation......"

"Brother......" Hua Yan smiled with tears, and it was good to hear her brother's voice calling her so worriedly.