Chapter 773: Despair
Hearing him say this, Shen Jingyi also dispelled her thoughts, thinking that she would go to the house in the end, and not go to see if it was not polite, so it would be good for her to save trouble. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
After lunch, Shen Jingyi didn't plan to leave until she helped Mrs. Xie to rest.
Xie Chen stayed with her, hearing that she was leaving, he looked at the sun and said, "It's still early, it's not too late to wait for grandmother to wake up." ”
"But ......"
"You left like this, and my grandmother cried for a while when she woke up."
Shen Jingyi nodded, "Then I'll take Brother Ze around." ”
Xie Chen bowed his head, "The flowers in the garden are blooming well, go over and take a walk?" ”
"It's okay, I'm tired." She said politely.
On the way, Xie Chen glanced at Brother Ze'er, who was still spitting bubbles, and said with a slight smile: "This child is more like you, can you let me hug him?" ”
Shen Jingyi smiled and handed the child to him carefully, "He is very well-behaved, but he doesn't recognize life." ”
"It's better than Brother Lang'er when he was a child." Xie Chen replied softly.
Somehow, Shen Jingyi thought of when Brother Sheng Lang was doing confinement on the ship. The atmosphere that was still in the past became a little awkward.
Xie Chen glanced at her and said, "Sometimes, I feel that the price paid for this fame is too great, and I always wonder if it's worth it!" ”
Shen Jingyi pursed her lips, lowered her head and said, "There is no such thing as worthiness or not, only whether you want it or not, whether you want to do it or not." ”
"You're right, but I've lost so much for all this." He looked up at the sky, "If I hadn't been surnamed Xie, if the Xie family hadn't had that disaster, I wouldn't be where I am now." ”
"Isn't this good now, the Son of Heaven is close to the minister, the senior member of the court, and he will enter the cabinet to worship the prime minister in the future......"
"But all of this was exchanged for my most precious things, and, for the rest of my life, I will never have it again." He turned his gaze and looked at the people around him, with a bit of gentleness.
Shen Jingyi paused, turned away, and said, "Why cling to what you don't have, isn't it good now, as long as you want, you can have more." ”
He stared at her, "Does that include you more?" ”
"Xie Chen!" Shen Jingyi turned around and looked up at him, "I'm doing well now, Chen Yu is my husband, the person I love, I was waiting for him in my last life, I am waiting for him in this life, and I will continue to wait for him in the next life." ”
Xie Chen chuckled, "So, from beginning to end, I never had a chance, did I?" ”
Shen Jingyi nodded, "Yes, because, the only person I liked from the beginning was him!" ”
She had also thought about staying away from him, but when she saw him again, she knew that she had never forgotten it in her heart.
Even when she was a concubine in her previous life, she would often think of him and want to see him, although she never got her wish until she died.
But she knew that he had seen her, and he had not forgotten her, nor had he blamed her.
So, he's always been the one she's been waiting for!
Xie Chen smiled, the way he laughed was really good-looking, but inexplicably, it was too desolate.
Shen Jingyi looked away, "The unhappiness of the past, let's write it off, instead of caring about those that don't belong to you, it's better to be optimistic about what is in front of you." Don't forget, you still have the Zhao family, and you will have children soon, so you should be happier. I won't stay longer, and I'll have to bother you to talk to your grandmother when I go back. ”
After she finished speaking, she reached out and hugged Ze Ge'er in his arms, and when she saw the little guy, she smiled slightly, blessed her body and prepared to leave.
Xie Chen didn't hold on anymore, just looked at her back, and something in her heart seemed to be slowly shattered.
In the garden, there was a clear scene, but he was alone.
"How can I be happy without you for the rest of my life?" A murmur sounded, and a drop of crystal fell from the corner of his eye.
It turns out that despair is what it tastes like, and all the pain is less than a word from her!
Out of the house, Shen Jingyi felt that the whole person was finally a little more relaxed, and with the support of the maid, she carried the child into the carriage, but when she saw the people inside, she was stunned.
"You...... How did you end up here? She looked at the man leaning on the carriage with his eyes closed.
Chen Yu opened his eyes and stretched out his hand to her, "Come here!" ”
Shen Jingyi held the child in one hand, put the other hand on it, and was pulled in front of him by him.
Raising his hand and stroking her red lips, Chen Yu smiled slightly, "I didn't know that you liked me so much, you were waiting for me in your last life, you were waiting for me in this life, and you will have to wait for me in the next life, huh?" ”
Shen Jingyi's eyes widened in surprise, "Why are you ......?"
"How do I know?" He chuckled, "Seeing that you haven't returned for a long time, I didn't worry about coming over, and as for these words, I just happened to hear them." ”
Shen Jingyi blushed.
"Tell me, in your last life, did you really love me and wait for me?" He rubbed her red lips, and no one knew how happy he was when he heard this.
Shen Jingyi looked at his eyes, "Where can I think of anyone else besides you?" ”
Chen Yu's breath became hot, he hugged her in his arms and kissed her, "What should I do, I want you here, I want you fiercely, what should I ......do?"
Shen Jingyi was startled, and quickly pushed him away, protecting the child in her arms, "We're still outside, it's the car again, don't mess around." ”
Chen Yu looked at her frightened appearance and smiled, stretched out his arm and took her in his arms, "I don't move you, I just want to hug you." ”
This woman is his beloved!
The carriage went all the way back to the Chengguo Mansion, Chen Yu handed the child to the nurse, and then carried Shen Jingyi back to the courtyard. Pushing everyone back, he placed her on the big bed in the main room and leaned over to look at her.
"I just realize now that compared to Xie Chen, how lucky I am!" He watched her appearance, and his fingers picked at the belt of her dress.
Shen Jingyi was puzzled when she heard this, "Huh? ”
"I was able to meet you early and make a marriage with you." He opened her shirt to reveal the spring light under his bandeau, "If it were him, I wouldn't dare to think that I didn't have this chance yet!" ”
Shen Jingyi shook her head, and just wanted to speak, but saw him cover his lips and block those words in his mouth.
The fiery breath lingered in his ears, and his big palms were constantly wandering, bringing strong desires.
Shen Jingyi hugged him tightly, her body couldn't help but get closer, she raised her neck, and gasped, "Hold me......"
Chen Yusong held Zhu Yu in his mouth, and he stepped down and entered her body.
It seemed to be a little painful, Shen Jingyi bit her lip, the corners of her eyes overflowed with crystal, she looked at the person on her body, and took the initiative to offer the Zhu Yu on her chest.
"Don't stop ......," she said.
Chen Yu moved, propped himself up, and stared at the bewitching person below him with a pair of eyes with a strong lust.
What a bewitching flower, he thought, even if it was worth dying on her!
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