The starlight twinkles, twinkling the world, but its light does not shine through the darkness of human nature

Meng Long and Liang Hao obviously wanted to kill me directly, and they actually used the scene of rape, it's really hateful, the most hateful thing is Wang Xue, I really wanted to strangle her for a moment in the hotel just now,

The most heart-hurting thing in the world is when you are willing to believe in a person and think she is very good, but you find that everything is a lie, Wang Xue's deception makes me angry, and it also makes me realize the horror of human nature, being a kind person who does not take the initiative, will always be bullied and crushed by others, at this time I understand how terrible the workplace is,

I was still very flustered when something happened just now, but when I gradually calmed down and came to my senses, I let Wang Xue go, left the hotel, walked on the night road in Shanghai, and called the general manager in front of the two flashing lights, hoping to explain, although in front of the evidence, it was futile to explain a qiē,

Even if I ask Wang Xue to testify and tell the truth now, Meng Long will say that I threatened Wang Xue, and Liang Hao will also say that Wang Xue has been held hostage, if the mail arrives at the general manager's mailbox, I feel that I have entered hell, and the so-called career path has come to an end, and the so-called efforts have come to naught in an instant, destroyed by fictitious things, and may even be in a lawsuit, I just hope that the general manager is a wise person

But because it was late at night, the general manager's phone had been turned off, and I didn't know what to say when I called the fat director, and suddenly I was wronged and no one could tell me.

Because of the urgency of the business trip, I didn't bring anything with me, just dressed in a suit, I walked neatly on the night road, the chaotic heart didn't know where to go, looking at the endless night, I was afraid of the arrival of the dawn, I understood that the arrival of the dawn was the moment of disrepute, although the bottom of my heart still longed for the mail was not sent, the mobile phone was broken, but this possibility was only minimal, I was a little helpless, but I also tried to stabilize myself, let myself understand that the soldiers would block the water and cover the earth, Don't do bad things and don't be afraid of ghosts knocking on the door, but this hazy fear makes me more and more irritable, and I suddenly think of the best place in Shanghai, the Huangpu River Bridge

Take a taxi to the Huangpu River Bridge, stand on the bridge, look at the fierce river, the aggrieved heart makes me roar, as if my roar makes the ripples of the river bigger, much bigger than the beautiful West Lake, the West Lake is calm, and the Huangpu River is turbulent, the river at this time just matches my chaotic state of mind,

"Why, why do everyone want to target me, why do all the people want to frame me, to make me ruined, Huang Mao Liu Tianzhu is like this, Meng Long Liang Hao Wang Xue is also like this, what did I do wrong, let so many people deal with me, God, Huangpu River, the stars in the sky tell me, whether I did evil in my last life, sue me, is it okay, God"

I vented my thoughts in front of the vast sky, the twinkling stars, and the turbulent river, but there was no response, but there was a deserved word, and I will always have something that I can't explain, such a thing is too aggrieved, too uncomfortable, really too uncomfortable,

I shouted tired, slowly squatted down, leaned on the guardrail, the wind on the river blew me a little cold, the slightly long front bangs flew wildly, I was tired, really tired, too many worries gathered together,

I huddled on the quiet Huangpu River Bridge with my head in my arms, feeling the coldness here, bearing the taste of loneliness and helplessness, hiding my head in my knees, holding my legs with both hands, curled up, shivering, secretly blaming myself in my heart, blaming myself for believing in a person lightly, blaming myself for being too 'sexual', blaming myself for not having the so-called control power, and letting things happen that were enough to ruin me

I deserve it, when I was eroded by the cold wind, Ah Quiet's singing suddenly sounded, I wanted to take out my mobile phone but didn't dare, I was afraid that what I was waiting for was just a dismissal phone, the ringtone rang over and over again, as if the wind did not stop, the ringtone would not stop, and finally I took out the mobile phone from my pocket that kept vibrating, but my eyes did not dare to look at the caller ID, and I directly connected the phone,

"Bingbing, what are you doing?"

Hearing that it was Xiaoyan's voice, my heart instantly relaxed, but I felt that Xiaoyan's tone was quite heavy, and it was very strict, which made me stunned for a moment, and I forgot to answer,

"Liang Jiafeng, what are you doing, answer me quickly,"

Xiaoyan's voice sounded again, and a very serious and even somewhat shaky voice resounded in my ears, which relieved me in a daze, and answered honestly: "Xiaoyan, I'm on a business trip in Shanghai,"

"I asked you what you were doing, and you told me what you were doing now,"

Xiaoyan's very strange voice was like an ice sculpture piercing my heart in the cold winter, so I couldn't help but tremble, although I was very puzzled why Xiaoyan asked me this, but I still replied a little helplessly: "I'm sitting on the bridge of the Huangpu River now, blown by the cold wind, Xiaoyan, what's wrong with you, how do you feel that your tone of voice is very different today, and I feel like you're crying, your tone is still trembling, is something happening?"

"It's okay, let's do it first, and then we'll talk about it when it's over,"

Xiaoyan on the other side was silent for a moment, said the same to me, and then hung up the phone without waiting for me to speak, I listened to the rapid beep in my ear and was a little overwhelmed and confused

"Xiaoyan, what's wrong with this suddenly, why are you asking me what I'm doing, and it's one or two o'clock in the morning, something is wrong,"

I looked at my phone and muttered inexplicably, and at the same time dialed Xiaoyan's phone, but in exchange for no answer, I called a few in a row with some anxiety, but still no one answered,

There are too many things today, and I am a little overwhelmed by the fact that there are too many of them, this fucking, it's so fucking uncomfortable to live, I have to guard against the people around me every day, and I have to intrigue with the people around me,

The strength of the whiskey has not completely dissipated, my mind is still a little faint, sitting on the cold bridge, my mind rehearses the results of tomorrow over and over again, the explanations and answers that should be made, and the assumptions that have been made countless times are not good, as if tonight's events have become an unsolvable problem, no matter what I do, I can't get out of it, and I am destined to become a sad existence.

This time, maybe I will be wronged again like the theft of perfume in the supermarket, and I am miserable, gradually tired, tired and fall into the darkness

In a trance, I felt that someone was shouting at me, pushing my injured arm, I felt the pain, but I couldn't open my eyes with a headache, this person didn't know how long he shook me, how long he called me, I really couldn't bear the pain brought by the bruised arm, and opened my eyes with difficulty,

Patting the sore head with my hand, looking at the person who was squatting in front of me with slightly open red lips and calling me, my confused eyes, faintly saw a particularly familiar person, long hair fluttering, flying with the river breeze, and when the blurred eyes gradually became clear, I recognized who it was, I was shocked I thought I was dreaming, nonsense dream,——

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