294 Memories of another soul
A pair of warm hands suddenly pressed her shoulders, steady and calm, and the heat was faint, just like that, a gentle press, a stream of heat poured in, soothing her suddenly chaotic true qi, Gongsun Xuan's slightly worried tone immediately sounded above her head, and said in a low voice: "Fei Fei, let's go back." ”
Feng Feifei closed his eyes, opened them again, patted his hands wordlessly, then pursed his lips and took a step forward.
This is the attitude she gives to the choice of this moment, and it is also her consistent attitude towards life - to escape when you can, and to face it when you shouldn't. Knowing is painful, not knowing may cause even more pain, and turning around and running away because of fear should not be what she Feng Feifei did.
She took that step gently, but firmly, up the dusty stairs of the palace, and with a touch of her fingers, the copper lock fell. The heavy rusty blackened copper lock fell into the palm of his hand, cold and rough, like the mood of this moment, rubbed sand and grinded silently with blood. This door is right in front of you, and the stories that have been forced in front of you countless times but have been bypassed countless times, after pushing open this door, may no longer be able to retreat.
Feng Feifei's hand stopped in mid-air. But he only paused for a short moment, and then pushed the door without hesitation.
"Squeak." The long-unoiled doorshaft creaked like a dying man in the middle of the night, and the moonlight was infinitely stretched out of a long corridor full of dead leaves. The corridor is not long, connecting the three courtyards, and the side of the steps under the eaves is covered with cobwebs, trembling and fluttering in the wind, reflecting the silver light of the moonlight.
Feng Feifei looked at this ordinary palace room silently, still with the feeling that seemed familiar and strange, feeling that he had seen it, but he didn't seem to be familiar with it in his blood, but the details in some places were involved, and he was shocked at first sight. She walked slowly along the corridor, the brittle leaves cracking at the soles of her feet, "click, click", a murmur that seemed to be a long time ago.
Feng Feifei floated up the corridor like a wandering spirit, and went straight to the third entrance of the palace along the direction of the corridor. Finally, he stopped in front of a small locked ear room in the third entrance. She stood in front of the house, tilting her head a little confused, her mind churning at the moment, and every scene was a chaotic and broken scene. Those scenes flashed like slides in my head...... Short atrium...... Woman in green dress...... The corners of the mouth are worried...... Dark small space...... Cloudy, bloodshot eyes...... Pale hands that smell of urine......
Feng Feifei groaned softly, hugged her head, and the chaotic fragments hit the blood all over her body, and then slammed into the barrier of memory, and the memory that was subconsciously closed for self-preservation was smashed into a storm. Like a leaf boat in the whirlpool of blood has nowhere to survive, the brain is tumbling over the river and the sea, like thousands of knives can't stop stirring, and a cold sweat breaks out in an instant.
So resistant...... So resistant. Feng Feifei began to wonder if she would be able to hold out until she walked into the room. Her one-month recuperation period has not yet arrived, and her skills have not reached the peak, so it is not easy to stabilize her true qi, and she must not go crazy twice a month.
Behind her, Gongsun Xuanyu suddenly stretched out his hand, took her extremely firmly, and said, "Fei Fei." Walk. At least now, it's not the best time for you to face it. ”
Feng Feifei was silent for a while, and suddenly walked over, brushed away the thick dust on the window of the ear room, and looked inward.
An ordinary room comes into view. Everything sank into the dust, and it took a while to make out the general outline, the bed...... Small table...... Basin Rack ...... Tabernacle...... Behind the tent was dark, half-hidden......
Feng Feifei suddenly leaned back. She fainted.
She always knew that there was still the memory of another soul in her body.
Who's that? Who is it? She had been incredibly confused. It's also extremely curious.
It was a remnant soul, never cowering, never disturbing her life, but. Now, the memories of that remnant soul seem to have gradually merged with her for a long time, and as long as there is a little opportunity, it will come out and affect her life.
She fell into Gongsun Xuanyan's arms, her face pale. Breathing lightly, her long eyelashes fluttered slightly, Gongsun Xuanyu's fingers quickly caught her pulse, but she found that she was not hurt except for some restlessness in her blood.
Fifi...... Probably too resistant in her heart, her faintness is completely self-protective fainting.
Gongsun Xuanyu silently hugged Feng Feifei, thinking about what kind of battles and torture she experienced from the time she saw the corner of the eaves to the time she fainted in the ear room? The miserable memories forced her to flee by all means, and she gritted her teeth and resisted to approach despite a single qiē, but in the end, she still lost.
Gongsun Xuanyu stood in front of the window of the ear room, his eyes seemed to sweep over the room, as if he was also going to take a look, but he didn't want to look at it quickly, he finally just turned around and hugged the woman in his arms. Leaning down gently, he imprinted a gentle and delicate soothing kiss on the petals of the lips of the person in his arms. Fei Fei...... I'm here. ”
The wind was cool. There is the smell of autumn flowers in the wind. A person calmly looked down and passed the delicate chin into his eyes.
Who's talking? The voice was far and near, whispering, but the tone was quiet, a little cool, a little fragrant, but not a flower. The delicate jaw was shaking, the soft satin sleeves were slipping, delicate like skin, every qiē was dark, but the person was bright, like a brilliant brilliance that she had never had in her life.
There is laughter outside the window, there is the sound of walking, there is bright sunshine, sunshine...... Sunshine after a long absence. Who in the shadows stretched out their pale and thin fingers, like bird claws, small as a baby, and there were sawdust in the nails, and there was nothing to pick at the sawdust...... The only entertainment.
“…… I'll go to the front to wait...... Please take care of it, don't ...... Ten million ......"
"Okay!" A brisk and loyal voice.
The small body suddenly trembled, frightened...... Infinite horror, as if the voice that sounded so loyal was the whisper of the most terrible demon in the world.
A large hand with a strange smell reached in...... The air suddenly fluctuated like water ripples, the scene was squeezed, folded, and the light swirled, fast! Too fast to capture, she opened her eyes wide to piece together a complete picture from the scenes scattered in the space, but the more she looked at it, the more dizzy she became, until she was almost dizzy and sinked into the muddy and sticky darkness forever......
Fei Fei...... I'm here. ”
I'm here. I'm here, I'm here, I'm here, I'm in ......
Who's low voice, gentle and deep, a cup of black tea as mellow and sweet, dilutes the bitterness that can't be shaken off in life. (To be continued.) )