Chapter 52: Don't Remember Your Dreams
"Mom, isn't loving someone just tolerating him?"
"What about Nan Chen, why can't you tolerate Nan Chen?"
"Because I don't love him!" Huan Sheng took a deep breath and said, "As long as he is willing to fulfill us, I will forgive him for what he did to me." ”
Hearing this, Liang Yi covered his mouth and shrugged his shoulders sadly, extremely sad.
Huan Sheng said: "As for the child...... I promised him that I would give birth to the child and give it to him, after all, the child is also my heart, even if it is not the life I and I love, but it is also an innocent little life, and I will not give it up. ”
"Am I supposed to thank you for keeping this child?"
Huan Sheng raised her head suddenly, and her heart was inexplicably torn in half by a big palm, so that her tone and eyes were the same: "Nan Chen......"
Jiang Nanchen, who opened the door, looked at Huan Sheng on the bed expressionlessly, and said indifferently: "I'm sorry, I heard some, your sincere words." ”
Jian Jun on the side really looked at Huan Sheng with great hatred, and then looked at the man next to him with extreme worry: Nan Chen, you want to see how she recovered regardless of your body, but what is the result? As a result, she is very good, everyone is very good, but you, who can't hold on and are still holding on, how long will you still torture yourself?
How many years, how many more years will it take for you to start again?
Liang Yi stood up, stiffened his body, and looked at Nan Chen's gaze to resist panic: "Huan Sheng's meaning is not what you think, Nan Chen, don't misunderstand, you, don't leave her behind......"
She really didn't want Huan Sheng and Jian Yuan to be together, at this moment, she was suddenly extremely satisfied with Jiang Nanchen's son-in-law, she didn't want her daughter to lose such an excellent man!!
Huan You walked over slowly.
Jiang Nanchen lowered his eyes, his eyes under his thick eyelashes were calm and numb, he looked at the floor, and said in a low voice: "Room, I won't go in, as for the wedding, just do as you say, cancel." After a pause, he continued, "Child...... Since you think that it is the product of deceiving you, then there is no innocent or innocent, it should not appear in the first place, why should it be left behind when it should not appear? ”
There is no point in leaving the child behind. From welcoming the child with love, to retracting the feelings for the child without love...... Since he no longer loves, why bring this child who is destined to not get his mother's love into the world? Already...... It was pointless, even if he loved them again.
Everyone was shocked by these words, looked at Nan Chen in disbelief, and suddenly thought of the business world's evaluation of Jiang Nanchen: This person is ruthless, and you will wonder if he was born a heartless monster.
When he broke up, he was really ruthless than anyone else, and never gave anyone even himself, a way out.
Jiang Nanchen coldly looked away from Huan Sheng's pale face of "Huh~", turned sideways, and saw the sad Huanyou.
Huan You said: "Brother Nan Chen, don't leave my sister behind, she is a ghost." ”
Jiang Nanchen smiled bitterly in his heart, it was your sister who left me all the time, this time I was left too far by her, and I couldn't find my way back. She won't be waiting for me forever. Simply...... So be it.
Every word and word she woke up had turned into thousands of sharp blades, and thousands of knives had been drawn on Jiang Nanchen's heart, and now, she is still scratching.
He was in a corner that no one could see, and he didn't even dare to look at it.
Holding the hand of the son, talking with the son, is just floating smoke in the end; Death and life are broad, and growing old with children is just fruitless; In the depths of the red dust, I came and withdrew, but my heart was already scarred.
After Jiang Nanchen and Jian Jun left, Huan You couldn't help but roar at her sister in the room: "Sister, do you remember what it was like when you liked Brother Nanchen?" You are sad that he is with Qin Si, but you still endure a qiē love for his happiness and stay away from him, you used to be so unbelievable to love him, as long as he gets happiness, now ...... How can you say that love is not love! ”
"I am willing to fulfill him precisely because I don't love him enough, and if I really love him, I won't be willing to let go...... Huanyou, you are still young, and you don't know how to feel yet. Huan Sheng couldn't help but shed tears, and it took many years to realize that the person you love most is actually the person you are willing to sacrifice yourself unconditionally to achieve his happiness. As long as he is happy, you can do whatever you want, this is very love.
On the contrary, not letting go and pulling each other is not necessarily love. Love is so contradictory. If letting go is not enough love, then desperately grabbing him, is it really love?
Perhaps, trying to desperately grasp him is just an appearance, is there such a possibility, what you desperately want to catch is not him, it is the self who once paid infinitely for love, and it is just that useless obsession......
……
All the people in the room were gone, Huan Sheng's eyes were red, and she suddenly lost all her strength to say one more word, she let herself fall on the bed, and silently shed tears.
- Nan Chen, are you getting engaged?
- Nan Chen, I will be very well-behaved, you don't leave me.
- Nan Chen, I have a child.
- Nan Chen, even if I walk away, you won't leave me, and you won't be angry again, will you.
- Nan Chen, beating is scolding and love, and deceiving is hurting and loving, because I love you and hurt, so I lied to you.
"Really? Then one day I lied to you, also because I hurt and loved you, you must not be angry, you know? ”
The uncontrollable memories that jumped out, like a short film that was suddenly interrupted, came to an abrupt end, and the words that woke up in her ears made her laugh, and she wiped away her tears with a smile and a smile, and she muttered in a low voice: "It turns out that you have hinted." ”
Nan Chen, Nan Chen......
I still remember that at that time, in order to please him, she nodded fiercely and said, "I know! Know! ”
Know?
Scold.
The harder Huan Sheng rubbed it, the more fierce the tears flowed, Huan Sheng, what do you know, you don't have heartache, you don't have heartache, just treat it as a dream, wake up, don't think about it again.
……
"Jiang Nanchen is a sinister villain, kidnapping innocent people for his own purposes, deliberately concealing the deepest part of my life that I don't know for his own purposes, just a little bit, my whole life was deceived by him, deceived into that wedding ......"
"I love wrong, he's a substitute."
"I love Jian Yuan too deep and too deep, and his back happens to be very similar to Jian Yuan...... Otherwise, how could I have a special feeling for him, and I wouldn't fall in love with him, so, I was wrong to love, and he was a substitute. ”
In the dimly lit bar, in the box with the name "Zun", Jian Jun unceremoniously learned Huan Sheng's tone, restored the meaning of Huan Sheng, and slowly spoke. After all was finished, he looked at the man who was standing by the window drinking red wine without saying a word, and looked more and more lonely, and said with a smile: "How many times do you want me to say it again?" ”
"Say it again." Jiang Nanchen drank all the red wine in the cup in one gulp, threw down the glass, pulled his tie, he took out a cigarette from the cold two fingers in the cigarette case, lit it, took a puff, and said.