Chapter 266: Nan Ke's Dream (2)
I thought that Zeran was just saying it casually, on a whim, but I didn't expect him to teach Yingchen to read and learn words and ask her to practice spells.
He really didn't have time before, so he could only have to teach a little bit of dust, and when he saw that he was doing what he was supposed to do, a fire of anger suddenly rose in his heart.
But in the following days, Ze Ran did not appear, watching him make an appointment with Yingchen, watching him say to Yingchen that he would never come again, his heart was both happy and sad for Yingchen......
didn't expect him to come back again, and he would always be by Haunting Dust's side.
Watch her pester him, watch her make small moves on his body while he pretends to be asleep, watch her smile beside him. And the cold man in Su Ri also melted the cold in his heart little by little, and bloomed his unique smile and tenderness to her.
On the day of her 10,000th birthday, she was released from the Yeting Palace, and that day was her happiest day, and it was also the happiest day I have ever had. I have been guarding her for so long, but I can only hide in the dark, but this time, I can finally walk by her side openly.
She is more mature and grown up than before, and she looks like a quiet little lady. Her smile is faint, and she looks indescribably comfortable, but it's just ...... This looks like Zeran......
Knowing that she had a conflict with Ze Ran in Phoenix Valley, my heart was actually happy at that moment, and there was even a little pride.
I finally understood that that feeling, that kind of irritating, crazy feeling is called jealousy. This seed of jealousy unconsciously took root and sprouted in his heart, and finally blossomed into the flower of evil sin.
At the beginning, I was just disgusted with Ze Ran, and I still connived and shielded Yingchen.
She's hiding in the abyss, I know.
She helped Yeyon and Hee Min escape, and I know that.
As long as she feels happy in her heart, I would rather be scolded by the heavenly monarch and bloody, and I will never involve her in the matter.
But what happened to her......
It's not the same when you get a qiē......
She actually fell in love with Ze Ran, and would rather die herself in order to save him......
The jealousy in my heart burned so loudly that I completely lost my mind. Even if I can't get it, I don't want Ze Ran to get her.
So when Shadow Dai came to tell me about the plan to get rid of the haunting dust, I didn't even think about it.
After all, it was my own doing, and my heart seemed to bleed when I saw her heartbroken, watched her fall into the devil's path for Zeran, and watched her being hurt by those people......
But I forgot, she would hate me, hate me.
"Now I realize that your smile is really ...... It makes people feel disgusting. ”
Her words cut my heart like a knife.
Disgusting......
I sneered in my heart, loving and hating her feelings.
This love, which could not see the light, became distorted little by little, and the Heavenly Monarch asked me to torture her.
I went from unbearable and painful at the beginning to numbness and hatred later......
Zeran, Zeran, Zeran...... Zeran again......
He's that good? So good that when she passed out, her mouth was full of his name. Therefore, I persuaded Zeran to bring her to the Yeting Palace, and when I saw her painful appearance, I realized that my heart hurt more than hers.
She was crushed at the foot of Tianyun Immortal Mountain, and I went there more than once to see her, but I could only wander outside the mountain. I tried to get her out, but ...... I sue myself that I can't.
I am selfish after all, and I can't compare to Ze Ran's love for her after all.
When I saw Ze Ran take her out of the dying Tianyun Immortal Mountain, I was actually a little relieved. It was then that I realized that as long as she could be happy, my heart would not be so bad anymore.
I drew a peach blossom with an ink god pen, watching the little peach blossom cultivate into a demon, and gradually cultivate into a human form, my heart gradually changed from expectation to loss, she is not her appearance after all.
I knew that there were too many people who wanted to use the lingering dust, and there were too many people who wanted her to recover her memory, so I asked Xi Xin to go to the Demon Realm, and after gaining the trust of the Demon Lord, he went to the Human Realm to find an opportunity to sneak into her.
During that time, I only felt that I was in a daze, and I didn't know what I was doing, but when I heard the news of her from Xinxin frequently, I was a little confused. The desire to see her is becoming more and more urgent.
Later, I finally got my wish, but it was a different attitude from before.
It was me who was humiliated, and she was ruthless.
He was both angry and heartbroken at the sight of her bloodthirsty madness, watching her gaze at himself indifferently, inserting her fingers into her wound and moving it in hard.
His own lingering dust, that well-behaved and cute little lingering dust, has actually become like this today...... He really became a demon who was feared by everyone.
Feeling the hurt she did to me, feeling the heart-rending pain, I really want to sue her, tell her the truth, sue her, who was the Baizhu who watched her grow up little by little.
But I can't......
I can't bear to destroy the only beauty in her world, and besides, I don't have that qualification for a long time......
All I could do was sneer, and use the most intense words I could think of to stimulate her and provoke her, so that she would vent a little more, and the sadness in her heart would become a little less?
In those days of being tormented by her, my heart was at peace.
I watched her leaning on the soft couch and falling asleep, where was soft in my heart, she was still like this, no matter how she changed, she was still the obedient little Yingchen when she was a child.
She hated me so much, I thought she would torture me to death in that place where I didn't see the light of day, but I never expected that she would let me go and ask me to help her find another heir.
"You're not afraid of me running away?"
"Don't be afraid."
"Why?"
"I don't know, I just think you're pretty reliable."
I smiled softly, and finally felt some comfort and warmth in my heart.
It turns out that I am not so unbearable in her heart......
Although I knew that what she asked me to do for her was only for the person she loved in her heart, I was still willing.
But for some reason, I felt a little uneasy in my heart, not about myself, but about the haunting dust.
The feeling of fear grew deeper and deeper as the days passed, and to that fear gradually added some sadness and despair. When I dream back in the middle of the night, I will always be awakened by such a painful feeling. This continued day after day, until he brought back the escaped Shen Yuqing from the Divine Realm.
"You are also a member of the Divine Realm, and it is also your duty to maintain peace in the Six Realms, so you are going to watch Yingchen continue to mess around like this?"
"Before defending the affairs of the Six Realms, I must first protect the people I love."
Shen Yuqing was stunned for a moment, and then smiled lightly.
"I see......"
"Then why did you betray her?"
"I don't want to see her messing around like this, and then ruining the Six Realms."
"That's not what I'm talking about."
"You're going to betray your master?"
Shen Yuqing's expression changed, "How do you know?" ”
"I saw it with my own eyes, and how could I not know."
"Alas...... Say, what do you want me to do? ”
"Since you are a part of her, now you should be able to control other people's memories just like her."
"What do you want to do to her?"
Looking at the nervous Shen Yuqing in front of me, I smiled lightly, I am an infatuated guy again, it's a pity......
"I just wanted you to see what she knows. About herself...... have a future."
The results that Shen Yuqing brought back surprised me.
She had long considered the possibility of everything happening, and she was also prepared to deal with a qiē, even death.
After knowing these things, a plan was slowly unfolded under the discussion between me and Shen Yuqing, but only the two of us were not enough, we also needed another helper, so we found Streamer and Tianmo.
I thought they would refuse, but I didn't expect him to agree so simply.
We planned and silently prayed that things wouldn't go in the worst direction, but it backfired.
When Lingering Dust was in the resurrection Ze and then refused to meet him, Streamer and I realized that things were going in the worst direction. When that imperceptible streamer appeared in the night sky that night, we knew what was about to happen and made the final preparations.
This final plan was carried out slowly by Tianmo, for the simple reason that he was the most important big brother of Yingchen.
That night I asked if the streamer was afraid?
He said he was afraid, but he didn't regret it.
He is the same as me, knowing that it is impossible, but he still stubbornly sticks to it and guards it, just hoping that person can be happy and worry-free.
"When did you like her?"
Streamer tilted his head and thought seriously, and the moonlight shone on his white hair, forming a beautiful halo.
"The first time we met her, she was very chic...... "he thought for a moment and added, "very handsome." ”
I smiled and didn't speak, and I could tell from the look in his eyes that this guy was telling a lie.
"You say, will she remember us in the future?"
I raised the corners of my mouth, "I hope she remembers, but I also hope she doesn't." ”
"Alas, we two are really pitiful...... But it's okay...... Even if I die, I will be with you as a backing ......."
“……”
I shook my head, laughed heartlessly with him, and looked up at the starry sky and the quiet moonlight.
This is the last time I've seen them......
I watched them silently, and my mind seemed to go back to the day I first held her in my arms 10,000 years ago.
If she wasn't so selfish, not so timid, if she had boldly appeared in front of her and told her that she was her sister in Baizhu, would she have become different?
Zeran, I have always refused to obey you, but I lost willingly under your hands, and I have never been able to compare with you......