"Apologize? Is it because of that? If you don't say I'll forget about it."

I want to smile and show a very atmospheric appearance, but my heart is already bitter, and it is difficult to disguise if I want to, and I have no acting skills.

"Whether you forgot jì or not, I have to express my apologies, after all, I wronged you."

"Okay, little thing, I'm full, I'll go first, I'll see you later."

I got up and squeezed out a stiff smile at the beautiful her, said indifferently, and then turned around and walked to the door of the Chinese restaurant, my hurried departure just didn't want to be the focus, I just wanted to be alone and quiet, and her storage zài would definitely not calm me.

I left the restaurant, but didn't go back to the room, I wanted to walk in the cold wind and walk quietly alone.

Walking in the street, which is a little gray because of the nightfall, at the moment because of the cold weather, there are not too many people on the street, which is exactly what I want.

I breathed desperately, hoping to exhale the turbidity of the past and inhale the breath of rebirth in this beautiful Erhai Lake, so I walked aimlessly, surrounded by Erhai Lake, not caring about anything, thinking about nothing, only knowing how to walk, walk, go.

Now I'm a little confused, even if I come here, my mind is pale, I don't even know what I'm going to do tomorrow? Job? I have been injured for more than a month, and my work will definitely be out of play, and Meng Long will definitely not let go of such a hard-won opportunity, so what can I do? Maybe I can cowardly escape from this place where no one is disturbed and strangers come and go, right?

The people who come here have their own stories, they come from different cities, and the people who come here will not tell others their own names, because sooner or later they will part, and the other party who passes by is just a catharsis for irritability.

Actually, I envy them, they come here with a broken heart, they can really indulge themselves, they can drink with a stranger they have never met, they can 'roll' the sheets together in a literary inn, but I can't do such a thing.

Maybe it's just because of my damned heart and her existence, of course, this is also my principle, come to Dali, come to Erhai, is indulgent, not 'debauched', people can find their own love here, just on the edge of Erhai Lake, then I believe that I can too, I can use new love, forget the old, forget the impossible love.

I thought that I could not think about anything when I came to Dali, but even if I was walking alone on the streets with the cold wind, I couldn't help but think about it. I finally knew why I was tired, and I just blamed the damn crankiness.

I don't know how long I walked, it seemed like I was back in the same place, but there were some people not far away, and they were shouting, making the quiet Erhai a little noisy, they disturbed the beautiful Erhai Lake, these people don't know what they are doing?

Because the street lamps can't illuminate the whole dark world, I don't know what's going on, I didn't want to be nosy, but to get back to the inn, I have to pass by the crowd of people who break the silence.

It's just that when I walked to the crowd, I saw a woman, wearing sunglasses and a mask in the winter, and seeing that she was quite reluctant, alone and surrounded by a group of people, I understood what was going on.

These people are all talking about love, and they are all holding notebooks and pens, and the stars who are surrounded by enthusiasm can't escape at all, I think I should help her, otherwise there will only be more and more people gathered, she definitely doesn't want to be exposed, just let me be a good person.

I quickly came to the crowd, pushed some people on the periphery away, squeezed into it with difficulty, grabbed the star's hand with great precision, and yelled and struggled to squeeze away from the man or woman who stood in my way.

Tightly holding the hands of the female star, she broke away from the control of the fans, and ran towards the endless night road, and the fans behind her didn't want to give up, and they all chased after us with unwillingness and anger, and most of them were torn and shouted a name.

It's a familiar name, but my mind is a little confused when I'm running, and I can't remember who it is for a while, and when I get rid of these crazy fans, I may know who she is.

Her hands were very cold, not the slightest temperature, but very smooth, I ran in front, pulled her, almost ran for three or five minutes, panting we are the ones who shook off the fan base behind us.

We came to an inn, which was also a dark corner, and hid her behind me, and I poked my head out to observe the movement of the road, and saw that no one was chasing me, which was also a sigh of relief, and the good I did was considered a success.

At this time, the female star broke free of my palm, I hurriedly looked back, and found that she had turned around and was about to leave, and she didn't even know how to say thank you, which made me feel a little uncomfortable.

It's just that I'm not feeling good, I won't get angry anymore, I can't be like a high school student, I won't always hang dirty words on my lips, I won't pull out my childish fists at will.

"Hey, I helped you, shouldn't you say thank you?"

I looked at her leaning body in the cold wind and asked loudly.

And as soon as my words came out, I clearly saw her body shake, and then quickly turned around and looked at me, as if looking at me blankly, wearing sunglasses and a mask, so that I couldn't see her look and eyes, I could only look at her and continue: "What? Am I not right? ”

"Holy, talk, dumb? Or deaf? ”

As I spoke, she looked at me blankly, and I could only take a deep breath and say to it rather speechlessly.

The cold wind blew her long hair, which was beautiful, moving, and thin.

"Thank you, goodbye."

The female star finally stopped being in a daze, wore a mask and vaguely thanked me, and then turned around and left very lightly, looking at her departing back, I whispered secretly: "Damn, what a proud star, I can't say a word to ordinary people, Lao Tzu is not saved, goodbye, goodbye, then yarn, which star is this, why can't I remember?" ”

I was unhappy muttering at the same time, walked to another way when I came, ready to go back to the inn to sleep, come out to relax and relax like this, I didn't eat well, now I do someone a favor, and I also have a hot face and a cold ass, it seems that I am a guy who is not lucky, and I have been carrying it to the end.

Whenever a person walks on the windy night road, I want to be safe but can only be lonely, but my damn heart is alive, and I inevitably think of her again, and I think of the picture of her kissing with other men, the bright street lamp is enough to burn my eyes, I really don't know how to forget her

I looked up at the night sky of twinkling stars, stopped my steps, put my palms in my pockets, shook my body and muttered: "There are three ways to kill love, time, distance, and a third party, and now I have only touched the distance, maybe I have to take my time, wait for time and the third person by the Erhai Lake." ”