She has always been very clear about Huang Yan's feelings, and she has been deliberately avoiding him before, because she doesn't want to lose him. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Sometimes she really feels that she is very selfish, why do she hurt the people who love her again and again.

But she was also helpless, she didn't know what to do right.

"You don't have to apologize to me, you're not sorry for me......" Huang Yan wiped away the pain in his eyes and turned his face to the side, now he didn't want to see her, because he was afraid that he would be reluctant.

It's just that in the end, he is still reluctant, very, very reluctant.

He wanted her to stay, but he couldn't find a reason to let her stay.

"No, I failed you, I was sorry for you." Ning Ge shook his head, "The person I am most sorry for in this world is you, you have always been by my side, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't exist a long time ago, it was you who saved me back again and again, and I failed you......"

Tears slipped down Ning Ge's eyes, and at this moment she sincerely apologized to Huang Yan, because she didn't know if there was a chance to say this to him again, so even if she understood that this sentence hurt him invisibly again, she still had to say it.

"It's my duty to save you as a doctor, even if it's someone else, I'll still save you, so you don't need to think too much about it at all, it's getting late, you can rest well!" After saying that, Huang Yan turned around and left, and didn't look back once, because he didn't dare to look back.

Watching the slender figure of Huang Yan slowly disappear in front of his eyes, Ning Ge's eyes were full of pain, and finally he couldn't help but start sobbing.

Ya'er, who had been standing next to her without speaking, was also very uncomfortable, she noticed that the eyes of the divine doctor had never stayed on her from beginning to end, even though she knew that there was no place for her in the heart of the divine doctor, but she still couldn't help but feel sad.

Turning her eyes to see Ning Ge's painful and crying appearance, Ya'er's mood was also very complicated, although she felt very uncomfortable at the moment, but she couldn't bear to see Ning Ge so sad.

Sighing in her heart, she walked towards Ning Ge and stretched out her hand to caress her back, "Girl, don't be sad, the divine doctor will understand one day, there is no right or wrong in emotional matters, so you don't have to worry too much." ”

"But, but...... It's me who is sorry for him, I have always understood his heart for me, but I deliberately pretended not to know, but I didn't know that it hurt him deeply, woo woo woo ......" Ning Ge said while sobbing, she really felt very sorry for Huang Yan, especially when she saw his lonely and lonely back, which made her feel even more guilty.

"It's okay, it's okay, the miracle doctor will understand......" Ya'er comforted softly, her heart was actually very uncomfortable, but the man she liked had another woman in his heart, and she couldn't be angry, because she understood that they were all miserable.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... Ning Ge said her apologies over and over again, if she could turn back time, she would rather not appear in this world, then those who were hurt by her would not be harmed.

Ning Ge didn't know how long she stopped crying, but Ya'er was always by her side and comforted her.

Ning Ge wiped away the remaining tears on her face with her sleeve, and said to Ya'er apologetically, "Ya'er, I'm sorry for you to stay with me here for so long." ”

"Are you feeling better after crying?" Ya'er looked at Ning Ge worriedly.

"Well, it's a lot better." Ning Ge's voice was a little hoarse because she had cried, "Ya'er, can you promise me one thing?" ”

"You say, if I can do it, I will do it." Ya'er promised.

"After I leave, please take good care of the fourth master, even if he says a lot of embarrassing things to make you embarrassed, or does something that makes you sad, don't leave him, okay?" Ning Ge knew that even if she didn't say it, she would definitely do it, but she just wanted a guarantee, because she didn't know if there would be a chance to meet again this time.

"Girl, why did you say as if you weren't going to come back, didn't you really plan to come back?" Ya'er had felt that Ning Ge was a little abnormal since just now, and even if she wanted to separate, she wouldn't cry so heartbroken, and now that she said this, she always felt a little upset in her heart, as if something was going to happen.

Ning Ge didn't answer, but said again, "Ya'er, I want you to promise me personally, okay?" ”

Seeing that Ning Ge's attitude was so hard, Ya'er nodded lightly, in fact, she didn't need to say that she would take good care of the divine doctor.

"Thank you......" Seeing Ya'er nodding, Ning Ge was relieved, and kept repeating these two words in her mouth.

"Girl, you're tired too, I'll help you go back to your room to rest!" Seeing Ning Ge's tired face, Ya'er picked her up and walked in the direction of the room.

Ning Ge didn't refuse, and let Ya'er help her back to the room, because she was too sad and her body was too tired, and in the end she didn't even know when she fell asleep.

When she opened her eyes, she found that it was already dawn, and she was about to get up and be about to pack her things, only to find that there was something more on the table at some point.

She walked over to the table and opened the extra baggage, tears streaming down her eyes when she saw what was inside.

Why be so nice to her, she doesn't deserve it at all.

When her fingers lightly touched the small medicine in the bag, the cold touch made her heart ache.

It took a long time for her to calm down, and now she had to leave.

Packed up her salute again, Ning Ge set off, and before leaving, she couldn't help but look back at the room she had lived in, although she didn't live for a long time, but this place made her live very reassuringly, for her, it was like her home, and now that she was leaving home, she was more or less reluctant in her heart.

She closed her eyes and sorted out her emotions before she opened the door.

"Bud, why are you here?" The moment she opened the door, Ning Ge was a little shocked when she saw Ya'er, and from the exhaustion on her face, it could be seen that she had been here for a while.

"I'm afraid I'll miss the time to send you, so I'm waiting for you here." Ya'er showed a lovely smile, because she had gotten up too early, and now she was a little sleepy, and couldn't help but yawn.

"You stupid girl, you've been waiting for a long time, you won't be like this next time......" Ning Ge patted Ya'er's shoulder with some emotion.

"Next time? You just said next time, that means you'll still be back, right? Ya'er thought that Ning Ge would not come back, so she was a little emotional when she heard Ning Ge say next time, she stayed awake all night last night, because she was afraid that she would never see Ning Ge again, so she stayed outside her door before dawn, for fear of missing the time when she left.

Ning Ge didn't expect Ya'er's emotions to be so excited, and what she said just now was just a casual remark, but seeing Ya'er's eyes so expectant, she couldn't bear to say the words of refusal.

"Girl, why don't you speak, don't you want to see Ya'er again at all?" Seeing that Ning Ge was silent, Ya'er's mood fell to the bottom, and her voice became hoarse.

Ning Ge shook her head, "Ya'er, how could I not want to see you, I promise you that I will come to see you again if I have the chance." ”

She shouldn't be lying to her when she says that, she says there is a chance.

And Ya'er didn't think too much about it at all, and she didn't hear Ning Ge's extraneous meaning, so when she heard Ning Ge say that she would come back to see her, a smile gradually appeared on her little face that was sullen just now, "This is what you said, don't regret it." ”

"No remorse." Ning Ge saw Ya'er smile, and a slight smile appeared on her face.

"Alright, it's not too early, it's time for me to leave." Ning Ge said with some reluctance, even if she is reluctant, she has to leave, for the sake of Qijiu and for the dawn of the whole Fengling country, she has to leave, even if she fails, she has no regrets.

Hearing Ning Ge say that she was leaving, Ya'er immediately picked up the basket on the ground and handed it to Ning Ge, "It's all pastries made by myself, if you're hungry, you can eat them on the way." ”

The separate scene of "Thank you......" made Ning Ge a little sad, and her voice was even more hoarse.

"You're welcome, these aren't good things, as long as you don't dislike them." Ningge's thanks made Ya'er a little embarrassed.

"Then I'm leaving." Ning Ge said after taking the basket in Ya'er's hand.

"Wait, there's this." Ya'er took out a big purse from her bosom again, "This is your coil on the road, there are some broken silver and some silver tickets in it." ”

"Ya'er, I can't use so much by myself, I'll just take some." Ning Ge looked at the bulging purse and shook her head, she didn't have to look to know that there must be a lot of silver in it, she couldn't take that much.

"You're welcome, in fact, these are all given to me by the divine doctor this morning, he was afraid that you would not accept it and deliberately asked me not to tell you that he gave it, but I think it is still necessary to let you know, in fact, in the heart of the divine doctor, you are always irreplaceable." Ya'er didn't allow Ning Ge to refuse, and directly put the purse in her arms.

Hearing such words, Ning Ge's heart was bitter, she obviously hurt Huang Yan so much, but he still thought about her again and again, how could this make her embarrassed?

"Ya'er, take good care of him for me......"

Ya'er nodded heavily, "Don't worry, I will definitely take care of him." ”

"Then, I'm leaving......" Ning Ge hesitated for a moment before saying.

"You have to take care of yourself and be careful all the way." For the scene of separation, the buds couldn't stand it, and there was a thick fog in their eyes.

Ning Ge nodded lightly, and then took a step to leave, but her steps were particularly heavy.

With a deep sadness, Ning Ge left.

Walking on the bustling streets of the capital, she seemed a little lonely.

Ningge, what are you still thinking? Now is not the time to be sad, you have to cheer up.

Constantly cheering herself up in the bottom of her heart, Ning Ge gradually calmed down the sadness in her heart and decided to cheer up and face the challenges she was about to face.

No matter how dangerous the road ahead is, she must persevere.

After sorting out her emotions, Ning Ge prepared to hire a carriage, but she didn't see a carriage after going around the street for a long time, which made her a little discouraged.