Chapter 264: The Poem of Post-Youth

The more I want to hold it in my hand but I can't hold it tightly, I can only watch it pass between my fingers, and I can't remember how long ago the last time I posted it, looking at the old tree next to the rental house that sprouted tender new shoots, the whole person was stunned at first, and looked at this tender green branch and leaf that had just germinated.

It was the leaves of a poplar tree, which had sprouted, staring at the immature veins on the branches and leaves, Shuo was a little embarrassed, and he didn't know what was going on in his mind, but he slowly remembered the years in Chenguang Junior High School two years ago.

All the past has passed away as a wind, leaving no traces, just a few yellowed photos, telling the green years of true love...

An inexplicable feeling rippled in Shuo's reassurance, and the rebirth of a leaf seemed to bring him back to that girl. He touched his heart and muttered, "Did you really forget?" Did you really give up? No one answered him, only the breeze that blew through the ends of his hair, and everything was so silent without a ripple.

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In the clean and bright ward, there is an unknown smell everywhere, and the source of the smell is Xiao Ruoning lying on the bed, Xiao Ruoning is also extremely disgusted with this smell on her body, but there is no way, the smell of this external medicine, although it is very unpleasant, she still endured it, because she can feel that the pain on her body has been relieved, which is far better than pressing the painkiller stick to let the anesthetic flow out to relieve the pain.

Through a crack in the door, Li Ailian could only vaguely see a corner of the ward, and Xiao Ruoning's painful appearance. Coincidentally, it happened that she was peeking at that position, when she saw Xiao Ruoning's current appearance being tossed by illness. At that moment, Li Ailian's heart hurt very much, but she didn't dare to push open the door. Even the simplest words between mother and daughter can't be spoken, she knows that her position in Xiao Ruoning is dispensable.

I don't want to admit myself in my heart. The estrangement between mother and daughter did not happen overnight, and it was also a very unrealistic thing to let Xiao Ruoning forgive Li Ailian in a short period of time.

"Hmm..." When she felt the hot sensation on her body dissipate the pain, Xiao Ruoning opened her eyes and groaned, and the effect of the unknown herb on her body slowly weakened a lot over time.

The good thing is that Xiao Ruoning can barely get out of the wheelchair and get out of bed and walk by herself in the past few days, but she still doesn't dare to take too big steps. I am afraid that one will not stand firm and fall to the ground, causing unnecessary pain to the body.

"You don't have to sneak behind me, who are you coming out!" In the past two days, Xiao Ruoning found that there was always someone following her at any time, and Chen Wen beside her was helping to cover it up, which made Xiao Ruoning feel a little puzzled.

Li Ailian's heart chuckled, she thought that as long as she followed Xiao Ruoning from a distance and watched what she did, she would not find out. But she underestimated Xiao Ruoning's awareness ability, and the reason why she worked hard in society for so long. Still alone, Xiao Ruoning's insight and her keen sense are super strong.

"What are you doing, Ah Ning, why are you shocked. Somebody is following you! Chen Wen excused Li Ailian. It's just that Xiao Ruoning didn't pay attention to it, just quietly stared at the figure in the corridor that seemed to be unremarkable, but had been behind her for two days.

Li Ailian was stunned at first. She knew that the two of them would meet sooner or later, but definitely not now. Holding back the pain in his heart, he turned around and ran away. Leaving Xiao Ruoning with a blank face.

"You see you're really, you're hallucinating, are you thinking about Sheng Chen?" Chen Wen said half-jokingly, almost from the day Xiao Ruoning was diagnosed with leukemia. Her thoughts of returning to Melbourne, Australia were completely dispelled, when Xiao Ruoning recovered, when she was leaving.

"Wenzi, did you tell Sheng Chen about me?" Xiao Ruoning said softly, her beautiful eyes drifted a little unbearable, she knew that this was too cruel for Sheng Chen, but she didn't want to drag anyone down, she knew her own physical condition.

Gently scratched the tip of Xiao Ruoning's nose, Chen Wen pursed her lips and said, "What are you talking about, am I that kind of person, but A Ning Shengchen sends me messages and calls almost every day, and I always help you cover it up, so it's not a way to go on like this." ”

Xiao Ruoning didn't speak, just stared at Chen Wen, a trace of melancholy floated out of her bright eyes, why didn't she want to be with Sheng Chen, but now she really doesn't want to drag anyone down, from the hospitalization to the current more than a month, almost all expenses have exceeded seventy or eighty thousand yuan, which is an astronomical amount for Xiao Ruoning, I don't know how to repay.

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Time flies, Sheng Chen relies on his own efforts, skillful guitar playing, and a clean and clear voice. and the super high support rate on the Internet, he won the championship of the Happy Boys Shanghai Division in one fell swoop, and also won a large number of fans, which can be described as high-spirited.

It's just that all fans who like him know that every time he sings, he always mentions a girl with a condensation in her name, which makes many people start an infinite reverie. It's just that no one knows Sheng Chen's past, and even if someone finds out the city where Sheng Chen's household registration is located, they still find nothing.

Looking at the marks he carved on the wall, from the day Xiao Ruoning disappeared, a total of thirty-nine scratches have been carved so far. It is clearly visible on the wall of the room where Xiao Ruoning once lived, and each one is carved deeply, enough to see the red bricks exposed after the white wall is cut.

Sheng Chen looked at the notches on these walls, and an obscure wry smile welled up at the corner of his mouth, now he didn't feel the slightest joy for winning the first place in the Happy Boys Competition in the Shanghai Division, on the contrary, he even wanted to give up for a while. It's just that I can't give up that dream in my heart, I can only hold on...

"You can have a bone marrow transplant, it is best to perform it this week, your mother and daughter are very successful, but there is still a lot of risk, even if the match is successful, after the bone marrow transplant, the new carrier will be rejected, which means that even the most appropriate surgical plan can not be cured, the risk rate is about 50%." Li Ailian's face was bloodless, and when she listened to Xiao Ruoning's attending doctor, there were ripples in her heart.

"But—" The attending doctor stopped talking.

"But what kind of doctor, as long as you can save my daughter, you can let me do whatever I want."

"The patient's uterus is eroded by cancer cells, and even if surgery cures her leukemia, she may lose her fertility for the rest of her life." After hearing this, Li Ailian's whole person was like a lightning strike, and she stayed there for a while, unable to speak for a long time, and her expression was very painful. (To be continued.) )