Chapter 392: I'll Let You Go to Him
I can.
Bai Yishen said to Ji Xiu, and also said to himself in his heart.
"I can!"
Ji Xiu looked at her and didn't answer for a long time, and Yi Shen shouted again! As if to show his determination!
"You...... Yes? ”
Ji Xiu stood up, and Ji Xiu, who was a head taller than her, suddenly turned cold when he looked at Bai Yishen.
"I didn't do anything wrong, Bai Bailin didn't do anything wrong, why can't I? Seven-year-old...... You said that your favorite sister began to wander around at the age of seven, but why don't you say that your sister who was upside down, broke her leg, and almost died in the turmoil...... Was he saved by Bai Bailin? ”
"You said that he has the same blood in his bones as Lu Ziwang, but do you know...... That log cabin in Shenyuan was originally just a small bungalow? He and I spent three years in that little bungalow. I will eat whatever he eats, and I will sleep wherever he sleeps......"
"He's a guy who loves cleanliness, and he's lonely, and he's fine in summer...... In the winter, the quilt in the house was not warm, and I shrank to the side and shivered, and then he said, "Come here, warm my hands." ”
"But is it to warm his hands, or is he warming my hands?"
"He speaks very viciously, but he is always unable to speak."
"He thought I was a boy, and he raised me as a boy, he didn't care about me taking a bath, he didn't care about me getting dressed, and he didn't know that I was a girl until he left the Lu family......"
"He said he didn't like women, he even hated women, but because it was me...... He reluctantly accepted it. ”
"He taught me literacy, taught me English, he participated in design competitions to earn money and wanted to go through the back door to install a household registration for me, if the Lu family is still the Lu family, he will take me abroad with ......"
"Even if he entered Ouyang's house, he was purely ...... for me"
"He can just walk away, he can leave me alone, a little cripple, and he can throw me away like a trouble...... He has no obligation to me, no responsibility......"
"It's just that when I was cornered, I grabbed his trouser leg with my dirty paws......"
"And then it dragged him for the rest of his life......"
"Such a person, how can you say that he and Lu Ziwang have the same blood?" Bai Yishen asked Ji Xiu, "What do you know about him?" Kindness? ”
"Huohua."
Ji Xiu lightly spit out two words.
“……”
"He can blow up the entire Ram base to the ground, and that alone ......"
"And do you know who he's doing this for?"
Ji Xiu narrowed his eyes.
"He always knew that I had a snake pattern behind my back, and he knew the relationship between Wild Lan and me. I'm the one who wants to be a jewelry designer, and he's always wanted me to go further and further down this road, but what kind of organization is Stormland? Being targeted by them, how can I be a jewelry designer in peace? ”
"For that reason, he can give someone the death penalty?"
"Aren't you like that?!"
“……”
"Didn't you sentence me to death just for the belief in my heart that I wanted to keep?!"
"What did you say?"
"The family is ruined, life and death are separated...... I've already experienced it once at the age of seven, and you, now I'm going to let me go through it again! ”
“……”
Bai Yi took a deep breath, "He is cold-blooded, he is cruel, but he is good to me, as long as he is good to me, what else do I ask for?" Fifteen years, was he who gave me a qiē, hate? He didn't hurt me anything. Why should I hate him? ”
"I don't understand what you said about deep hatred, I only understand, people have to know how to repay their kindness, what he gave me is something I can't repay in my life!"
"Smack" ......!
Ji Xiu's raising his hand was a slap.
It's not heavy, but it's enough to make Bai Yishen stupid.
"As long as he's nice to you...... Ji Lian, before people know about Entubao, she must distinguish between right and wrong! ”
"Hehe......"
Bai Yishen stroked his face and looked at Ji Xiu, "Grievances...... Right and wrong...... Clear...... I have made the grievances clear, I only have kindness to Bai Bailin, and I have no grievances. As for right and wrong...... Who is and who is not? In my eyes, you are the one who is not! ”
“……”
"Can you lock me up for a while, can you lock me up for the rest of my life?"
Bai Yishen stared at Ji Xiu coldly.
"You said Mom died because of you. Because she lost you, she killed herself......"
“……”
Bai Yishen's body stiffened slightly.
"Haha!" Ji Xiu burst out laughing suddenly, he looked straight at Bai Yishen, "Mom committed suicide because she lost you...... At that time, the whole family hurt you to the bone......"
Bai Yishen bit his lip......
Trembling all over......
Her heart was a mess.
I finally remembered my mother, my father and my brother...... But she preferred that she didn't remember.
"I'm afraid of disturbing you, and I haven't dared to recognize you, and when you took an iron spatula to burn off the patterns on your body, I was actually scared and my whole body was shaking...... But I still have to pretend that I don't care......"
"Ji Lian, because she is only seven years old...... So you can forget about jì, right? ”
“……”
The firmness of the first second, the collapse of the army in the next second.
Bai Yishen shook his head slowly......
"Because you're only seven years old, you're not sensible, so you can stay out of it. Because the name Bai Yishen was chosen by him, you don't want your father to get a name for you...... Because he gave you the best, you are not willing to give up...... Because he's innocent, you're going to go back to him......"
Ji Xiu took a shallow breath, he walked to the window, and looked out of the window silently, surrounded by mountains and rivers......
The birds are chirping!
"That's not what I meant......"
With deep grievances in my heart, I was aggrieved and sad, and I was so sad that I was almost about to collapse.
"That's not what I meant! I just think...... What is past should be gone! I just don't feel the need to cling to the old hatred...... Woohoo......"
"If the other party wasn't Bai Bailin, would you still say that?"
“……”
Ji Xiu put his hands behind his back, "He really married Gu Xiaoling, I didn't lie to you, there was no wedding, but he really entered the Civil Affairs Bureau to register." ”
"He gave you a qiē, but he didn't give you a name, so that after you died, you didn't even have a genuine lady's brand."
Ji Xiu...... You asked me to see him, if he was really with Gu Xiaoling, I would ...... Just listen to you. ”
Ji Xiu turned around and looked at Bai Yishen......
"There's no need, I can let you go and see Bai Lin."
With deep eyes, "Really? ”
"Really."
Yi Shen hurriedly wiped his nose and tears, "Then, then I am now, I will ...... now"
"Ji Lian, wait a minute."
"Huh?"
Ji Xiu looked at her gaze, cold to the bone.