The slightly muffled accompaniment sounded under my playing, and my mind saw my hometown, saw the green trees, the birds flying selflessly, heard the sound of earthworms laughing and playing in the soil, saw the earthworms hitting the soil with a faint smell of fallen leaves with their soft heads, and saw the yellow sand in the sky, and the parents worked hard in the fields with their backs to the loess

There were tears in my eyes, and the so-called tears were with a strong stinging feeling, warning me that I was blind to the expectations of my parents, who wanted me to have a good life with the money they had exchanged for blood and sweat, but I brought painful disappointment and endless waiting to my parents, and I didn't know where the end was, and how long it would take to bring my parents hope worthy of joy.

"Leave your hometown dad and mother, carry your luggage and go far away, take care of yourself in the hot summer and cold winter, break on your own on the windy road, who calls yourself a man, stand up to the sky and be strong, don't bear the kindness of your father and mother, if you want to do it, you have to do it, sweat and tears, wo. Don't be sad when you encounter hardship, don't cry in the wind and rain, no matter how hard and tired you are to carry yourself until our creativity is successful, and return to your hometown in the scenery"

I began to howl and raise my pitch to motivate myself that my career would come first in the days to come, and everything else would come second.

When I sing, I can also feel the changes in the expressions of some men and women, become unspeakable, become painful, and a few people have tears in their eyes, and a few people directly cover their mouths and cry bitterly, I think they remember their hometown far away in the world, and think of their parents who have not seen each other for many years, and compared to them, my heart is even more uncomfortable, the old father is an old **, how he hopes that I can have a world in my career, but because of my emotional debt, the old father's dream will be ruined. And it's also because of my incompetence and ordinariness that my mother's desire to hold her grandson as soon as possible is shattered, and when I sing about not letting down my father's parenting grace, I feel that I am too unpersonal.

The wind around me seemed to be soft and warm, but when it touched my cheek, it was more like whipping, laughing, whipping and laughing at my incompetent self.

When I was done, I sat down on the faded red bench, and I felt like a deflated ball, no longer having the slightest strength to drive me to do anything.

I was tired, finally tired, listening to the applause that was not too neat, watching the men and women who were touched by my singing put the wrinkled one dollar, five yuan, into the guitar back pocket in front of me, I also felt a little relieved, no matter what, I had food money.

Hey, there is a hundred, I looked at the person who gave me the money, and found that it was a beauty, a very temperamental beauty, I don't know how to describe her, maybe only two words are transcendent, with a transcendent temperament, there is a feeling of bookishness, the long black hair at that end is like a splash falling from a waterfall, so that the surrounding air is rippling, and the slender cheeks are unconsciously pitying.

I looked at the temperament beauty, and the temperament beauty also glanced at me, smiled at me, turned away, I saw her smile, there was only one thought, that is, it was like a ray of sunshine bathing the earth, bathing the city, and also bathing me, so that I have a feeling of warmth.

But the temperament beauty left, and I couldn't see her smile that melted the world, but my mood was much better, no matter what, there was such a temperament beauty who liked to listen to my songs, and gave me a hundred yuan, affirming my singing, I quickly squatted down and picked up the messy change in the guitar backpack, I didn't care about counting, just roughly estimated it, there was a look of more than two hundred to three hundred, fortunately the temperament beauty gave a Mao grandpa, otherwise it would be really miserable, It's only been so long to sing.

I hope I can meet that temperament beauty in the future, maybe I should come here often to sing

"Big brother, big brother, let's go eat KFC, eat chicken legs."

Tom, who came out of nowhere, ran up to me and said to me excitedly and anxiously.

I was about to speak, but I heard a somewhat harsh voice, which instantly turned my mood worse.

"Isn't this perverted? Actually be a liar and cheat people's money, I look at how much money was cheated? That's scumbag, scumbag. ”

I looked up with a dark face, and saw Li Qingshu in a white dress with a long pattern, and saw the mocking look on that indifferent face, I knew that this woman was taking revenge on me with words, revenge for my disrespect for her, grandma's.

"This lady, do I know you? I came here to sing, it was a simple singing, and I didn't force anyone to give me money, so how can I cheat? ”

I stuffed a bunch of change into my pocket, loaded the guitar, and said to her with a smile, since she has a cold face, then I have to smile, since you want to fight with me, then the master will accompany you.

"Strong words, obviously want to cheat everyone's hard-earned money, and say nonsense with righteousness, what resonance, what train whine, are all ways to deceive people, right?"

Li Qingshu still said to me with that painful indifference, I am really angry, I am also a woman, how good the temperament beauty was just now, I gave a hundred and smiled at me, and why did I look at this woman in front of me more and more unpleasantly? Even if it's pretty

"Didn't you say you didn't want to see me? Then it's your business if I lie to people or not? . ”

I put the computer bag on my body, put the guitar on my back, and said to it with a smile, looking at the people around me staring at Li Qingshu with squinting eyes, I shook my head helplessly, what's the use of having a bad heart and a good appearance?

"Tom, let's go, big brother will take you to eat KFC and eat yellow chicken legs."

I patted Tom on the head again and said with a pretense of pleasure.

"Perverted guy, don't appear in front of my eyes again, I'll be sick to my stomach when I see you."

"Hmph, don't show up in front of me, I'm just burning incense, femme fatale."

"You say it again"

"Will you tell me what I say? Goodbye woman, oh no, it's goodbye woman. ”

I'm not in a good mood, and I don't want to talk to the so-called beautiful woman, as soon as I say it, I'm angry, and I leave with the anxious Tom in a chic way, regardless of whether she is angry or indifferent, it has nothing to do with the master

Soon I took Tom to KFC, ordered a big set meal, ready to eat, after all, I have been eating big meat buns every day for the past few days, and I am almost tired of eating, and before I can eat it, Tom's pig has already eaten half a chicken thigh, and the crispy yellow chicken leg is torn by Tom ruthlessly, and I feel distressed when I look at it.

Today's weekend, there are a lot of people, the most are couples, seeing a couple of loving couples, watching the boys feed the girls fries, watching the girls feed the boys chicken legs, watching the two of them drink together, my appetite is immediately gone, every direction is the same picture, I want to seriously seal my heart, but no matter how serious I am, when I see others loving each other, the so-called sealing is so light and breakable, looking at the one-on-one sweet couple and couple, I am thinking what Manqing is doing now? Is she lying in someone else's arms, is she happily eating KFC with another man, is she thinking like I think of me, is she also looking at this picture that cannot be seen directly with her eyes? But already she lives a life that has nothing to do with me.

I don't care about the ordinary hard work every day, I just hope that there is such a person who can accompany me to the end, but how many times I have been in love have all ended in failure, and I am the one who was abandoned and abandoned.

"Big brother, I want to drink Coke, can you buy me a drink?"

Just as I had forgotten to eat and was lost in my thoughts, Tom's lame voice suddenly sounded, and the chicken wings I was holding in my hand fell on the table, and I was so fucking startled.

"You little rabbit, drink wool and drink, you see that these chicken wings are also wasted. I really want to smoke you to death. ”

I slapped Tom the head and said indignantly.

I seemed to be pushing too hard, maybe the reason why I was too strong was not because I wasted the chicken wings, but because there was another reason, I was angry with Tom, and Tom was also beaten by my tears flashed, and he looked aggrieved.

And the image of me scolding Tom was seen by many people, and in an instant I was in the center of the storm, and almost everyone was counting down my unreliable 'dad', and I wanted to get angry and shout to these people, this kid is not my son, and I am not his father.

"Enough of you, don't talk if you don't know the situation, I'm not his dad at all."

“father”

"Look at this person, he doesn't even recognize his own son, there are still such immoral people in the world, beating and scolding, and he doesn't recognize his son."

"Yes, if you look at him like that, it's not a good thing at first glance, and such a person must be condemned by society."