A letter to Li Jing

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Today is the last day for Uncle Liang to guard this cemetery, and after tomorrow he will be able to go back to his hometown to recuperate. 1. Reading ???· 1?K?A N?S?H?U?· C?C. man has lived to his age, and he has seen too many things, and he will no longer be curious about anything, but Liang Bo still wants to take advantage of his last day on duty to figure out something that has always troubled him, he hopes to see that man today, I don't know why, he especially wants to hear the man tell the story of himself and the young girl on the tombstone today.

Fortunately, the man came over again today with white roses, and he placed the bouquet of white roses in front of the girl's tombstone, and then sat on the ground without any scruples, quietly looking at the picture of the girl on the tombstone. The appearance of the girl on the tombstone was not the original intention, but when she laughed, it inexplicably made people feel very warm. After so many years, the photo on the tombstone is still as good as new, and the man will change the photo on the tombstone regularly so that the photo on the tombstone will always be as bright as light.

The man always came alone, looking at the photos without saying a word, sometimes smiling, sometimes frowning. At this moment, the man put down the flower book and sat quietly in front of the tombstone looking at the photo. Liang Bo walked over, handed the man a bottle of water, and sat down beside him: "Today is my last day of work here, and it will be time to change people tomorrow, although we haven't said a few words for so many years, but we often meet, and we can be regarded as old acquaintances, so I want to say goodbye to you." Liang Bo wanted to speak.

The man politely turned out the level, smiled, and was considered a response. He looked at the photo on the tombstone for a while, and then turned around and said, "Uncle, you have said goodbye, do you have anything else to ask me?" ”

The man smiled politely, although his words were a little mean, but he was very casual with his mentor, and he could tell that he was indeed willing to chat with Uncle Liang. Looking at a book ? ?· 1KANSHU CC LIANG BO PUT HIS MIND DOWN AND ASKED: "INDEED, THERE IS ONE THING I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED TO ASK YOU, BUT I HAVE NEVER FOUND A REASON TO SPEAK, AFTER ALL, YOU AND THE PERSON IN THE PHOTO ARE ALSO SEPARATED FOREVER, I AM AFRAID THAT I WON'T BE ABLE TO SPEAK, AND MENTIONING YOUR SADNESS WILL STIMULATE YOU." But after all these years, I'm still a little curious, I want to know who this girl in the photo is? I've seen a lot of people look at him, and there are some big names among them, and they come here every year to see this girl at different things. I've looked up this girl before, and I haven't found any information about her online. I've always wondered who this girl is? ”

The man sitting in front of the tombstone laughed: "You really bothered. It's not surprising that you can't find out, for fear that he will be disturbed, her information is indeed hidden, otherwise there would be more people who have come to see her than you have seen. She helped a lot of people in her lifetime, and in a blink of an eye, these people have grown up, if she sees the children she helped who were once weak and bullied, and now they are so promising, she should be happy like a child again. ”

"According to what you say, the little girl was still a big man when she was alive!" Liang Bo was a little surprised to hear the man's reply.

The man smiled and shook his head: "She's just an ordinary silly girl." Very kind, but also very stupid, has done a lot of good things, and has been fooled a lot, helping others do a lot of bad things. If you grow up in a different environment, you might be able to do more good things. At least in the years when she lived with me, she had always been a very simple and kind child. But ah, Uncle Liang. The man suddenly stopped, looked at Liang Bo and said, "You can't call her a little girl, if he lives, he should be your age." Think about the first time I met you, you were still a young man, and more than 40 years have passed, and you and I have become old men. One? READ BOOK ·1KANSHU CC" THE MAN HAD A SHALLOW SMILE BETWEEN HIS EYEBROWS, "I GUESS IN LESS THAN A FEW YEARS, I SHOULD GO TO ACCOMPANY HER." ”

"What are you talking about?" Liang Bo looked a little embarrassed when he heard the man say this, so he had to pat the man's shoulder, "Your body is obviously still very hard."

The man burst out laughing, tears streaming from laughter: "yes, I've got to be tough, she'll be upset if I go to her too soon." Okay, aside, haven't you always been curious about her identity? I'll tell you about it, but few people want to listen to me anyway. By the way, do you have any alcohol in the house? Let's talk about it while drinking today, it's a long story. The man stood up, patted the dust on his pants, and slowly walked to the hut at the entrance of the cemetery with Liang Bo, "This person on the tombstone is my lover." ”

"I can't tell you that you'll keep giving her roses." Liang Bo thought of men for so many years, and he would bring white roses over almost every week.

The man glanced back at the location of the tombstone, a gust of wind blew, the petals of the white rose moved, and it looked like he was whispering something from a distance, the man smiled, turned his head and talked to Liang Bo, his hair had already turned into the color of white rose petals, even if he didn't make an expression, there were deep or shallow wrinkles on his face, and the color of his lips was a little gray, but his eyes, even if he was old, he still looked like he was more than 40 years ago, in the small restaurant outside the school, Xiaozhi had the same gentle but firm gaze when he first saw him.

This is not the first time a man has been asked about white roses, he remembers that Shi Hao once asked him the same question, at that time, he had just mustered up the courage to read the letter Xiaozhi wrote to himself, and when he heard that it was a good question, he just raised his head and asked Shi Hao: "Do you know the flower language of white roses?" ”

Shi Hao looked at him and shook his head.

"Love that matches you."

Li Jing kept the letter written by Xiaozhi. More than 40 years later, he can still write down every detail of that day, and those scenes are still vivid. That day, he was anesthetized by Zizhi and locked up in a villa adjacent to the target, and then was found by the Xiao team, when he arrived at the scene, the special police had basically completed the early arrest, Zizhi, or Xiaozhi's body was still at the door of the target, her shirt was already soaked in blood, when he walked over, he found that Xiaozhi put his right hand into his coat, as if he was trying to hold something, he opened his eyes and opened the clamps of the Xiao team, and walked in front of Xiaozhi, Reaching out and taking out the crumpled pieces of paper in the inner pocket of the coat that Xiaozhi had been clutching. Team Xiao wanted to stop him, but when they saw the new first line, they let him take the letter with him.

He had only read the first line and closed the letter, and he really didn't have the courage to read it all. Afterwards, he looked at the surveillance of the day, and also asked Lao Bao, who had been witnessing the whole process, and knew that in the end, Xiaozhi's choice was undoubtedly suicide, she used up the bullets in the 'Guardian', and then at the moment when the SWAT rushed in, Xiaozhi made a fake move, creating the illusion of shooting. She has lost the courage to live.

Lao Bao said that before Xiaozhi fell to the ground, he heard two different sorry sounds. "Neither of them can forgive themselves and let go of the past."

Li Jing personally revealed:

By the time you received this note, I would have been looking for my mom and dad in another world. I'm sorry I can't live with you anymore and I'm sorry to keep cheating on you. In the early stages of hypnosis, in fact, those lost memories have been slowly awakened, and I can't help but resist those treatments, just because I am really reluctant to have a good life with you. Knowing that with the explosion created by Wei Kai, I knew that if I delayed any longer, it would not be good for you and me, so I made up my mind to leave you. But I still hesitated, because I should not act according to the plan arranged by Zizhi a long time ago, I like the days with you, full and happy, and I also like me with you, peaceful and kind. And once I go back to my old life, I become another me, a selfish, timid, vengeful me. I had my own tasks to complete, so in the end I let Zizhi completely occupy my entire consciousness.

I thought that this would be a way to escape my feelings for you, and I could really ignore everything and complete my revenge, but the conversation between you and Zizhi really made me unable to pretend anymore, I miss you so much, there is no way to escape from you. I was really super touched to hear that you were going to wait for me to be released from prison, but reason told me that I can't delay you, you have a better future, so I am writing this letter to say goodbye to you.

Ah, there is one more thing I want to ask you to help me, the younger brother of a friend of mine, named Su Baijia, the eldest should know him, there is one thing I haven't told him yet, he has been waiting for a news from me. Please help me find him in the future and tell him that his dad is a big hero, a big hero who saved many names.

Li Jing, I am a coward, I don't have the courage to say goodbye to you in person, I can only say goodbye to you in this way, thank you for appearing in my life. Also, I wanted to talk to you for a long time, but I haven't been able to find a chance to tell you, and I'm glad to meet you.

When he came out of Uncle Liang's house, the moon had risen in mid-sky, and when he looked back in the direction of the tombstone, he couldn't see those white roses anymore, the man raised his head and looked at the stars in the sky: "Xiaozhi, you have seen it all these years, those children you have helped have grown up, many of them are prosperous, no longer bullied, and even strong enough to protect many children like them from being discriminated against." You didn't disappoint you, but you're just a coward, and I still want you to call me a conceited doctor. ”

(End of the play) (To be continued.) )