Chapter 127: Huan Sheng is his punishment for offending God
Huan Sheng hugged his daughter and stared at him, and the next moment, he heard a male singing voice from the radio: Jiang Nanchen's car was so painfully rhythmic......
Huan Sheng's eyes tightened a little, and he listened carefully-
The closer the heart is to this man, the more he finds that this man's body lives in an isolated fragile child, a sad and lonely soul, like an island, no one can approach lightly, and he refuses the so-called approach, the senseless interruption.
This made her feel that Jiang Nanchen could live alone for the rest of his life, he was not afraid, and his heart was extremely cold.
No, she wants to warm his heart, she wants him for a lifetime, she wants him to give her a lifetime, she doesn't want him to keep it. The body has room to face happiness, and she doesn't want his heart to be so desolate!!
She wants him to know that happiness will not leave, and he can accept it with confidence...... Like her, she has accepted happiness with confidence. So can they come to a consensus?
Her heart, she thought he already understood, she thought, they already knew it.
Singing, still singing:
Accustomed to being alone, his eyes are like the color of the night.
It doesn't matter what happiness is, it won't hurt if you don't dig out your heart.
I forced me to remember.
There is no comfort, there is no smile...... Grew up in the wind.
You melted my cold principles, and with a brilliant look, you went to romance and twists.
Let me suspect that I am wrong, dare to pay to be happy, only accompanied from afar, silently cared for, and I also feel that the stars in my chest are bright.
You wake up love, but you bring harm, my care, my arrangement, all become misunderstandings and blame.
You wake up love, overload pain, try to give up, try to bury. The thoughts are still there!
You melted my cold principles, and with a brilliant look, you went to romance and twists and turns, making me suspect that I was wrong. Dare to pay to be happy, only from afar, silently cared for, and I also felt that the stars in my chest were bright......
She looked at the back of his head and slammed her heart with the lyrics. Again and again, as if ...... These lyrics are about Jiang Nanchen.
A silent teardrop with crystal sparkles suddenly slipped from Huan Sheng's pale eyes......
That night, Huan Sheng put a clean pink sock at the head of Yiyi's bed, and after coaxing her daughter to sleep, under the warm yellow light, she took out a crystal diamond hairpin from her pocket and smiled...... put it in her sock, and then, she lowered her head and kissed her daughter on the forehead......
"Baby. Good night. ”
She walked out of the room and gently closed the door.
When she returned to the master bedroom, she saw Jiang Nanchen talking on the phone by the window, and she didn't bother, but turned around and went to the bathroom.
When she came out again, she saw that he was still on the phone, stepped forward from the front, and hugged him very willfully.
She longed to drown in his arms, she missed him. Always. If this is not love, then what is love.
In a trance, I heard him say to the person on the phone: "I don't want to receive similar calls in the future." She was subjected to domestic violence, you have to take care of it, but don't let me take care of it. For a married woman, you also order to stop, so that you can do it yourself. ”
"Jiang Nanchen, you cold-blooded monster ......" The phone gave him an unceremonious cold growl for this sentence, and the next words could no longer be heard, because the call had been ended by Jiang Nanchen.
That voice is so familiar.
Huan Sheng looked at him worriedly: "Is it Jian Jun?" ”
Jiang Nanchen's eyes were gloomy. Calmly hummed.
"What's wrong with him?" In her memory, Jian Jun would not be so disrespectful to Jiang Nanchen, but the voice just now seemed to contain some kind of monstrous anger, as well as ...... Thick blame.
Jiang Nanchen: "Want to know?" ”
Huan Sheng: "......" was asked by him, but there were some people who didn't dare to know!
Her cautious appearance seemed to amuse him, he put his arms around her, put the phone on the bedside table casually, and said lightly for a long time: "Do you remember Angel?" ”
"Remember! Didn't she marry a junior in the entertainment industry five years ago? ”
"Well, I was abused by the family."
Huan Sheng was stunned, and his clumsy question was very childish: "Why?" ”
Jiang Nanchen stroked her hair, looked at her, and spit out two words in a low voice: "Vent, anger." ”
"Anqi's husband is called Qi Qi, seeing that the people who came out of the same theater as him are gradually becoming popular, but he is still neither high nor low, and when he gets home, he seems to have some kind of fierce conflict with Anqi, so Anqi was beaten by him."
This is said by the man slowly, and it is as light as boiled water, so that people can't hear the slightest emotion worth figuring out.
Happiness in the world is the same, but misfortune is different, and the only thing in common is that it is unfortunate.
Huan Sheng looked at him without blinking.
Jiang Nanchen was vaguely furious by her gaze, and he looked at her funny: "What's wrong?" ”
"So what?" Speak out at the same time.
Huan Sheng asked him, "So what?" She was subjected to domestic violence, why did Jian Jun call you? ”
It's a woman's nature.
Jiang Nanchen rubbed his eyebrows, and for a woman's almost questioning tone, it is also a man's nature not to like to explain.
"He wanted me to go see her," he said. ”
"Will you help her get a divorce?" Huan Sheng...... In a word.
Indeed, the rest of the part, he did not say: Angel begged him to help her with a divorce.
Jiang Nanchen looked at this woman in surprise, when did she become so smart?
He spat out two words in a deep voice: "No." ”
He was reluctant to meddle in this matter, because the relationship between him and An Qi was originally unclear in the eyes of the outside world, and the gradual fading of five years did not mean that it would not be rediscovered.
If he helps, maybe it will add to the marriage between Angel and her husband, and at the same time, it will also cause problems for himself.
That's not deliberate scarlet. smell, but too lazy to explain one...... Oolong misunderstanding is the definition given by outsiders, and the clear person is self-clearing, so he didn't deliberately clarify anything, because there was nothing in the first place.
Whereas...... After he knew Anqi's true thoughts, he immediately cut a crack between them, and the name of that crack was called: The two do not meet.
Jiang Nanchen ...... You'd better not lie to me. Huan Sheng exhaled, and then turned around and thought: In what way should I tell him honestly about my love?
Is that a confession?
Is it possible to confess?
Had she forgotten the fear that she might lose him? The person who saved zài today may disappear tomorrow, and she can no longer let go of the opportunity to be happy.
She didn't want to die.
But...... He didn't say either. He loves her.
In the end, she is afraid, afraid of the result...... Not what she wanted. Human.
Jiang Nanchen hugged her from behind, Huan Sheng. Do you love me? May I ask you that. May I ask you this, if you don't love, why does your expression make me misunderstand, misunderstand: love?
This stiff and delicate relationship. It was completely over on the day of the heavy rain.
That day, blame her, blame her for not being blind.
When she got out of the car, she opened it stupidly, and the door where the most people and cars passed by, if it weren't for Jiang Nanchen pulling her back into the car in time, she would have been hit by a passing bicycle......
Listening to his calm roar, "Huan Sheng, don't you even understand this bit of common sense?" ”
Her tears welled up in her eyes. also yelled at him: "Yes, I just don't understand, I don't understand anything, I can't take care of myself at all, if I don't have you, I can't get out of any accident at all, so do you know that I love you?" Once again, I have tasted the impermanence of people in the face of death, the last time it was you, this time it was me, and I am afraid that I will never say that I love you again. It's too late!! ”
“……”
The words that have been suppressed for a long time have finally been forced to exit by death accidents again and again.
People, I haven't experienced the fear of losing a qiē. How can you understand how rare it is to have a qiē now?
Huan Sheng looked at Jiang Nanchen's dark deep eyes, and gradually, she didn't dare to look directly anymore, and ran out of the car as if she was running away.
Through the car window, he could clearly see the woman. The distressing back of the panic is like the first confession, like returning to the posture of the little girl back then......
Time flies, and it's a passing year.
The sky was getting darker and darker, he slowly got out of the car, strode forward and grabbed her, and the woman turned sharply and threw herself into his arms the moment she was pulled.
The shirt on his chest, soaked with her tears, froze in place, and heard her choke up: "I believe more and more in time than in fate." Time can make the pain become the past, it can heal the wound, it can make you continue to smile, as if you have never been hurt, lost, or really hurt. Time has made me no longer afraid of losing anyone, because ten years from now, a qiē is nothing.
However, what if you lose someone and suddenly can't get through it? I can't even survive a day, isn't it that time can't save me?
The person I can't lose for a day is called Jiang Nanchen. ”
Huan Sheng held back her tears, but she still didn't hold back, she hugged the man in front of her tightly, trembling her lips, and plucked up her courage: "Jiang Nanchen, I'm officially confessing to you, you ...... Do you want me? ”
This cowardice pretended to be brave, he thought, and he loved it very much.
This is real happiness, not fake, always give someone who has never met happiness, a buffer time, even if his IQ is high, no matter how fast his brain runs, in the face of happiness, he still needs a buffer.
One second......
Two seconds......
Three-second ......
Every minute has passed, and now, there is no time to waste. Jiang Nanchen clasped her waist, his thin lips pressed against her ears, and he whispered, "I'm sorry......"
Huan Sheng's heart was half cold.
"I'm sorry, your confession is too dark for me to understand, so, tell me in a neat way, what do you mean."
Jiang Nanchen had a smile in his eyes.
Huan Sheng thought it was a refusal, but when she finished listening to the whole sentence, she blinked incredulously, and then because she was afraid that he would leave, she tightly wrapped her neck around him and said, "I love you!" ”
Is this neat enough? Is this clear enough?
"I love you, do you still love me?" Her courage was exhausted, and she was even more afraid to hear that sorry word again......
She said: "I've never confessed to anyone, can you, for the sake of this part, don't refuse?" ”
Jiang Nanchen looked at the overcast sky and thought to himself that this was really not a suitable day for confession.
Huan Sheng was waiting for the answer in a nervous moment, her hand was suddenly wrapped in a thick palm, she raised her head, saw his handsome side face, and the light in her eyes was gone: "You still don't accept it." Isn't it ......"
Jiang Nanchen led her to the teahouse not far away, helpless as she ran, "Yes, I can't accept the confession of a woman who is about to become a soup chicken." Please dress yourself up next time you confess, well, by the way, pick a sunny day. Then I can barely think about thinking about it......"
He was obviously pretending, but Huan Sheng didn't get rid of the curse of "stupidity" at this time - he didn't see how bad this man was when he wanted to be bad!
He's getting carried away!
He's selling well when he's getting cheap!!
I just walked under the eaves of the porch at the entrance of the teahouse. The sky made a sound of "sparse noise~", and the raindrops the size of beans were connected one by one, watering the entire city......
Jiang Nanchen hugged Huan Sheng into a nearby teahouse and opened a private room. His handsome and indifferent face makes people yearn for it and shudder at the same time.
The fresh and refined temperament of the women around him is also quite eye-catching, and the eyes of those men are ...... For this, Jiang Nanchen frowned, and his face became even colder.
At this time, he felt that his arms were arched very dependently, and he softened the color.
Entered the door. Isolate a qiē.
Jiang Nanchen turned around and saw Huan Sheng standing lonely by the window, she looked at the rain outside, her eyes were filled with sadness.
"Nan Chen, why did I dare to say I love you so late?"
Her voice was very soft, but it was full of blame, I don't know if she blamed herself or God: if it had been earlier, would the result have been different?
Jiang Nanchen didn't answer, he poured a cup of tea and walked to her side. handed it to her, and said in a cold tone: "Warm up." ”
He's pretending to be cool!
She's still ...... The stupidity doesn't know.
Huan Sheng sobbed and stubbornly refused to answer.
Jiang Nanchen suddenly smiled bitterly, Huan Sheng, you are always so willful. From the beginning to the present, you can do whatever you want.
But there's always a way to cure her.
Jiang Nanchen's dark eyes were cold, and after drinking the cup of tea, Huan Sheng's jaw was suddenly pinched by him domineeringly, her eyes widened, and the next second. The lips were kissed: the tea overflowing with the fresh smell of tea passed through him and into her mouth and throat......
"Hmm......"
Huan Sheng was forced to wrap his arms around the man's neck, and the kiss, which gradually became uncontrollable, also disintegrated all his sanity.
There is a kiss that can tear down the walls of each other's hearts......
I don't know how long it took, but the two finally reluctantly separated.
It turns out that some people only know that he is so important when they lose it once. Huan Sheng looked at this familiar face, and wanted to cry, knowing that he was so important, and finally lost it.
"Don't cry." His voice was so hoarse that he couldn't pretend anymore.
It seemed that overnight, they returned to their childhood.
She fell to the ground and wept bitterly, he came slowly from not far away, noticed her, and just like that, he held out a hand to her, "Don't cry, I'll help you up." ”
The golden sunlight poured down on them, warm.
He looked at the girl's clear eyes, and only knew that he had never done this action to anyone, and he had never said this to anyone.
So, don't cry, since he was a child, he didn't like tears, especially her tears......
So, sometimes, I really have to believe in fate, why can he treat her so specially, this answer, for a long, long time, he understands that it is he owes God.
God doesn't like to see a person, detached from the weak nature of man, and become very powerful, and that will make him very frustrated.
And Jiang Nanchen is too strong since he was a child.
…… You must not be too strong, God will always be blind, the stronger you are, the more he has to shape a person, arrange a time, let her appear in front of you, let you see a glance, and plant a lifetime...... (To be continued.) )
PS: Free of charge their small theater after marriage -
One day, the truth was revealed, and Huan Sheng said: "You mean, you offended God, so God made you fall in love with me?" ”
Jiang Nanchen: "Hmm. ”
So, she was God's punishment for him? Huan Sheng blinked cutely: "Husband, do you like the punishment God gave you?" ”
Jiang Nanchen: "...... It's OK. ”
Huan Sheng: "I'm not satisfied with this answer!" ”
Jiang Nanchen: "......"
Huan Sheng: "You offend God a few more times, you become stronger a little more, I still want you to love me more!" It's best to love me so much that I cry dad and call my mother, love me so much that I love it out of control, love me so much that I can't pretend to be cold from now on, I can't be cool, I love me so much that when I ask this question again, your answer is: I like it very much!! Love me so much that I love it, and become a hot, warm, and man, okay, how many times will you offend God......"
Jiang Nanchen: "......"