310 Calm in the Shattered
Her eyes were sharp and cold, with the quenching vicissitudes of life that did not belong to the age of a girl??.?? Such vicissitudes, so subtle and so profound, so incongruous on the young and delicate face—just like the five-year-old child many years ago, with a five-year-old face, conveying the sadness of a twenty-year-old.
She came from a distant five-year-old, and his memories gradually matched up with each other, she has changed too much, her physical appearance and spirit, and even her bones have been reborn, but the look in her eyes has not changed, the temperament of courage to persist in the dark years has not changed, the perseverance that always maintains a strong heart in the face of adversity has not changed, and the unnatural embarrassment and confusion after meeting Wen Cun and banter, have not changed.
Perhaps, it was another girl, not the five-year-old child, but he stubbornly believed that this was her. His heart ached slightly at that moment. So he made an exception and approached her. He was actually very reluctant to get close to women. He approaches her, overlaps her, falls in love with her.
He is Gongsun Xuanxuan, the world says that he is wise, every step of his life, overturning, the world says he will not be wrong, he is always meticulous and rigorous Xuanyuan Prince Xuanyuan, but only he knows that he has missed a time in his life. This is the only time, but it is an eternal sin.
Little Wind Anonymous lied to him, he knew, but he really didn't know that what she was facing was such cruel bullying. In that painting, behind the curtain was the wooden cage, which he knew, and the eunuch's movements...... Born in the royal family, he also understands and understands what she once experienced. Five-year ...... 1,800 **** nights, she spent it like that. There is not only hunger, bedsores, cold, heat, darkness, the bitterness of **** bondage, but also the torture of the soul that is better than a qiē torture.
And he, at that moment, after giving her the freedom and hope she was looking forward to, abandoned her again and left her to suffer again. Continue to face the insults of Eunuch Liu. Facing the most cruel ending in the world. Leave her to cry in the dark, cry for help in the dark, and face the tragic death of her own mother in the dark, and no one will answer it forever. Looking back now. How can he be embarrassed? …… He was wrong. He should have gone back then. He shouldn't leave anything to chance. Thinking that it has been hidden for so long and that it is safe, it should be okay to wait a few more days. Fate waits for no one. The big mistake was made.
He had plenty of reasons to be at ease, but. And he was in a state of remorse. ??.?? `
Gao Yuan, the legendary Feng Ye domineering master, once hinted at him, her life and circumstances are extraordinary, and now she is the real noble princess of the Seven Kingdoms of Chizhou, he comforted himself that those things are the experience of another buried soul, and the current bright girl has nothing to do with it, he doesn't have to mind anymore.
However, she finally woke up! Although, that wasn't her, could they go back to the intimacy they had in the past? He was timid, for the first time in his life!
Now Fei Fei has strong enough self-control, he believes it, and he no longer worries. As for himself......
Gongsun Xuanyu smiled slightly bitterly, his smile was transparent and thin, like a broken piece of jade-white porcelain, he raised his hand, as if he felt that the moonlight was a little dazzling to cover his eyes, his eyes were floating and heavy, fluttering in the gap of the years. Even though he had 10,000 hugs from his father, he often felt cold and empty without a single hug from his mother. Many childhood memories are very clear to him, and he often churns in his heart, and every time he passes by, he can't help but smile bitterly - what a simple request, but how difficult it is for him.
In the thirteen years of time, no one really approached him, and the world said that he was a genius and deceitful, and he did not dare to approach; The father was kind and kind, but he was weak due to illness, and the queen mother was ...... The Queen Mother never needed him.
Until the age of thirteen. When he first met her, because he felt sympathy for the same disease, he treated her with rare warmth, and he didn't think much about it at the time, but when he combed her hair, she looked back at him, and the look in her eyes at that moment shocked his heart. At that moment, a sentence suddenly crossed her heart - she was crying for me. Because of understanding, because of sympathy, because of the same loneliness of the deep, because of knowing the bitter heart that matures prematurely. At that moment, what the closest people had never given him, she gave. And when the little lotus flower was held in the palm of his hand, he made up his mind almost immediately. She is the holy white lotus that his heart desires so much.
Reincarnation, going round and round, he finally approached her, but he would lose her after all!
Gongsun Xuanyu smiled faintly, and poured a thousand glasses of wine in the cool moonlight. From the willow tops on the moon to the darkest dawn, from the darkest dawn to the whiteness of the sky, the first dew of the morning, the jar containing the strongest wine is piled up from the tree to the bottom of the tree, and the courtyard is filled with the rich aroma of wine.
Feng Feifei just stood quietly and sadly, she didn't want to look at anyone at the moment, she didn't want to look at Gongsun Xuanyu who promised to come back to her but didn't come back in the end, she just cooled down a minute, thinking coldly in the warm and warm wind. Yiyan hurt Princess Yuyi, and Gongsun Xuanyu reneged on his promise to be Feng Nameless, in fact, they may have enough reasons, and besides, it was not her who they disappointed, but after a twist and turn, it was really her who was hurt, how should she face each of them? Perhaps, a drop of water is not enough to make waves, but once a gap is formed, the crack will only get bigger and bigger.
On the road ahead, it seems that she is the only one, and she is the only one!
The past, like a dream, has long since disappeared, and now, she has long been reborn, but the scar is deeply engraved in her nightmare, once she sees it, it can no longer be removed, the estrangement, this thing, once generated, how can it quickly disappear?
Some people were silent and sober this night, and some people were drunk on an exception this night.
He has self-control all his life, he has been vigilant all his life, and he has not been drunk in his life, but as long as he is a human being, how can he not get drunk? Just as human beings cannot always be good. What's more, the wine is like mercury into the heart, and the soul eats through the intestines. The more he drank, the heavier he drank, the more the wine poured, and he only drank half of the last pot of wine, when suddenly his sleeves shook, and he smashed the jar out crookedly, hitting the wall below, and shattered with a "bang". Immediately, he fell backwards and fell from the tree. He's finally drunk!
Feng Feifei sat in the dark room, her things were scattered and untidy, she was calm in the cold.